That's the trick. It's very hard to put into words. I am developing a course to guide people to it.
What I am talking about is so advanced and profound that I cannot put it into words and it is not enlightenment or centerlessness.
Sorry, I know that's not useful to hear.
You become conscious of God as an Infinite Mind dreaming up reality.
The biggest difference between the consciousness I talk about and Buddhism or enlightenment is that enlightenment is reductionistic. It boils consciousness down to emptiness. Whereas what I am talking about is a top-down, non-reductionistic process of God comprehending itself. When you boil God down to emptiness is as Buddhist methoda do, that's a very different thing and inferior in my book.
I explained this in my video: An Advanced Explanation Of God-Realization where I made a distinction between Buddhism's reductionism vs top-down comprehension. Stop trying to boil consciousness down to some kind of empty substance. That is the wrong direction to go if you want to understand consciousness.
Really, the best way to explain it is: do 300 trips of 5-MeO-DMT and notice that that's not Buddhism. It's a totally different level of consciousness. The things I am pointing to can only be understood with massive psychedelic experience. A Buddhist will never understand it. It cannot be explained to him. And that's where this conversation ends. Words are not up to this task. You must actually do the technique, which is psychedelics. People keep expecting me to explain it to them without them doing the technique.

@StarStruck Watch out, you are engraining a toxic attitude towards women which will make it impossible to have successful and loving relationships with them. You are falling into the classic trap of pickup. Endlessly chasing hot girls is not going to lead to a happy life.
Be fair to your future self and develop some depth and integrity.

So what???
Of course you will have random negative interactions with some humans throughout your life! You cannot carry that trash around with you for 20 years! Just look at what you are doing.
Yes, some girls behave badly. Some men behave badly. People make mistakea. That is society. 95% of people behave well and are friendly. Focus on that.
You are engaged in a blame game. This is not going to help you grow. Just interact with girls expecting the best and enjoying yourself, without needing them to be a certain way. It's like you need, need, need them to like you, or treat you well, or give you things, or to be fair to you. Drop all that and just have fun socializing.

You have been taught a very poor, shallow version of Christianity. If you actually make an effort to study serious mystical esoteric Christianity you will realize that Christianity means You are God.
It's that simple.
But the Christianity you were taught was just dogma and nonsense spoken by people who never actually had direct experience of God. They didn't know what they were teaching.
As Jesus told you, the kindgom of heaven is within. What that means is is that you are God, if you go deep within.
You need to question and desconstruct every ideas humans told you about God and spirituality. Question everything until you discard all ideas. Then you will be left with raw direct experience or pure consciousness. That's the real God. CONSCIOUSNESS IS GOD. And all ideas about it are irrelevant.

Of course height is not gonna be a big factor in online dating if you got a great face, great hair, and great physique.
Height is not as important for getting laid as guys like to imagine. Especially because many hot girls are short. So even if some of the taller girls turn you down you can always find some really hot short girls and they won't mind your height much if you got other great features.
And conversely, height alone without great face, hair, etc will not get you laid. No girl is gonna sleep with a guy just because he's very tall. Height is a nice bonus but it's not a dealbreaker. Most of my wings were average height and all of them were shorter than me. Being too tall can actually make you look skinny and not as attractive. What matters more than your height is having a nice balanced ratio between your height and bulk.
What gets you laid in online game is having a cute/handsome face.

1) Stop being so cheap. If she doesn't pay you for this trip, so what? You had sex a couple of times and hung out. That alone is worth quite a bit to you.
2) If you're going to be splitting bills with a girl, do it right on the spot, or alternate who pays. Don't tally up a long tab and then expect her to pay for it long afterward.
3) If a girl is broke and doesn't even bring her wallet with her, that tells you that you shouldn't expect to ever get any money from her. At that point if you want to pay for her just be honest with yourself that this is your gift to her. And you can then get her to "pay" in others ways but placing more demands on her like cleaning your house or whatever.
4) If this girl agreed ahead of time that she was gonna pay you later, then don't badger her about it. Give her some time to pay. It sounds like she will do it if she's an honest, ethical person.
5) You need to judge ahead of time whether the girl you're sleeping with is ethical or not. Some girls are super ethical and can be trusted, others are not. So just understand the kind of girl you're with early on.

