SoonHei

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  1. I have seen his videos He was quite big during the YouTube prank videos era And then went on up from there He's far from awakened He's read a bunch of stuff it seems But doesn't apply it Has mad anger issues Was yelling at the guy during an interview and then later said it's love lol But yeah, the move now is good He says he will start meditation n seems like may even do ayshcusa n other stuff too So then he will truly get it I hope he does learn then someone big in public eye will be able to spread the message wide Although with this guys issues, I hope he is fine, seems like his ego backlash maybe hardcore But u never know... 5meO maybe the key
  2. If during meditation I am contemplating some issues or just in general And I get a radically different thought or idea about something How do I know whether it's the ego playing a trick on me to pursue something else which will strengthen it vs if it's a genuine deep insight which will bring me closer to the truth / grow as a person / lose a layer of ego.
  3. Lol awwww that must have been a relief. Good ol' thumb Also, imagine enlightenment as that. When you become lucid in reality. How would you sound to "others" when you tell them life's a dream Also, you would also be afraid n shocked outta ur mind, literally lol Good trail run in the dream Btw, becoming lucid in the dream that long, was it 100% exactly the same as your current waking state? 100%? @MM1988
  4. @Leo Gura Thank you. Open mindedness and desire for truth deep down, locked in. @Nahm thank you, that pin pointed link of the video helped
  5. yes. your TRUE self always is. it is always present the sleep part. think of it this way if you were able to break your experience frame by frame then sleep would be something like this: (assuming for this example, a dreamless deep-sleep happened) frame 1: you going to bed laying down frame 2: closing your eyes frame 3: waiting for the sleep frame 4: last moment you recall you're awake before the sleep kicks in frame 5: you wake up you see, frame 4 and frame 5 there is no frame in between. last thing you know before going to sleep is when your eyes are closed and then next thing you know you're waking up sure "time" has passed and you feel more energized if you had a good enough sleep but that's just it it's an endless experience without a break since your 1st memory that you remember and going onwards from there, you've always been here, without a pause. and if you dream, then after frame 4, the next frame is the experience of the dream, whatever it is also, know this that you never know when/how/from where you got into the dream. it just is and you just go with the flow and notice how this compares with your own experience of being born... you dont have an experience of being born, you just were "alive" always alive
  6. @FrgttnDeer because it cannot be finite why? some limit has to be imposed on reality to make it finite where would that limit ground itself? there's no limit! and in a different permutation of a universe, where the limit was, then it must also be in whatever reality is... nothing can be outside of it. reality itself is groudless its all the clouds that appear in the infinite sky
  7. lol wow. now i see the sarcasm once you have said it good one i have this same issue, but in real life haha my level of sarcasm is up a few notches vs most people and they think i am serious when i am dropping a huge sarcastic bomb on them there should be a sarcasm font for the internet how about this
  8. Yesterday during a medi-sit, I became aware of what the NOW is - I still think I am no-where near, but it was more clear and direct than any previous understanding of mine. You know how it is said that whenever you talk about IT or name IT or do anything to try to describe IT, you end up missing IT and whatever you say/do/talk about is then ultimately not IT I understood why this was - the way I saw thru this was imagining that a frame of the NOW could be stilled/paused as if it were a video being played now that paused still "frame" of reality (infinite dimensional frame) is the totality of your experience which occurs in the NOW that paused-frame of experience is WHAT we call ONENESS - for simply relay: it consists of all of your visual+audio+sensory+thoughts+smell field in that ONE single instant of experience and that's all there is to REALITY. and infinite series of these infinite dimensional frames, "flowing" at a certain "rate" (time) it's like a border-less block which can be STILLED moment to moment when we talk about it, or point to something, or imagine something, we are limiting what reality/oneness is to a PART when it's the WHOLE talking about reality which brings in the non-duality is like if someone were to point at their feet-only and say this is what their body is - when in-fact their whole body is what they are - loose example but the ones who know will get it. it's like this image below , the mother/son,sky,clouds,grass,all-else in the picture are mere distinctions - all of IT together is ONE image. IT'S ONE!
  9. @Mikael89 keep in mind. this understanding as to what to look / un-look for during your practices is important Dreams is the best way to understand say if you have a dream in your dream, you are walking/taking/eating etc whatever. your entire body is appearing in a dream, including your brain inside (well, it aint inside there until you look, but let's keep it simple for now ) so just like your body appears in that dream so does a coffee table for example or a car or a bed they all appear in your dream now from your sleeping self POV what are you in that dream? are you the body? are you the land? are you the walls of the room? all of that dream world is appearing in your "brain" - the "brain" which is currently asleep right? so now use that understanding and cancel out the "brain" from the equation and replace it with ONE-LARGE-CONSCIOUSNESS just like how your "brain" may create the dream world the current waking world is created by the "one-large-consciousness" infact, the dream world and the current world are not different in any way while you're dreaming, it seems as real as your current state right now when you're reading this sentence it's only when you wake up it seems like it was all over in a flash just like how it will be when you "die" in this current waking dream your whole life will "instantly flash before your eyes" as you might have heard some people say during close-calls with "death"
  10. notice your assumption that having a complex nervous system is what allows self-awareness @Mikael89
  11. @Shin where do any ideas (stupid or not) come from?
