You won't understand without profound awakening.
It's not random at all. It's a design of the highest intelligence.
Regular human love is a tip of the iceberg of Absolute Love. Humans experience feelings of love when they connect with a thing or person on a deep level. But this connection is very limited and biased. Absolute Love is a connection of infinite depth to every single thing in existence. The connection is so deep and wide that it is in fact Infinity.
When you love another human you are getting a tiny taste of Infinity. And it is the most addictive thing. You get addicted to the feeling but you are not understanding the metaphysics which spawns the feeling, so you mistake the feeling for Love itself. But Love itself is not a feeling, it is metaphysical Unity. Consciousness of Unity then generates feelings of love which humans chase via romance and the like.
You are basically confusing the smell of a rose with the actual rose. You have called the smell "a rose" but never held an actual rose. So when I speak of roses you think of the smell, but a rose is a rose even if it doesn't smell. When the smell is missing you think there is no rose because your definition of what a rose is, is too partial.

Most humans are shallow.
If you follow my work of course you seek depth and you will not find it with most people.
Depth comes from wanting to explore the existential aspects of reality. Philosophy, spirituality, art. Stuff beyond survival and mainstream culture.
A shallow person is one who isn't interested in going into the existential aspects of life. They live like animals. It's like talking philosophy with a horse.

Status is the ultimate game. Which is why celebrities get laid so easily.
But think of it this way, status is a really quick sign of a high value person. Celebrities are usually massive sources of value. And value is what everyone is attracted to.
Why sleep with a nobody when you can sleep with a somebody??

I don't consider Prussian Blue healthy to take. It doesn't seem as safe as DMSA.
This is the best detox method I've come across, but I have yet to really test it:
https://myersdetox.com/how-to-detox-thallium/
It uses a combo of activated silica and grapefruit pectin fiber.
Use at your own risk. I have not tested it.

Find people in your city to go out with.
But also go out solo and just socialize with strangers. It's good for ya.

What you're really talking about is leadership. Study how good leadership works.
A leader is someone who has a strong vision and strong values and then is able to find others whose values align with his and communicates his vision to them.
So you need vision, you need values, you need to get good a communicating that to others, and then you just need to screen people for their values, and screen out people who aren't serous.

Fundamentally, no sense of life purpose as their minds are co-opted by shallow social conditioning and doing what all their friends and family are doing -- which is just a mindless and mediocre form of surviving.
From this all the other problems stem.

Developing yourself to high levels is inherently isolating because you're going beyond the center of gravity of society. You will be misunderstood by the majority of people. There is little social support for the most advanced stuff. It's like going off-roading and then complaining that the road is bumpy and rough with no super-highways and gas stations.
It's similar to running your own business. You will feel isolated. It's lonely at the top. But also you can find communities of like-minded people, but you must do this proactively. It won't just happen if you don't make an effort towards it.
Also, I have said many times to seek out perspectives other than my own. I should not be your only source.

Very little personal development happens in school. School is mostly you just memorizing stuff.

Many of the guys I know who game also have day jobs.
One of my wings is a doctor. But he still goes hard Fri & Sat.
Really depends on how much energy you have.
You should be able to manage an LP and still go out twice a week, or do some day game on the weekend.
Most important thing is that you move to a good city.

They take me to full God-realization, which is weirder than any realm.
Surroundings don't change, they just get wavey and fluid.

No-self is way more than just an insight. No-self actually requires loss of a sense of self.
Imagine that you simply forgot the self is even a thing. That's would be true realization of no-self. Right now you are just holding no-self as an idea.
Notice, a coffee table cannot even conjure up the idea of a self. That's true no-self. What is a self anyway?

Rather than trying to respond or comfort someone, just get good at listening to them and asking clarifying questions that deepen understanding.
Set your intention to simply see his POV, rather than trying to get something out of him. If you do this genuinely he should start to feel validated. This requires openmindedness, curiosity, coming from a place of not-knowing, and dropping your assumptions and expectations.
The issue for you will be that you are very emotionally reactive, and if he is too, you two will trigger each other and that won't be sustainable. An emotionally reactive man is a rather weak man and that's gonna create problems in the masculine/feminine dynamic.

