SoonHei

@Preetom you're welcome and yes. you're right. what you said and what I said was the same thing in different ways. happiness truly is YOUR VERY SELF. you are happiness! it is your perfume as mooji puts it. and you arrive at yourself when you are at ground zero. empty. for that is what you are: emptiness. empty of all content bless @Highest love it. w33d post enligthement - hopefully SoonHei continues to bless this plant as well

there are often times in the day. especially on my train ride home, where i just sit with eyes open but empty my mind and arrive at a silent space where i am just hearing the sounds around me and seeing the sights around me in that silent mind space, when "i think" i recognize myself. is that the true seeing of myself? i am not sure if there is a difference between me recognizing myself in that silence vs what you would call a glimpse? does any seeing, no matter what kind result in a "glimpse" or can it feel and be very ordinary?

@Preetom lovely posts here too bro @@Aakash i have seen your posts and way and it seems like very similar to mine i also tend to write and state understanding of ultimately reality in metaphors and anaologies. one more deeper than the last etc etc but one thing recently which struck me was this what is the sound of 1 hand clapping? the answer to this really is that it is a paradox. there is no sound to 1 hand clapping. so searching for an answer implies you have yet not understood it is impossible same with self inquiry. any time you find yourself in another mind loop or concept just come to see it is you trying to understand your ultimate nature with the mind. which is impossible. so simply give up . even if that concept remains unsolved. doesnt matter. the concept /qestion is a paradox. side note. while explaning this analogy to a random (unspirtual / regular) friend. about what is sound of 1 hand clapping. he told me (or almost physically showed me) that the sound of 1 hand clapping is a SLAP TO THE FACE LOL

i seem to discount myself at many levels then i come to think and see those are just thoughts i have seen and believe the fact that it is all too simple so i havent done in depth contemplation of many things . just understood the mechanism and structure of reality to answer your question. happiness is ZERO/PEACE/Not wanting anything/being content it is when there is no fish out of the water no desire or fear. peace. a still. solved. resolved. silent mind. and if the mind is still speaking, then volume is zero and it is seen as subtitles only aka... loses it's power, until even the subtitles are in a language/text/symbols which you do not understand

@Preetom thank you for your words. Wow. You're right. If the peace is not distributed among the seeking, then what is the issue? Lol Elegant. @Highest yes! Actually been doing that. I dont take the train very often to work. Going to a different city this week so having yo take it. The top section of the train has "quite zone" in effect. I have been high on weed while travelling back home on the train. It's amazing, all you see is people taking advantage of the quite zone policy and 99% of the passengers are sitting with the neck bent down posture on their phones But the quiteness in the public setting makes it nice to be in that elevated witnessing state during the high. It tends to linger much after the high effects are gone. To the point where thoughts about how i got home, interacted with whomever and did whatever work without having to "do" anything myself. Kinda watching it all happen And what showed me my level of attachment to the story of soonhei were thoughts about what may happen if i am driving the car while high etc etc. It's like, with true liberation, it doesn't matter what happens because you know your true nature to be out of this world... Afterall, When is an audience member truly in danger while watching the movie?

@SoonHei wow this has been happening more and more that while i often am writing about this stuff on the forum. i tend to pick up and see things which were gone unnoticed before one thing from my reply above was the, "looking out of the eyes" that is just a concept! wow. i get now what that means but i am sure this "i" who gets is, is also a concept... that's the ultimate concept. all concepts must be paradoxes and once a paradox is solved. it quiets down just need the paradox of the I/ego to resolve now on the topic so i will share this. I like this one. What is the ultimate Lesson in Life? Lesson: There are no Lessons! Paradox! a Lesson both exists and does not exist. Depending on which Relative point of view is being used. and it also simultaneously both exists and doesn't exists from the Absolute point of view

@Preetom love it. if only that was the food the mind needed to quite down. but golden words. thanks. and yes, i try to just remain in that place during that time. without tryna figure it out. but that seemingly continues still @Highest no... just quite empty space - looking out of the eyes... but all these descriptions/definitions come later. without any of that, it is just whatever is in my sense...