  12. @cetus56 Oh yes! I have seen it. i loved it kinda how Leo says that he had his hand to his mouth while he sat on the couch upon realizing that reality is abolsute infinte that's how i was. in awe of that movie. the sound track and all. amazing hans zimmer and chris nolan - tapping into that creativity deep with in <3 hopefully they give us more mind-gasm for years to come <3 you're right not scientific but it is real!
  13. just watched your video about this topic yesterday the whole system is set up with all the accreditation of peer-reviews and what not and the fact that an enlightened person can never be employed as a director/prof at a uni cuz they would be passed off as a goo-goo-gaa-gaa
  14. oh yes! i use that anaology all the time the WHOLE LIFE DOES infact pass thru their eyes in an instant it is like how we may dream and the dream time lasted a month vs you only slept for 6 hours same thing here except it's the entire life occuring in an instant THere is no such thing as a quick death the gunshot to the head, when it strikes would lead that microsecond real world experinece to be experineced as eternity or whatever the flow of thought/experieince becomes at that point "each soul shall taste death/judgement" <3
  15. @Gazic LOL sure thing! but the probability of them manifesting as the winning numbers won't be very high i'm working on the canadian lotto numbers myself!
  16. @cetus56 yup. i love that analogy i also like adding a layer on that to understand how ALL can be understood/known as people describe in their 5MeO/DMT/Ayshyscha/LSD trips the layer being that of the author of the book GOD is the Author of the book, the author knows the whole story in/out the reader (mind) does not and has to go page by page but the author knows past/present/future of the "book" reality is a infinite-paged book with no beginning and no end and there is no separate author of this book as we have in our world GOD IS the infinite-paged book so to speak
  17. @FrgttnDeer there is nothing which can enforce a limit on reality reality is infinite reality is infinite pixels which can render infinite colors - infinitely ergo, all is possible also, in one of @Leo Gura's videos he mentions reality as being an infinte sandbox with everything in it already there. just has to be found/stumbled upon also, heck, even from a materialist paradigm , i read something online somewhere that scientists estimate, given the size of the universe, that somewhere in the universe there really is the exact 1 to 1 similarity of a REAL VERSION of star wars occurring somewhere keep in mind, that is with the understanding of a "limited sized" universe and in truth, the universe/reality is INFINTE ALL THAT CAN BE, IS ALL OF IT. THAT IS WHAT GOD IS. IT IS THIS. ALL OF THIS. EVERYTHING!
  18. @cetus56 that seems like it could be looked at this way there are infinte possiblities at each moment of stillness time = the change of the previous moment of stillness to the next but all possiblities are contained as probalitiies at each moment something having a chance of 0.00000000000000000000000000000000001 % can still occur there is no 0 probability
  19. IT IS ALL RELATIVE! you know what that means? it means, just that. it is all relative click the TRUTH link in my signature to see what is being talked about relatively speaking, we live in a seemingly physical universe also relatively speaking, we live on a flat earth 5000 years ago, there was no round earth truth is always relative but TRUTH is only ONE
  20. @Gazic here's something ALL IS POSSIBLE it is possible to manifest a live elephant in-front of your house just by thinking/power of will it is possible to do ESP it is possible to do mind reading levitation ever since Leo's video about absolute infinity and few others related to that topic. i understand how reality is ALL THAT WHICH CAN BE and there cannot be any limit which can be placed upon ALL THAT WHICH CAN BE the question becomes whether you're living in a reality in which whatever the crazy sounding psychic phenomena is can be also, if it isn't present now you cannot conclude oh, i live in a reality where it cannot happen because what if it happens the next day? then do you live in that reality where it cannot happen or where it could happen? the truth is, each second you're in a "different" reality with infinte possiblies it is about having the means/method and most importantly, the belief in whether or not it can be done or not.
  21. @ajasatya i agree with you. i am just explaining the structure of reality itself all of what you are saying i get. for example, if i lose a finger, am i still me? when do i stop becoming Me? and this picture here is a rough version of what reality is the small green boxes are ego/body-minds . the big red border around the entire room is THE ABSOLUTE - the totality of it all. THAT IS THE GREAT BODY, and all of what is "inside" it, are distinctions of it, only seen from the inner level, from the greater level outside, it is all one-self-aware-room (room in this example of the picture). from the point of view of the RED ONE Object, all those egos do not exist, it IS, what it IS, the whole of it. also, this is a paused/stilled moment of NOW within the absolute. the reality again is an infinte holder of NOW-frames and thats why this anaolgoy at best is about a single moment of NOW of the absolute. now for reality, take this room and all its sides and extend eaach border to infinty - aka no borders. that's what the "structure" of reality is, without bounds, self aware, ONE BODY TOTALTY / Absolute