@Jake Chambers Very sorry to hear that man. You're in a sad situation and I get why saying death isn't real would only add insult to injury.
Death appears real from unawake states of consciousness. But saying that doesn't help you. What would help is accessing those states in which death is realized to be imaginary.
Psychedelics have been shown to be very helpful and effective for helping people in terminally ill situations.
If it makes you feel any better, you're not really gonna die, you will simply change forms.
I would recommend psychedelics to help you gain hope. Not fake hope, but genuine hope, cause your consciousness truly is immortal. It's a question of what shape you take.
Basically, with "death", you melt into Infinity, then you can dream anything you want.
If you would like to discuss further, PM me.

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What Tate and his followers should observe is, when one uses controversy as a marketing strategy, how it boomerangs and bites one in the ass.
This is the problem with devilry. It's self-defeating. But when the devil gets a taste of his own medicine, he comes crying. When Tate uses his power over women, he's cool with it. But when women use their power over him, via #MeToo, he's not cool with it. But power is power. If you play games of power, you should expect tit for tat. If you're gonna fight with women, expect them to fight back. This is the problem with Red. Fighting leaves everyone bloody. It's lose-lose. When you realize this, you outgrow Red.
If you're going to employ Stag Red as a marketing strategy in a 1st world democracy, you should expect to get cancelled. There's a reason why social media platforms aren't founded in Romania. You can run from the police, but you can't outrun a global platform or the public opinion of 1st world democracies. You shouldn't expect to get all the benefits of a 1st world democracy without playing by its rules. This is otherwise known as cheating. And of course Tate is a cheater. But the problem with cheating is that eventually you lose.

It can help, but it can also turn into an escape from doing important manual work.
It's easy to fool yourself into the thinking that psychedelics will fix up your life for you.
Ideally you should be combing psychedelics with serious manual work.

Healthy Orange is very allowed. The problem is that Orange too easily goes off the rails into the unhealthy.
Tate could easily have taught men how to be "alpha" without all the toxic stuff.
I did a pretty Orange set of How To Get Laid videos and I got very little flack for it, because it was done in a healthy Orange way with concern for ethics.
The problem with all these male dating coaches is that they are fundamentally unethical people. They don't care about ethics at all. And when this backfires on them, they wonder why society hates them. Well, you can't scale unethical behavior for long. Which is fundamentally Tate's problem.
Toxic Orange is just overwhelming in the dating advice and business advice communities. Which is always what I've hated about those communities. Because otherwise there's good info there, but it's befogged by a cloud of toxicity.
People like Tate will keep emerging because most guys are stuck at crude levels of Orange development and below. Tate isn't just the perpetrator of low development, he's also a victim of it. He doesn't know any better, neither do his young foolish clients or his women.

It is called PEA, Phenylethylamine, which forms chemically the backbone of all other phenylethylamines like 2-Cb, MDMA and others. It is sold as a supplement for energy and is easily accessible. 
So what  is my experience with this substance like? 
First of all, PEA is molecule that is naturally found in our bodies and brains. It is degraded by MAOIs naturally in the body
it is a stimulant with massive  head rush,  some compare it to that of meth or cocaine ( I didn't try any of those ). The substance can produce very powerful euphoria and energy. It produces an increased sense of well-being and Love. Sometimes, I lost my control and started hugging my family telling them how much I loved them and how much I care for them, and I felt so loving and pure.  It produced some serious spiritual insights and experiences at higher doses. I penetrated into the nothingness easily enough, I let go of everything, of shapes of colors, of concepts, etc... I think I will be able to penetrate into love too.  No visuals  The effects are short lived sadly, the peak is about 15 min to 1h  and then there is a heavy crash unless you consume some coffee. You can redose with no tolerance I didn't feel any addiction for the substance despite taking it for a couple of months now but there are some reports of addiction online I tried it with syrian rue and I felt that the substance became different, as in more psychedelic but still I need to try this combination more The substance is naturally destroyed by MAOis so You need dosages above 1g of the substance for a serious effect. Higher doses, like 4g or more, cause psychedelic efffects with no visuals. It mostly was about nothingness and unity It tastes bad, Like acidic an chemical taken orally only it is relatively cheap, 20$ for 250g  A non-affiliate link to the substance on amazon https://www.amazon.com/Phenylethylamine-HCL-Pea-Powder-Grams/dp/B08GK1JVV1/ref=sr_1_5?crid=3QSNGWDYCDH4I&keywords=pea+phenylethylamine&qid=1661375262&sprefix=PEA+phe%2Caps%2C255&sr=8-5

I framed it as a lack of healthy Orange and excess of toxic Orange.
Millions of young people are struggling just to get a handle on Orange, and then guys like Trump and Tate exploit that by selling them toxic Orange and even Red. If Trump and Tate were selling healthy Orange they would not be cancelled and there would be no controversy.