@winterknight yes. i hope that's a good thing? i seem to be answering most myself although... it is always myself who answers all of my questions anyways

@Anton_Pierre good insights bru

@winterknight hey just posting here... wanna get this thought out often times, i find myself wanting to ask a question / post a new thread/topic about that question and then as i am writing it, i see (or ask) myself... who is really the asker/author of this question and the answer which is seen is the mind/ego so, with that knowing alone, the question sort of seems pointless and dissolves... not in the answer to that question, but rather in the knowing that the questions are infinte and never ending.. and asking this question, whatever it maybe, will not change anything one bit. it will not bring me any closer or farther away to the truth than i already am... but at one point, asking questions did seemingly bring me closer to the truth.. when can one really know when that point of inflection has occured? (now i am having the same thought about this question i have asked ) it is the mind asking lol wow. strange loop within describing of a strange loop. i will just post this now

That's it right there. The picture shows two "people". One in the center is "aware" of its true nature, and the other has no clue. Your body/mind incarnation will act out the mirror image of your current identification. The one who is awakened, his body/mind would act our accordingly - in that, the Awareness beeming out of that person's point of awareness is aware that it is simply awareness, and abides in that. Knowing what unfolds before "them", is simply unfolding, spontaneously and nothing more. This one block in the picture is talking to itself for eternity and is truly unbounded in all directions and in infinte dimensions. It creates with an infinite intelligence and all this arises. All of IT is itself! And it is self aware as the infinite whole and at each infitesmial point within its creation so to speak. The cube like room in the picture should not be confused with the border when understanding the full thing. To picture that, take in the white space to be part of Reality. There's no outside to Reality.

@Ar_Senses love your post. There is one law of Reality and creation and that is all. Each action which any of us performs is an action we think is the best option at that time. It is what we think will bring us closer and closer to that which we desire What we all desire is the same ... We just project a gift wrapping onto it. That gift wrapping maybe a car, a house, a girlfriend, food, money etc... Each of these are gift wrappings... What's desired thru these objects is your own Self. Infinte Love is first and foremost for yourself. Once you recognize there is only yourself in creation, then you have infinte love for everything. All "objects" dead or alive... All operate with Love. A rock thrown into the air will be pulled by the force of gravity/Love to the ground untill it is brought to current potential rest. Magnets also operate out of this love. All of our scientific concepts are further gift wrappings of this concept and one law of Love. Opposites attracts. That's fundamental. But there is no such thing as opposite. That's just a label. There is only attraction force of Love, which works in all ways.

@JakeR hey jake Yes it does throw out the empirical findings of those sub automic particles being the smallest/most fundamental... That's because the Reality isn't material! It is not made up of objects. Now this doesn't mean that atom/quarks etc aren't there. They are. But aren't the smallest scale possible because there is no smallest scale. It's infinte zoomed in or out. As well as forward and backwards in Time. Notice how those empirical discoveries keep changing. Atom at one point was smallest. Then electron/proton. Then quarks . Then strings etc. The next thing will be the next thing detected another level down Also keep in mind. "Time" or flow of change varies at scale. At smaller level compared to us, we see atoms come into and go out of existence very quickly. And u can imagine that a being at higher level than ours maybe sees our sun as an atom and the palnets as elevtrons around it. Our 4 billion years of earth time might be a mili sceond at their sacle just like ours is compared to atom Reality is wholly connected as one across all dimensions and is in perfect equalibrium. Zero. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Law of conservation of energy. Etc etc. Energy is all there is. Cannot be destroyed. There maybe chaos and creation from energy but it is in absolute harmony Infinte positive and infinte negative energy.

