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@Bill W ====================== Essentially There are imaginable Experiences and unimaginable Experiences... We can appreciate and understand that there is an unlimited/infinte amount of experiences which we can imagine... There cannot be a comprehensive list of all possible imaginable Experiences Because u can always imagine.more.and in different unique ways There are also unimaginable Experiences to which the same concept applies And taking this forward... There is really no difference between imaginable and unimaginable... That's a duality and it must break down.. So we have an infinite amount of experiences which can be and god is the thinker of them all And there is no difference between god thinking ans causing that to come into being .. for thinking = being = creation God simply is And God always is And God being / is-ing is all Experience manifest in an infinite fractal There is always the NOW everywhere/nowhere

Woah. You can understand that your are able to imagine things (Experience as a totality) You also are able to understand that there are things (experiences) which exist that you cannot even imagine (are unimaginable) but which are possible! In other words, things which exist and also dont exist - thus EVERYTHING. YOU bring it into life by thinking it into being As simple as a pink elephant ... Or.... This entire present moment! Bless

@Bill W you are right brother Man's was trippin' Nothing crazy like lsd/dmt Just weed. About the money manifestation, i was talking about the thought of it in the head. Just like leo says, that a unicorn "exists" as you think of it - there it is. Before you, in your "head"/thought

@Shaun you are able yo think of money and there it is! In your head/imagination/thought That is the manfiestion of the ego And the physical reality is a manifestation of God And since there is no distinction between either, and all is One, That means the ego is not separate from God but is very much A part of God... is God! You thinking that u will manifest money by Willing it into existence at the level of a human/ego isnt possible... At least at youe current level of awareness... There are sages who have been known to do similar physical manifestation... About the case of Jesus... reality very mucy makes possible all those "miracles" possible... In quotes because this present moment itself is a micricle It is being willed into existence moment by moment! And it's always the NOW... Everywhere at everytime and at everyplace. It is all everNow! And EVERYTHING!

For example, an apple, has weight/mass, density, volume, scent, flavor, height, width, length, color, temperature, hardness... etc. Short list above, but it seems the various properties/distinctions we can make has no end... only the ability to create something new or a way to observe that property maybe limited for us, but otherwise it seems that there is no limit to the amount of distinctions we can make about a thing. and an amazing thing is, that it is ONE. all those properties about a thing, a small chunk of it, carrying all that information... I'm not too direct at this, but it seems like - it is, what it is, and we just add properties to it (concept) at the same time, the actuality of an apple is also very real. like the visual appearance, the sound it will make if you hit it against the wall, the fragrance, the taste etc...

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@Nahm hmmm. I like the way you make me think sir hmmm, so I guess what I am really talking about is a THING having properties... whereas in truth, what we may call/define a THING as, is also a property (name/concept) to a larger-single actuality. Bless. So, relativity speaking, there is no end to the amount of concepts we can create. Why you making me answer and understand my own questions bruhh!?

Struck me this morning That the thinker is a thought... So that means when i conclude that to myself... I do so via a thought... I am just so ungrasapble (as a hand cannot grasp itself)... Impossible to grasp. Only KNOW that I am. That's all there can ever be. I simply know that I am. That's my confirmation. The mind claiming OH THE THINKER IS THOUGHT .. or heck, even the "I simply know that I am" is mind... But i must speak via the mind And i must also know the mind is also me ... Creates an abstraction to stand out and away from.me... but it's an apparent separation Any symbols/arrow I draw on a piece of a paper, with the purpose of to point to the paper upon which it is drawn, can never truly point to it, as it is ONE with it. Not like my hand pointing to an object in my room. Never like that! Impossible!

@Mu_ ohhhh lol yes! this reminds me of the "talking about the abosolute" is what is happening there is only what's happening the TV is always ON. it might show various colors or a single color... when the single color comes on we say it is oneness! but the oneness (TV BEING ON) is always the case amen. love it. the deep knowing lies behind the content of experience the belief in the ME being the biggest hurdle this also then means that while you are believed and have the experience of being a separate seeker/person - that it out of "your" contorl as that is what is happening... the grace then becomes a thing which is very much true... relatively so that the "enlightenment/awakening" will happen by grace and it does (relatively speaking) one thing which also struck me once in life (which I now understand ) is this i often used to lose things around the house. nothing major. but had an idea that I will create something called a "WHERE LIST" ... for cases where I have forgotten where I have placed something and quickly see where I kept it anytime i place some item somewhere for safekeeping. i will add it to the list.. example: watch = dresser drawer. playing cards = kitchen cabinet etc etc. then i thought, okay. so this is fine, but what if when i have lost something/cant remember where i put it... i forget to check / remember that I have this "where list" or... what if when i am putting items away, i forget to write it in that list and so on... point being. it is all just a stream of experience playing out - i will remember it or not remember it, as it was meant to be

@Mu_ that one flew over my head. but i am sure it certainly is the case as leo says. it is TOTAL. TOTALLY TOTAL

@Joker_Theory exactly. that's the case. as leo easily puts it. META-Reality. you cannot go META to reality to point to it. anything you called META reality is also part of reality... META-Reality is impossible analogies can only bring you to the door. you must open it directly

@Inliytened1 indeed. their nature/highest perspective. @Brenzo2 exactly. i'm using an analogy there... on a relative level, my hand is able to point to the lamp in my room... but an arrow drawn on a piece of paper cannot point to the piece of paper oh here as well! let me point out to the white background by using this arrow: ---------- > #Cant of course. my hand and my room are one... and even that aint correct... because who is this me who owns this hand and the room <3 <3 <3

@Inliytened1 amazing. i wouldn't say identical i would say ONE - yes. but not identical. one if finite and the other is infinite an apartment is not identical to a building - they are ONE yes. but not identical apartment is a part of and not separate from the building i'm sure you mean the same thing when you say identical... yes. the nature/what it's made of is identical. all the same pixels/building blocks... ITSELF.

