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  5. Posted · Edited by Javfly33

    15 minutes ago, Someone here said:

    How do you know THIS is all of existence?  How do you know if you are not experiencing something that it doesn't exist?  Is that an experience or a belief?  Does your experience alone tell you that nothing is outside of it or is that something you are adding on top of it? 

    Ok, I know what you are trying to say.

    Let me ask you this question: For you, what is existence?

    I think that you are asking me that question because for you, existence is that which IS (Isness) + that which you think IT COULD BE (Inevitably future, because if you say "it could be that this thing is existing outside of THIS.", you eventually would have to go to that place and be aware of that thing. By which at that point, that thing would exist of course ;)  )

    For me, existence is that which IS. 

    For me, that which IS + that which could be (a possibility that i can´t verify) is Existence + Me imagining that something exists outside existence.

     

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    44 minutes ago, Someone here said:

    Because it's a concept. So only your life as Javfly33 exists? 

    My life as Javfly33 is also a concept.

    What it exists are appeareances and awareness of this appearences. Lately I´ve found I am literally this appeareances because there´s not an "I" so I am whatever exists right now.

    Right now exists colours and forms which my mind label as = screen, light, table, hands, glasses. That exists. Therefore right now I am the screen, light,  table, hands and glasses since there´s no separtion between reality and "I" since "I" does not exist.

    Obviously a concept such as "There must be another person experiencing another appearence right now with different colours and forms" is a belief and a thought. 

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    21 minutes ago, Someone here said:

    So I'm imagining others is not true in the absolute? Only relative to a specific state of consciousness?  Which is what I tried to tell Leo but  he keeps saying that as an absolute Truth. But the absolute Truth can't be "said". 

     

       Well you made a thread asking if total awakening means you will live every life to infinity.. So are you just speculating?  Did  you have a direct experience of such things? 

    I just answer it in the post you just quoted.

    I'm speculating with the theory that I will live all possible life's of each human possible.

  10. Posted · Edited by Javfly33

    56 minutes ago, Member said:

    It's selfish to want to be healthy and live forever? And wish the same for others? Maybe God wants its creation to become Holy, so it gives admin privileges to become Creator itself. But that comes with a price. Giving up the devil or delusion and see the true nature which is Life. Death is the devil's ego.

    @Member Wanting reality to be a certain way and therefore limiting it to not be other way, it is selfish, yes. 

  12. Posted

    13 hours ago, Nahm said:

    Meh...I don’t know what everybody has. I know these my thoughts thingys though. If everybody has “FOMO”, then to you, I am a liar when I tell you I do no have “FOMO”. Had you not written the acronym full stated, I would’ve had to google it to know what you’re saying. 

    Most people have. You don´t obviously because you are enlightened most of the time. 

    13 hours ago, Nahm said:

    First and foremost, if you ever notice that I have fallen into the deep sleep of a ‘my teachings’ dream, please do me the favor of a solid zen like face slap. 

    Cool I will :D

    13 hours ago, Nahm said:

    Yes. You are infinite being. You do not need. There is no ‘other you’, the “ego”. Like time, ego is the thought, ego. If time & ego ‘work for you’, roll with it. It does not sound like it’s ‘working’, as in resonating. I suggest it’s because it was never true in the first place. 

    Yes, I think that dynamic works-  It sometimes works but other times dont. 

    13 hours ago, Nahm said:

    Because it’s the belief you made a comparison, but you didn’t directly experience any comparison. This is tricky to hear perhaps... you made a comparison between the thought “my life” and the thought “someone else’s life”. No comparison was actually made between two “lives”.

    You have never directly experienced a “my life”.  Even more so...one thought arose “my life”, one thought arose, “someone else’s life”, and one thought arose, “comparison”. The thoughts are not connected. Another one thought may arise, “they are connected”. As to more precisely why that doesn’t feel good...source might say “I am right here bruh. What do you want? I am unconditionally loving you. Name what you want and I am on it. We shall create!”    

    That´s true. It´s probably another story of the ego fueled by resentment, self judgement, comparison...etc. Far from the fact that my life was love. I must confess it seems enlightment path has been a trip motivated entirely by the ego to make enlightment the answer to all of his delusions (The ego actually wants enlightment to confirm that his delusions are right. When it fact is totally the contrary isnt??? :D . I can see im still doing it LOL. Thanks for pointing it out.

    13 hours ago, Nahm said:

     

    What is the difference between a human thought (so to speak), and a condition? 

    I dont know. That the condition is a thought too?

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    10 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

    Same exact thing.

    No cause = infinite cause = everything causes itself

    Everything is equal to everything else.

    The fact that a chair can cause itself to be a chair is because the chair is just a part of Infinity (is infinity itself, just an apparent form of it) ?

    Since Infinity is unlimited it can create itself to be a chair in a nanosecond effortlessly @Leo Gura ?