1) You should get good at talking about mundane stuff with girls. Rarely will a girl give you much intellectual challenge. That's not really her function.
2) If you value deep intelligent conversations then you should emphasize that when screening girls. Some girls are deeper while most are shallow as a puddle.
3) Most girls will be more interested in people than in things and ideas. This is how girls gotta be to be good mothers. So to some extent you just learn to accept it.

1) The way you're asking for the date is not optimal.
First of all, never call it a "date".
Next, you should build a bit of connection before you ask her out. Not too much connection, but something a bit clever and funny is nice. Get her used to responding to you and interested in you.
Next, you should make the request as low-compliance as possible. "Let's grab a coffee sometime this week." Don't mention a specific date/time. Wait til she responds before specifying that.
Next, it is crucial that you discuss and seed the coffee date when you are getting her phone number in-person. You must tell her that you two will get a coffee together later that week and ask her what her schedule is like, when she's busy and when she's free. Get her to agree in-person. This increase your date rate a lot. All the work is done in-person, not via text.
2) Even if you ask for the date optimally, many girls will just ignore (which means decline). Don't take is personally. Most girls will decline.

Raw perception is of course interpreted and assembled into a kind of augemented reality by the ego mind. But it would be best to distinguish that from belief.

Yes, but it needs to get recontextualized for you. See video on Recontextualization.
False.
Absolute Truth includes motion and change.
That's not how you find Absolute Truth. Both states and A amd B are Abaolute Truth, the problem is just you are not recognizing it.
Watch my videos:
What Is Truth?
And, Relative vs Absolute Truth.
Truth is simply all raw experience of any kind.

Meh... fuck logic.
Transcending logic does not mean you lose the ability to use it for practical things.

It's not enough to contemplate, you need a significant state change.
You can get so present and conscious that all your problems and even sense of other will melt away as the mental fictions that they are.
This requires very high consciousness. It doesn't makes sense from within material consciousness because you are imagining the future too powerfully to see it as imaginary.

The point is to enjoy the process. You will never reach some destination where everything will be happily ever after. Drop that notion. And stop making excuses not to talk to girls.
Love life. Do things you love, not because you are aping some YTber.
Also, don't discount your huge progress so easily. You're 22. You're basically a child.
And stop envying those dumb girls. Their lives are awful. Appreciate what you have built in your life and never throw it away for some dumb girl.

Yeah, that's a big struggle for us introverts. Extroverts have a much easier time just talking random bullshit.
Here are a few tips:
Talk about yourself. Talk about your ideas and feelings. Ask less questions, make more statements. Tell little stories from your life. Talk about topical stuff from the news. Read a bit of news before you go out. Or pop-culture news. Make up some assumptions about them like, "You look like you're from California". It doesn't have to make any sense or be accurate. Make observational comments: "Your dress reminds me of Pocahontas."

I am very sensitive to noise. I use cheap foam earplugs much of the day in my house to get total silence. Eliminate airplane noise, car noise, biker noise, distractions, lawnmowers, leaf-blowers, etc. Perfect for meditation, contemplation, and work. I've worn them for years.
Foam earplugs work best. Buy a giant box of them.

You're really limiting yourself and missing out. You can have crazy orgasms from just penetration. Clit orgasms are far more limited.
Not only is it possible, it's the norm.

The reason you're not getting laid is that you're not leading. Leading is critical for the end-result.
If you want serious results with women you have to learn to lead like a fucking boss.
Learning to lead and handle logistics is one of the hardest parts of game to learn. It requires so much failure and practice. It cannot be learned as theory. It's pure practice.

This is why you build state by approaching a lot.
First 10 approaches of the night are just a warm up to build your state. You must discipline yourself to approach 20-30 sets a night. No excuses. Your state and mood will build until you're on fire. The key is to approach even when you don't feel like it. Just approach and let sets blow up in your face. And then approach some more. And don't be picky about who you approach.