I haven’t seen much discussion about this, but it’s important to know that some strains are 2-3x stronger than beginner friendly shrooms.  So, 0.5g of Penis Envy will be as strong as 1.5g of Golden Teachers (although the type of high is different).
     Beginner Friendly Strains: Golden Teachers, Blue Meanies, B+
     Strong Strains: Penis Envy, Jedi Mindfuck, PES Hawaiians, Puerto Ricos
This list is not exhaustive.  Those are just the strains I have experience with.  Please feel free to mention which strains are strong and which are beginner friendly.  I also find that different strains lead to different highs.  

Hence it's better to dose with 4-AcO-DMT or the like.

Hell no.
Force your mind not to think when you are out.
Talk about yourself, make silly assumptions about her, and riff laterally off her responses.
"Hey, you're cute. I just had lunch at Starbucks. It was delicious. Where you walkin all cute like that? You were just gonna pass me by and not even say Hi? "
You need to be very present and comfortable in your body in order to be able to riff. Anxiety and fear is your #1 enemy. You have to train yourself to deeply relax as you approach.

Not-knowing is also helpful with gaining 2nd order relative truths because your mind is open to fresh insight and new perspectives.
States of direct consciousness or nondual states are the merger of metaphysics and epistemology, where you know a thing by being it, not thinking about it.
Consider thinking about a fork vs becoming a fork. That's the difference. 

Pretty simple really:
Talk way less, do deep eye contact, and everything you say and do as you approach should be coming from a direct sexual intent. You are not there to chit-chat or be funny, you are there looking for your dream girl, and once you see her that is the frame for the whole interaction.
Deep eye contact.
Less talk.
Powerful and clear intent.
Make her feel that this is something different than empty, airheaded social chatter.

I see him out in Vegas clubs pretty often. He definitely surrounds himself with plenty of hot fake LA-style girls and he get access to the DJ backstage areas easily. Whether he can teach you to do what he does, I'm not sure. I don't know how scalable it is. From what I understand his programs are very expensive.
I'm sure you can learn something from him. I know a guy in Vegas who gets insane results from elite social circle. He's slept with 1000+ girls. It's way more effective than cold approach. But also, it's like a full-time job for him. You have to be managing that social circle all the time. Is that really what you want? For some guys it's what they want.
The bottom line is that if you want exceptional results you're gonna have to put in exceptional effort. You should expect a whole lifestyle shift to make something like that work.

Most of the time girls will not give you IOIs. You must learn to run game on a brick wall.
The biggest IOI is simply eye contact and her attention. You should be getting that occasionally after approaching.
If you're never getting it, it's because your vibe is off: you're full of fear, you aren't relaxed, you're stuck in your head, you aren't smiling, you aren't in a good mood, you aren't having fun, you aren't direct enough with your sexual intent, you are too meek.
As you approach, command her attention. Force her to give you here full attention or blow you out. Do not do half-assed, meek approaches. When you approach, approach with 100% commitment and face her directly, with full eye contact.
It's okay if she blows you out. What's not okay are meek approaches.
The only importance of IOIs is to immediately capitalize on them as soon as you notice one. If you see a girl giving you eye contact, immediately approach and rapidly escalate. But never wait or hope for IOIs. IOIs are like finding cash on the ground. As soon as you see it, you grab it. But you don't rely on this to make money.

That happens very rarely. Maybe 1 in 500 girls.
Hot girls rarely give eye contact because they are already hit on way too much. If she was giving eye contact readily she would have 50 guys trying to fuck her every week.
You just need to stop waiting for her to make it easy for you. Just approach.
Challenge yourself with difficult approaches. Approach a girl who is there with her boyfriend.

