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I don't have any but I also want some. You post this with perfect timing.

I just use a big nested folder of text edits and it works great.

@Leo Gura I had guessed so. It was very effective!

@Leo Gura Your use of profanity was exquisite in this one?

That's cool dude. It never bothered me but I understand why it could put some people off. You tend to be very outrageous ahah.

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This is intersting i've also noticed a decrease in visuals the more i trip.(I have never done 5-Meo tho) Nowadays even on modertately high doses all I get is increased saturation. It's becoming more and more like just pure abstraction.

You can eat fresh ones! They're definitely not bad for you and they taste amazing yum

That's also my experience.

You could also not eat the ice cream, be happy and not stress about it?

For the Jazz-head psychonauts out there! Couldn't find this one on youtube: https://open.spotify.com/album/4G7Ieq0qLf4mvx4pdNr12T?si=66GALDe6TRqeWIjWCCehGg We are branching off here

Something like that happened to me only once. I was in the car with friends and I started to hear one of our phones ring so I said:"hey a phone is ringing". My friends all confirmed that there wasnt any phone ringing just to have the phone actually ring literaly 2seconds later. I heard the same ringtone(not mine it was my friends phone so I didnt know the sound of it before) crystal clear a couple seconds before it rang. We were all freaked out at the time.

@Haribo A lot of thought attachement I guess(There's still a ton of it tho). I lost a need to be right all the time, to defend my perspective and to argue about it. I lost a need to compulsively reach for my phone. I lost cravings for unhealthy foods. I lost social anxiety. I lost fatigue, laziness and lethargy. And then some,

I've been meditating for 5years now and I lost way more than I ever gained from it what am I doing wrong?! ?

What is your screen time? If you cut almost all of it it's very doable to work 40hrs/week and still dedicate 3/4hrs to your art on week days and even more on week-ends. (assuming you don't eat garbage and actually have energy to do that) Probably handle your finances first because it will give you freedom for the other lines of développement.

Why can’t it be both? It's all that sweet culture and art and it's also poison. Such versatility

You can choose to be serious(or not). It's not like the weather or something.

Great opportunity to do some inner work on that anger if you can’t work out anyway. Who knows that might help your shoulder too. I am not saying it is your case I am no doctor but psychosomatic injuries are a thing.

Why do you wanna overcome this addiction? Make that extra super clear. Write pages and pages about it with utmost detail then condense it then write about it some more. What is it that you hope to realize by overcoming this? Having more energy? Why do you want that energy? What are you gonna do with it? Details, details, details and it needs to resonate with you emotionally. You won't logic your way out of this.

I think "average people" will probably not be interested anyway and brush it off pretty quick.

Idk opinions seem to be kinda unavoidable as long as you're a human being. For instance why would you choose to eat healthy food instead of junk? Healthy food = good and Junk food = bad? Nah it doesnt matter in the end wether you are overweight, sick and lacking energy unless you decide that it does and make choices accordingly. My opinion is that the taste of junk food ain't worth the toll on my body. It seems like any choice requires an opinion of some sort and choices get made no matter what. Stage yellow has opinions but it realizes that they're opinions and not truth. What stops is the need to prove or defend them. Up to green there's a belief that "Im right about this and that", there's preaching and other shinanigans. All of that gets recontextualised at yellow. Turquoise may be where all this gets recontextualised again to where one realizes that no one is actually making any choices or having any opinions and all of this is just happening as is but I have no idea about turquoise.

The only good it did me was to give me the experience of overcoming addiction to it which is a broader lesson I can apply to other things. It is mind expending and can give insight into personal stuff but it's so murky that I would forget everything by the time I woke up next morning. Not worth it imo. Also smoking it destroys the lungs. If you are to use it, use oil. Definitely not a proper psychedelic.

I used to drink as a teenager and then I started getting into meditation and stuff (psychs) so I quit. Couple years later I take a glass of wine(I am small not super drunk but enough) and think to myself: "woah this is so clearly poison and bringing my over all state down how did I ever drink that and enjoy it?" Maybe you do fine with it I don't know everybodies' chemestry is different and stuff but to me at least this feels like anti-awareness.(As if there was such a thing)

Leo has talked about this ad nauseam I can’t remember a specific video but probably "how does psychedelic work?"