The scene which you are trying to fast forward to or skip ahead to is always playing right NOW

@Aakash oh yes. Bless up

Try this. Simply sit down and look out of your eyes. Just look. Look forward. What you are looking for, you will find here. Simply look and ask yourself, Am I aware? You will give the answer yes of course... But that yes is coming from somewhere. It is coming after you confirm somehow that you exist and are aware. Now, instead of giving the answer yes. Realize that you do not need to answer or think anything to know that you exist or are aware. You just KNOW this. Prior to any thought or calculation about it. That's it. Simply know that YOU just ARE. And as you are not the do-er of actions, all simply happens before You and for You. It is a show you have put on for yourself. Simply be and enjoy <3

@Aakash oh wow. Nice. So are you FUlly abiding as urself now? Am i speaking with my true nature then aakash?

@Aakash thank you "Yours" As you have written above. You mean the mind's ? Right? Yes. It isn't the mind's awareness. It sees and is aware of the mind. And also the mind's attempts to claim ownership of it. It really truly is so subtle that it can easily "slip away" initially but one can build up traction so to speak... Stuck? How so? It is also a "trap" so to speak? Which is?

@FoxFoxFox bless up <3

@FoxFoxFox the issue comes from the fact that one maybe happy as a person but not as the ultimate Self... If a person living a happy life wishes to discover his true nature for the sake of finding himself/God alone... Should he seek? Or just simply realize it? A happy person discovering enlightenment = sadhguru style... All going well in life and boom, discovering you have been standing on the mountain of Gold In contrast... Eckhart tolle, all going bad in life and boom, discovering it is not happening to YOU

@Shaun if it is happening. It isn't getting in the way of being mindful. You are able to be mindful of your thoughts... Of any phenomena... So the trick is to simply be mindful of the fact that it's happening that way. You cannot "stop" it because you're not really doing it. Just remain aware of it, without getting attached or annoyed by it. And if you do get annoyed or attached, then be mindful of the fact that has happened. Mindfulness means "shining the light on". You can shine the light on anything without it interfering with the process of you shining the light. your complaint really is likr this... as If you are in a dark room and are searching for an object with a flashlight. And there is an object in the room which you keep on shining the flashlight on as you search for that object. That object being there in that room does not affect your ability to search for the other object. What does affect it is your fascination and obsession with that object. Simply notice that this object continues to have light shine upon it as you are flashing the light around the room and each time it happens, simply see it and move on True mindfulness is an interrupted activity.

@Highest bless up. soon you will become conscious that "SoonHei" was an illusion all along That "you" which becomes consious about the Reality of SoonHei is not the mind/thought. That one is me, directly so.

@Jkris hello The short and quick answer is no. It is not possible to feel Awareness. Here's how and why. The message is that your true nature is AWARENESS. That is what you are. Now your question becomes can I, Awareness, feel myself? You can't... Just like a knife cannot cut itself or a tongue cannot taste itself. Awareness can and simply recognizes itself. Another thing to think about so you may get this intellectually as a start. If you could feel Awareness... Then who would this "you" be that feels awareness? That would be duality / separation... You are not and cannot be separate from yourself. Impossible. The "void" is what remains when there is no more phenomenal Experience. It is the absence of experience, yet there is awareness still there. It simply is aware of itself as there is no content to become aware of or Experience. These are at best analogies and do not encapsulate the truth. And, finally. You are already awareness, you are just misidentified yourself to be the body/mind/person.

Hahahah I am the CD and the CD player and the TV on which it plays and the speakers and the sound and the actors and the director and the writer and the story. I AM ALL

Wow The damn video recognizes it is being played! Who to share this with!? Only myself. There is nobody other than myself who I can share this with for there are no others! Wow. The only way i can technically truly talk to or speak with myself is if I talk thru SoonHei with another "awakened" preson (presence) How amazing does the moment feel when one enlightened form "meets" another enlightened form. Infinte Love and compassion because it is literally YOURSELF which is in others. One heart beats in us all.