Bernard

Oh, I sure did loose touch with being as you put it. If I'm still(mediate) for to long I can get really anxious. Even to the point I want to jump out of my skin. It got worse lately due to the amount of stress. I'm starting to think that the reason it hasn't worked for me because even if psychedelics show me a pleasant state of being, its not long till my "demons" creep back up and bubble to the surface.

I find him acting like big baby quite amusing actually lol

If every stage has its own set of fears couldn't one determine their stage based on their own fears? Sounds like another way to go about it.

Awesome! I will do that!

Have you ever thought about going on Joe Rogans podcast? That would be a very interesting discussion.

I see benefit in moving for a change of perspective, especially if its to a higher conscious area. That way you can be presented with new ideas, and a new way of life. I get that it can be challenging and struggle with taking such a leap of faith myself but I did notice that with me the biggest growth spurts came from drastic changes. If you decide to move you may also notice that there will come a time where you will feel like you need to revist blue. Do that. It's a great way to see how much you grew. More importantly, I think the move would be good for your daughter as well as this would apply to her as well. I think once you get your ducks in a row you should totally take a leap of faith so to speak. And if it doesn't work out you could always move back.

They used to freak me out too because of them being "gross". I still don't want them around but over the years I learned how amazing they are. What made me change my perspective on them is I've decided to learn more about different creatures and species that many people may be put off by. Like snakes, spiders, and roaches. These creatures are so different from us and I think that in a way we have evolved to fear them. But when I realized that they are living out their lives just like we are in their own way, allowed me to expand my understanding to where I'm not bothered by them anymore. I think it goes back to the saying, "people fear what they dont understand."

Scandinavia is green I would say, I wouldn't be surprised if many of their residents are yellow either. Mainly because i think theit society encourages and promotes growth. Not sure how true that is though, just a thought.