That's the definition of a breakthrough.
You ain't really trippin unless your trip becomes more real than your past life.

Asking who's best is pointless.
Just learn the princples of attraction from various sources and hit the field. The field is really where you learn.
If you only use one source to learn a thing, you're doing it wrong. Learm from 10-20 sources.

Sounds like you got a lot of work to do.
Also, don't neglect mastering basic survival aspects of life:
If you feel lonely, make some quality friends.
If you feel horny, learn to date.
If you are struggling with money, master that aspect of life.

It's not possible to be satisfied with nothing without ego death.
The ego cannot do nothing. It needs to be constantly surviving.
You can gradually detox yourself from stimulation tho. But it won't feel good.

Order of operations in dating is crucial. If you trip with a girl for your first date, the order will be wrong and you will go too deep too fast and it will feel weird and creepy -- which is the last thing girls want.
If you want to sleep with her, you need to dial back the depth and seriousness. Tripping is serious business. You should not be doing that on a first date. Your first dates must be light, playful, fun, and as low-investment as possible. A coffee.
By setting up a trip date, you're actually being needy as fuck. Why are you sharing such depth with some girl you haven't even slept with??? It makes no sense. Because you're needy, that's why. And she will smell it off you and it will creep her out. Save the tripping for after you slept with her 5 or 10 times.
Order. Of. Operations.
Escalation. Ladder.
Learn it and follow it.
DO NOT FALL IN LOVE BEFORE YOU SLEPT WITH HER! It's creepy as fuck.
The biggest way to turn a girl off is by being creepy and needy. And you're combining the two of them into the ultimate Incel combo.
P.S. If a girl not willing to agree to a coffee with you, she will never agree to do anything else with you. There is no lower investment ask than a coffee. If she won't agree to that, she just don't find you attractive and nothing you do will change that.

"Being yourself" is not about adopting some material identity. It's about discovering your authentic personality by removing all your fears and bad social conditioning.
You are God, but your mind/body has a unique personality that requires discovery and alignment.
Being a millionaire is not a personality trait. It's just a material condition.
"Being yourself" is good advice. But you need to understand what it means. It's overly simplistic. There's a lot to it.

@levani If you want to really understand awareness, do the practice in my Mindfulness Meditation video.
Thoughts inside your head are also things you can be aware of.
There's no fundamental difference between your feet, ass, or thoughts. It's all objects within awareness. Thoughts are just more sneaky and seductive.

You totally misinterperated what he said.
He said, "The utility of your career (relative to family), maybe that peaks by the time you're 35 or 40 and then it starts to decline pretty rapidly".
He was not talking about your career declining at all. He was talking about the relative utility (significance) of family, love, and children.
Lots of older people have great careers that are peaking. That's not the issue. The issue is, will that career truly satisfy you?
He was basically making the point that being a workaholic is not a good strategy for happiness. Which of course is true.
Then again, having a bunch of kids is also not a good strategy for happiness. Most miserable people in the world probably have kids. JP has kids. Is he happy? Nope.
Happiness is not a function of material conditions. And kids are a material condition.

It doesn't matter. Pickup will increase your social confidence permanently across the board. You will become better at talking to strangers, barbers, taxi drivers, clerks, shopkeepers, etc.
Never

Alcohol extraction is best for the cleanest mushroom trip.

You are EVERYTHING.
The only problem is when you think you are one thing to the exclusion of any other.

A shadow is any aspect of yourself/Universe which you demonize, judge, and hate because you think it is not your self.
For example, if you hate Nazis, you are not conscious that you are actually hating your own self.
Well, JP has done that with stage Green. He is waging a war on himself without realizing it. And it kills him inside.

It's very simple: anything you don't like in the Universe and that you think isn't you, is your shadow.

DMT has a very distinct appearance, texture, smell, and feel.
Vape a tiny amount of it and smell it and feel it.
Using a test kit you can easily identify if the powder is a psychedelic vs something else. If it is a psychedelic then it's hard to go wrong with a small dose.

Start with 10mg
10mg of basically any tryptamine will not kill you and will rarely produce a super strong trip.
10mg is a safe starting point for plugging almost anything.

In the end you NEVER know. Which is why every chem has to be tested with tiny amounts to start.
The nice thing with vaping is that you can take tiny puffs and slowly dial up. But still, a cocky noob could mess this up by taking a giant rip.

Any giant city will be good for game.
I know a lot of PUAs are active in London. Adam Lyons was killing it there.

If you live in the UK then the best place for pickup is obviously London.
Look, all the best cities will be pricier than living in a village.
There are tons of great big cities in Europe for game. It's more a function of where you are allowed to go, where you wanna live, and what nationality of girl you like.
London is probably one of the best places in the world for game.

Then why aren't you happy?
Today your material conditions are better than any king who lived of centuries past.
You fool yourself, is all. If I gave you a billion dollars tomorrow, you'd be just as miserable as ever. In fact, you'd become suicidal once you realized that material conditions don't make you happy AT ALL.

RSD's original live Hotseat weekend seminars were definitely worth the $300.
The live footage blows your mind open as far as what you imagine is possible in game.
Although a lot of the game is deliberately flashy and not really as practical as less flashy methods. But still that flashy game can build up your confidence and balls.
The original Hotseat helped me grow the balls to do some ballsy direct approaches which was important in my development.

It's just a marketing gimmick.
Owen has been saying that "this is the last hotseat" since 2012 when I went.
The program itself was great though. No regrets.

Only use 3 labels: see, hear, feel.
Everything will fall under those labels.
Smell and taste will just fall under feel.
Do not invent anything new. This is not an exercise in creativity or thinking. The point is that it forces your mind to focus and be mindful.

Go out and talk to girls.
You're making this too complicated with your horrible inner game.
The proper inner game is this: Stop thinking and GO OUT AND TALK TO GIRLS!
I used to be very insecure. Until I started going out and hot girls slowly started to get attracted to me. That changed my inner game because you can't believe "I'm not good looking enough" once a hot girl is eager to suck your dick.
If you talk to 100s of girls you will notice that a few of them really love you. It's a numbers game.
If you believe you can't, then you can't. If you believe you can, then you can. Be ware of how your mind constructs reality.

Yes, of course. That's the cost of grappling with relativity. Which is why most people suck at understanding relativity. There is a  period in your life that you must pass through where you feel lost in relativity and unable to make a decision as a result.
I had a plan to shoot a video about this.
But I already talked about the solution to some extent in my much under-rated video: Balancing Theory vs Practice

One time I was at the gym working out. Saw hot girl walk onto the treadmill to run. She was wearing headphones.
As she's running, I walk up in front of her and do a big grin and a big wave. I motion for her to take off her headphones and get off the treadmill. She complies. I tell her she's cute and start chatting her up. She tells me she has a boyfriend. I grab her number anyway. We go on a date. We make out. Her boyfriend was out of town and she was feeling lonely.
Another time hot girl (25) is walking through the mall talking on her phone. I run in front of her, stop her, and ask her who she's talking to. She says her mom. I tell her to hang up on her mom and talk to me instead. She complies. We flirt and exchange numbers. Then we go on a date and have great sex. Stunning girl.
I once met a guy who banged something like 100 women at the mall. He would fuck them in the dressing room.
STOP. MAKING. EXCUSES.
Women are everywhere. Go talk to them.