There are better chemicals for that purpose.
5-MeO-MIPT, 2C-B, MDMA, LSD, etc.
You'd have to test them out and see what works best for you. It's hard to give you one clear answer.

They have certainly flown around for thousands of years. But what is a caveman gonna do with a crashed UFO?
The UFO topic is a big deal now precisely because we got the tech and science to make sense and use of it.

If they were evil they would have killed us all long ago.
It seems like the US government has developed a radar system with an energy beam that causes these UFOs to crash. That's one explanation for Roswell I heard. It's quite possible the goverment has found ways to shoot these things down.
They could also be landing rather than crashing.

There's only so much profoundity to be had. I can't just keep pulling endless profundity out of my ass. There's only so much worth saying about certain topics until they are exhausted.
The very cutting edge dangerous stuff I will put in the course. But even there, there's not endless amounts of it.
I still have many topics to cover but it's gonna mostly be non-spiritual topics.

Not all valuable things are built bit by bit. Your main things like career can be worked on 8hrs+ per day.
If you are working hours at a time on a thing you can create some amazing results within just 2-4 years.
But other things require a slower development time with less hours.
Also, I recommend you don't be too rigid about all this. I have rarely ever followed some strict schedule where I only work on one thing between the hours of X-Y for Z years. It tends to be much more messy and organic in practice.

Well, you might as well ask, "Leo, why did you confuse me when you said you went to the bathroom?" since the bathroom is imaginary according to you.
Yes, it is imaginary in the big picture. But there are levels and degrees of quality to imagination.
When I say I went to the bathroom, that's a kind of conscious experience you could have.
When I say I became conscious of every electron flowing through my computer, that's also a kind of conscious experience you could have.
And so on.
Yes, your present moment is also a kind of imagination, but a deeper kind.
BTW, even though you intellectually understand how history is imaginary, you are not actually conscious that this is the case yet. So there's a whole awakening there that you're missing.
I'm just pointing out kinds of higher consciousness which you are missing and could experience if you want to. Like talking about kinds of animals you could see on safari.

Spiral Dynamics certainly is over-simplified and has it's problems. But the 9 Stages Of Ego Development is really phenomenally accurate as far as individual development stages go.

It's not that he holds back truths, it's just that given his role he doesn't even have the intellectual curiosity to pursue deep truths. Because if he found them and then started talking about them it would tank his career.
It's not like McDonalds does not know how to cook a gourmet $20 burger. They could easily make one. But their audience wouldn't want to pay for it. So McDonalds chefs don't even bother making quality food. Many people in media are deeply audience-captured. Few people do what I do, which is deliberately piss off half my audience.

Very few women are loved for who they are.
The whole beauty of being a man is that you get to love yourself. Which is the best kind of love.

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The top 1% of the wealthiest americans hold 33% of the wealth The top 10% of the wealthiest americans hold 72% of the wealth The bottom 50% of the poorest americans hold 2% of the wealth ^^ Yes, you read that right!! ^^ ✅️ ? ?   
 

Nice story, thanks for sharing. Don't worry, you're in a good place for only 25. You got plenty of time to make those needed adjustments to your career and lifestyle. Don't try to do everything at once. Spend a few years getting your career in order. Spend a few years doing pickup. Spend a few years on your health and fitness. And spend a few years on spirituality and awakening. Then 10 years from now it will all come together in a beautiful way for you.
Yes, developing financial independence is a huge foundational step that enables everything else. So give yourself a few years to work on that. Be patient. It will be worth the investment.

I solved all my social anxiety through inner game, going out for 3 years, and tons of awakenings.
If you develop proper inner game and spirituality then social anxiety just stops being a thing.

I do have more understanding of regular people however I have to balance that with not allowing them to corrupt my mind with bad ideas.
Also, it's just a phase you go through. You start out life generally loving mankind, then you go deep into spirituality and you actually start to hate mankind for all its lies and bullshit, then you integrate that and come out the other end with a true capacity to love mankind.
Can't say since it's just some story in a book. Who knows what's true in that book and what is made up?