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@Hellspeed infinite frozen jello extending in all directions - the bodies are the bubbles inside the jello. as you said, the whole existance + body i am not the body I AM EVERYTHING (including the "body")

from what i know.. the fear is only something if there is someone there "to fear" if there is no me/ego left... then there should be no fear so why is there still fear during mystical / crazy experiences? or is it fear is felt afterwards when the ego returns ... and the REAL YOU which was used to the ordinary human life has no other option but to express what it saw thru the body/mind/ego ? all fear/worry/terror dies when the ego dies... yet what remains can still experience terror in some way? or if there is terror/fear then this means the ego is still there.. during the mystical experience ?

@sausagehead Hey. For me, the use of the follow analogy works best in this example. Imagine there is a movie in which a single actor portrays multiple characters. These characters are varied by costume/disguise etc. You asking the question of why you are in your current body is equal to one of the characters (call him TOM), in the above example movie, asking why he is not one of the other characters (say for example SAM) in the movie. Notice this can only be possible from the point of view TOM and not from the understanding which is outside the world of that movie - the understanding being that the reality of TOM asking the WHY question is that he is same actor which also portrays SAM in the movie. The Actor is both TOM and SAM... For TOM to be TOM - he cannot be SAM and for SAM to be SAM - he cannot be TOM both TOM and SAM are portrayed by the Actor. translating above to real life. Sausagehead is asking why he is not SOONHEI (or anyone else) but Sausagehead is GOD being Sausagehead and SOONHEI is also GOD being SOONHEI GOD = Actor who plays... who is everyone! EVERYTHING!

@Nahm hmmm. yes. this was quite radical of an idea to being with alltogether... and had small glimpses of this during some of my simple/basic weed trips... that i never really get "high" i am always "high" i am only "relatively high" compared to what I call "normal" there is only the "normal" / now just like right now.. i am not awake vs when i sleep at night and that is a "dream" there is only being awake (being aware) or we may also say, there is only dreaming (being aware) the common factor, thus, being aware so there is only being aware of whatever is happening right NOW and that collapses a knower from the known = into unity as ONE knower-knwoing-being also... with all this above. my currect experience is knowing this conceptually. i am very much a person who gets up each day after some whacky dreams into my day to day life and goes to work and so on but i know this and remind myself thru out the day (rather - the stream of throughts come before me, reminding "me" about what is really going on) am I enlightened and I don't know it? lolol because as it is said, many times... IT IS SO SIMPLE and yes. this is so simple! very simple! so simple! it already is... ughhh... not sure what i am really asking or saying hahaha the questions form and in asking/typing them.. i see the flaw in asking of the question love it

@Charlotte a sensation/feeling to which we attach a meaning of imminent physical/existential/psychological danger? also from J. Krishna's gem I get this - though not feeling it directly atm that: fear is what I AM... it is not a ME who is having Fear... when Fear is present, I am that. I am being fear and being = knowing it. my knowing of fear is my being fear... and in this, the "my" dissolves. fear = my/me = being = knowing = ONE

lol yes... @WelcometoReality i think the statements of others and trying to understand them is what causes the fogging up of the answer. but it's all goooooooooooooooooooooord bruhh

@WelcometoReality hmmm yes. i think ur right. just lots of mental questions... and concepts. just curiosity really. @Mu_ Whats your main desire in wanting to know the answer to your questions? nothing really about the path.. just curious... i like knowing the structure of reality/universe in a way... i think i grasp quite well what leo/many teachers talk about (of course i dont rule out i maybe deluded... as direct experience reeally is the king) what i am talking about here is the saying that "it maybe a while before u understand what the guru was talking about vs what u thought he was talking about" and i have had my fair shares of these... nothing too crazy but still. direct expereinces melted my soul lol it was like.. " I " was there.. but it was just a knowing that i am watching this body/mind what i call SOONHEI who has been watching these videos.. doing practicies/contemplation when high etc trying to figure out a way out of life ... but the message was always for "ME" not "SoonHEI" anyhow. there's that @Preetom hmmm thank you. that clears what i was sorta aiming for there i suppose @Inliytened1 in my direct experiince.. or at least what i call "direct experience" i was peacfull .. but it wasnt a powerfull kundalini/bliss exprieince... but i was peacefull. a very clean crisp peace of mind it was during a train ride home. it was very amazing to see all these empty bodied shells sitting on the top of the train (quite zone) and everyone looking down and busy in their phones... necks down... just amazing... no powerfull bliss.. but all was known... thoughts were seen... and actually thoughts were not even there... this is what allowed me to see/observe and know who the message has been for vs who i thought the message was for it's amazing how it's so hard - actually impossible - to talk about this without sounding like the ego-using the ego and well. i am very much the ego right now. but it's all good

doesn't get posted/asked much from what I have seen. but it is a powerful illustration to show the futility of finding out the answer. in asking this question of the HOW... you are using nothing but more thought to answer it. you are using the same process to try to explain itself. there ya have it. #KnifeCutsAllButItself for anyone new to this. thoughts are a stream, like a YouTube video - pre-loaded and fed. You are the current duration which always stays/plays in the NOW and the stream of thoughts simply happen before you.

@everythingisnothing good work champ! keep going <3

@Nahm thanks you xox