Hehe, yeah... that's how mushrooms are at high doses.
What happened was your reality was deconstructed and you were left to realize that all knowledge is relative, and that in fact you don't know anything.
In my The Power Of Not-Knowing video I talked about how your whole view of the world is a house of cards that will one day collapse under the right conditions, and how psychedelics will leave you in a profound state of not-knowing. I also said how defensive you are precisely because deep down you feel that your worldview is a house of cards.
Of course you were. But your fear stopped you from realizing Yourself.
Do it again. And again. And again. Until no fear remains.
Facing fear is the bulk of awakening work.

@Karmadhi Funny enough, attracting a non-hot girl can be more difficult or just as difficult as a hot one.
You shouldn't expect average girls to give you eye contact more than once in a blue moon. Girls are not wired that way. It takes time for a girl to warm up to you and get sexually interested. She is not scanning the room the way a guy scans a room for hot girls. Girls are passive creatures. They don't bother themselves with approaching or initiating. It will happen once in a blue moon. Capitalize on it when you see it, but don't go out hoping for it.

Yes, I usually know with 3 secs if it will hook.
But it's still good to train the skill of gaming a brick wall. Sometimes it takes a few mins for a girl to open up to you.
It also depends on how many girls there are out. If it's a slow night you don't have the luxury of burning through a bunch of girls. If there is a horde of girls, then you can screen for openness much harder cause all you're looking for is 1.

You won't understand without profound awakening.
It's not random at all. It's a design of the highest intelligence.
Regular human love is a tip of the iceberg of Absolute Love. Humans experience feelings of love when they connect with a thing or person on a deep level. But this connection is very limited and biased. Absolute Love is a connection of infinite depth to every single thing in existence. The connection is so deep and wide that it is in fact Infinity.
When you love another human you are getting a tiny taste of Infinity. And it is the most addictive thing. You get addicted to the feeling but you are not understanding the metaphysics which spawns the feeling, so you mistake the feeling for Love itself. But Love itself is not a feeling, it is metaphysical Unity. Consciousness of Unity then generates feelings of love which humans chase via romance and the like.
You are basically confusing the smell of a rose with the actual rose. You have called the smell "a rose" but never held an actual rose. So when I speak of roses you think of the smell, but a rose is a rose even if it doesn't smell. When the smell is missing you think there is no rose because your definition of what a rose is, is too partial.

Most humans are shallow.
If you follow my work of course you seek depth and you will not find it with most people.
Depth comes from wanting to explore the existential aspects of reality. Philosophy, spirituality, art. Stuff beyond survival and mainstream culture.
A shallow person is one who isn't interested in going into the existential aspects of life. They live like animals. It's like talking philosophy with a horse.

Status is the ultimate game. Which is why celebrities get laid so easily.
But think of it this way, status is a really quick sign of a high value person. Celebrities are usually massive sources of value. And value is what everyone is attracted to.
Why sleep with a nobody when you can sleep with a somebody??

I don't consider Prussian Blue healthy to take. It doesn't seem as safe as DMSA.
This is the best detox method I've come across, but I have yet to really test it:
https://myersdetox.com/how-to-detox-thallium/
It uses a combo of activated silica and grapefruit pectin fiber.
Use at your own risk. I have not tested it.

Find people in your city to go out with.
But also go out solo and just socialize with strangers. It's good for ya.

What you're really talking about is leadership. Study how good leadership works.
A leader is someone who has a strong vision and strong values and then is able to find others whose values align with his and communicates his vision to them.
So you need vision, you need values, you need to get good a communicating that to others, and then you just need to screen people for their values, and screen out people who aren't serous.

Fundamentally, no sense of life purpose as their minds are co-opted by shallow social conditioning and doing what all their friends and family are doing -- which is just a mindless and mediocre form of surviving.
From this all the other problems stem.

Developing yourself to high levels is inherently isolating because you're going beyond the center of gravity of society. You will be misunderstood by the majority of people. There is little social support for the most advanced stuff. It's like going off-roading and then complaining that the road is bumpy and rough with no super-highways and gas stations.
It's similar to running your own business. You will feel isolated. It's lonely at the top. But also you can find communities of like-minded people, but you must do this proactively. It won't just happen if you don't make an effort towards it.
Also, I have said many times to seek out perspectives other than my own. I should not be your only source.