Reddit is a toxic cesspool. Stop consuming such low vibration information from losers. Find a good pickup forum where guys are taking action and not making any excuses.
The narratives your mind spins will make or break you in pickup. You must become your own cheerleader, even if you have a shitty night you gotta immediately reframe it as: this was a good lesson for next night. All future nights will now be better.
Like bad trips, your worst nights are some of your best for growth. Failure at getting a girl is not failure in growth. Not at all. Never judge your night based on whether you got the girl. Judge your night based on how much action you took and how many new lessons arose.
Losing the girl is what teaches you the deepest lessons. You will lose 100s of girls, so get used to it.
Do not consume attraction information from anyone who isn't going out at least several nights per week. Only their advice and opinions matter. Do not allow keyboard jockeys in your mind. Most guys online are keyboard jockeys. They don't approach.

Yes, I understand that method.
I have heard that some very advanced guys boil their game down to this: you basically go to a club and quickly compliance test every girl until you find one who is very compliant and down. You spend most of your time just screening for logistics rather than getting all fancy with your verbals. You don't waste time running long sets for 30+ mins. Instead you quickly test girls out for 5 mins to see how down they are. If she isn't down, you eject and move to the next. This may be the most efficient mechanical way of getting laid.
I think there is some truth to this, but it's not entirely true.
I think attraction is a factor. But of course attraction can be generated with solid game.
I think if you limit your game to just pure compliance testing that's too mechanical.
Then again, I am not some master at game. It can also be hard to know which PUA coach to trust. They're not exactly trust-worthy or objective people. They tend tend to be scummy and dishonest.
Yes, it is hard to test stuff like that.
In practice, most guys who are really good with game also have fairly good looks, which creates a killer combo. And then it become very difficult to know which is doing the heavy lifting in the interaction.
Looks are certainly a factor. Online game proves this conclusively. Now in-person game is very different, but still you would be a fool to assume that the #1 factor in online is completely nullified with game. Game can get you far, but you cannot game your way into a girl's pants if she is simply not attracted to you physically at all.
Sometimes you run very solid game but the girl is just not interested. This is pretty common actually. The key is just to move on to another girl who is.
It's hard to say. I would say he's got a pretty dashing look. But he's not some jacked, tall, muscular, big-jawed dude. He does not fit the classic jock or Chad stereotype. But I would say he's well above average.
He is extremely charismatic and charming, and has insane verbal game.
He's a lesser known pickup coach. I'm not going to name him.
To be fair, his theory is that girls do not have a type. He believes if his game is good enough any girl will sleep with him regardless of type. Be believes the girl will backwards-rationalize that he is her type after she sleeps with him.
I'm not sure if that's true. I'm just telling you his mindset. It's hard to measure these things objectively.
I'm open to the idea that girls don't really have a type. But I think some girls simply won't be attracted to you physically, and you should therefore move on to other girls.
In my own experience I've noticed that Asian girls are more easily attracted to me than other kinds of girls. This suggests that type does play a factor. Then again, it's hard to measure this objectively.
No, his game is a lot more charming, charismatic, and verbal. It's not so mechanical as just compliance testing.

3hrs per night x 3 nights/week would be a great foundation.
That would be the minimum you need to get good at game.

It's very different.
You might be surprised to discover that porn can be better than sex. Because sex is not nearly as visual as porn. But sex has other great qualities you cannot get with porn. The tactile feel of a naked girl is hard to beat. You can't get that with no amount of porn.

Real-world running is quite noticably different than treadmill running. Real-world running is harder. The treadmill just spins under your feet, that's not how real running works, where you have to push yourself forward more. On a treadmill you are not pushing forward, you are just lifting your legs.
If you train on a treadmill a lot, and then try real running, you will feel weak at it.

You want both.
Truth is of course core. But that by itself is not enough for a good life. You need passions outside of spirituality. You need some kind of career, hobbies, etc.
Pick one career and pick one hobby. And also you will pursue truth.