purerogue

And this guys is what happens when you let emotions control your perspective, not use them as tool.

Ampresus, when time will come you will understand what being humble means , funny enough , there is huge difference from humble and humble, it is like with nothing, something you will do not understand till you get to experience it, language is way to limiting, people who have experienced what you are talking about will understand you right away, but people who have not will cling to concepts about how they should act, you do not have to act, it is not some form of repetition you need to take.

Good that you have not lost your humor!

You want to move out , or you want to stay, what else can we tell you , live inside car for 6 years. Beside 3 main options, I do not see any other option that would not be silly one. 1)Stay with your mom till you earn money for apartment, maybe in city where it is cheaper to buy one.(Which can go either way, as you can't really tell what will happen with housing prices atm) 2)Rent apartment, but it will be cheaper to share with other people. 3)Maybe your mother will be k to take debt to buy your apartment and you can make legal agreement that you pay her of if she does not trust you,you do not have credit score , so I doubt you will get one yourself, but it is debt. To be fair I really doubt that you will earn enough money to buy apartment in 6 years, I do not believe that you have enough patience to save all your money for this long time without spending it.

I like how everyone presents their answers, more perspectives to look into , some new nuances, I think it is better for beginners then one answer that might not make any sense to them. But I agree about terms, it can be really confusing when people start to throw around 5 names for the same thing.

So who lost?

Your whole body can tingle from mediation and very intense, you do not even have to mediate, you can even focus on certain parts of body and make them tingle, but I have no clue what it is, I remember I once tried to see if there will be any changes on any of multimeter options, do not remember how it went though, but I think it is something like static energy, that is just my guess.

If I would have to describe what is awareness, then it would be sense of true self, something that is not your ego, your memory, but your true self. But then again it is complicated to explain with words.

Anything can work, silence will work sometimes,kindness will work sometimes, at the end of the day only thing that matters is if you really care about what person says and if your self confidence is high enough, especially if this person gets in your face, people are naturally afraid to go in conflict with people who they see are not thrown out of balance at all by their actions, that is like self preservation instinct.

First of all cycling is not to build muscle mass, it is sure way to burn allot of calories, which you clearly do not need now. Only thing you need to do is eat allot, ofc with understanding what to eat, you do not have to start eating tons of food straight away, you increase amount gradually, or else you can get some health issues, your stomach has to stretch to be able to take more food, it does not happen overnight. It can be long process to increase weight, depending on your genes, so lot of patience is a must, you could start to notice changes only after few months and then they will start to pick up pace, there is tons of information out there, lot of bs too and I do not have patience to write article about weight gaining and muscle building as there is just way to much to cover.

At least you have choice to do it, we have all tools needed to not suffer, it is all up to you , even if you do not see it, it is best lesson I learned from my dreams where suffering is not an option to chose.

It will, do not worry, if not in life then in dreams and in dreams you can have suffering that has no escape and seems to last forever, without slightest light of hope at least in life you can kick it in face.

It just takes time, but there is no need for meaning, as you can always create your own meaning, it just takes time, after while it will just make complete sense why you do not even need it.

How do you answer multi dimensional problem, deeper you look , more reality of existence changes, but you can't deny what you are experiencing just because at every level form of existence changes.

Enlightenment has nothing to do with your body aging, but there probably are ways you can extend your life span trough techniques that give access to control your body functions, some people say it is possible to swap bodies, but again it is technique which might be true , might not, have not seen any proof of it.

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Where are you we need you

It is true that sometimes being negative to person can give needed impact, but it is not like most people do it because they understand that it is best way for approach certain person, it can scare away him too.

I agree , but you have to understand that everyone here are going through changes and are in rather difficult situations, so it is understandable that their mood changes, they come in contact with new experiences and get lost , or think they have figured it all out, it is very complicated matter, if anyone can do something about it then it is Leo by changing Forum so everyone things twice before starts negative remarks, but I feel it will be suppressive for them, but ofc there is always something that can be done to make it more pleasant.

Only thing that is limiting is ignorance, this place is great to see your own ignorance, don't you think so?

Why wouldn't it, you still operate on your personality and there are always things you can change , ofc you can accept you as you are, you will probably not get distracted by your automated reaction on personality traumas, traits, but you can always work on them.

How much did life teach him before that he had to look for help here?

Most people at West already live more then comfortable life, they just do not see it , we always want more, more and more and when we have everything we still do not see why we are so unhappy and empty inside. You can say our objective reality has become way better, but suffering has not gone anywhere, just reasons and how it expresses has changed. You can be broke, live in forest but be million times more happy then richest man in world who has everything that money can buy, again, I am not saying that social structure does not need change and it has no place, but it will not solve anything if main problem inside us is not fixed and that is one thing that you can not fix that easy, just giving better living conditions will not fix it, person can be happy for a moment for getting something, but after while he will again feel like he does not have enough.

You have very good reason to have this conversation, just pick right time if you want for it to go well! It indeed seems that she does not understand whole complexity of situation, you can try to explain it when you will get to talk to her.