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    15 minutes ago, Shin said:

    The only way you're gonna burn impurities like sex, is not by avoiding it.

    You just do it and remember to stay very conscious while you do it, before and after too.

    Then see if it really is that fulfilling as your mind makes it to be.

    Again, I do not want to avoid it per se.

    The problem is not been attached to an impurity like needing to have a social life or sex life. The problem is on top of that you got an ego that hates itself so have to do shadow and healing work for years to even beging to start satisfaying that need. 

    See the problem? I as the awareness trapped in the illusion dont really care if this body have sex or not. That is not the problem. The problem is the ego first saying "i want sex" and then saying "but now let me create a false belief about myself to actually prevent myself from having sex".

    Is that double-suffering which makes it particularly outrigheous

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    10 minutes ago, Hello from Russia said:

    @Javfly33 You seem to guilt yourself too much. Why not just go for these tities and "own" it if you desire them that much? B| I love tities too. It can actually be the most spiritual thing to do at that time. Why think of them as something dirty?

    Imo, true spirituality is more about flowing than adhering to some rules of what is good or not. That is usually ego-construct and not much fulfillment can be found here. Unless, you can find the flow in the rules and totally enjoy them (which you totally can do). 

     

    Oh no, don´t worry it doesn´t have to do with guilt. It just more of a dissapointment with Spirituality. Or a rage towards the ego. Or a deeply hate of survival and illusion. The hate of seeing the truth and then suffering deeply with the same survival shit when your state changes. When i see an attractive hot girl I basically see how everything and every hour I have spent doing Yoga, meditation, and all psychedelic trips, all difficult moments, all good moments, all realizations, all the boredom, all the confusion, all the work, and all the introspection, all the awakenings, all the states, FOR NOTHING. Because when i see a hot girl all that matters is how much i want her and how i am suffering if i dont approach her. And knowing that is an illusion and at the same time suffering is even more fucked up. 

    So its more of a dissapointment. It just tells you an idea how deeply important the illusion is. How little one is awake. I actually doing spirituality because of the fun of it but to be honest I am at point I am pretty clear there´s no way I am going to be awake unless I go to a retreat the rest of my life. Like, there´s no point. I think psychedelics are useful for self development but meaningless for having conscious life. Meditation and yoga the same though unless you do 4 hours daily of it which nobody has the time to

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    Right now, however, you seem to really authentically want those tities, why not get some?

    Yeah, I´m in the process. 

  20. Posted

    @Dodo You are not getting it. If rape and murder would be prohibited Love would not be possible.

    After God would hear you and remove rape and murder to happen, you would probably ask for more and would say "But please kill Wasps and Snakes too. Wasps and snakes create tremendous suffering because sometimes they kill humans who have families and even babies. How that helps Love?"

    So God goes ahead and removes Wasps and Snakes from the possibilty of existing.

    What is the next thing now, @Dodo , for reality to be truly "Love" ? Will you ask now that all ugly girls are not permitted to exist and only hot woman will exist? Would that make reality "Love".

    Are you getting it? Your version of Love is BIASED. Is purely survival. What you call Love is the world being totally fit to your desires and survival agenda.

    See, if you would be God and you would not have ANY agenda, would make sense that you precisely design life only to serve humans?

    Can you see that God literally could be RAPIST because it does not have a form. If you one day will be a RAPIST, how the fuck could you prevent yourself to exist? Of course not! You would allow yourself to exist! 

    In the same way God has ALLOWED EVERYTHING and ACCEPTS everything. It permits everything with open arms. That is Love. 

    The problem is you think the Love leo talks about is the same biased, survival-based Love humans usually know.

  21. Posted

    @Hello from Russia In truth we know that everything is the same and looking at a wall its actually the "same" as having driving a ferrari or eating the best meal of your life.

    But my problem is, I see a pair of tits (excuse my languge) and all of non-duality knowledge goes through the roof. (I guess this is way enlightment is a state of consciousness. Just thinking about truth won´t be enough)

    So I have basically turned again to the achiever stage and to burn some "lower karma" like Leo says, such as sex, money and so on.

    But having said that If would be totally sure I would live the life of a highly attractive men, I wouldn´t move my finger a bit to try to do anything in this life. Since one day I will have everything what I desire just effortlessly

  22. Posted

    16 minutes ago, Nahm said:

     

    “Let's say you have fomo because“. 

    Let’s not. Let’s not give it a label, and an acronym, and start believing it’s something you have because of something else. Let’s say it’s what you’re doing. What you’re creating Hugh. 

    ??

    Yeah I actually think FOMO is kind of dumb label. Everybody has "Fomo" because everybody usually wants to have a good time. 

    @Nahm Precisely what I wanted to point out is that it is this wanting (of wanting to have a good time or make good use of your time)  which does NOT feel good. So based on your teachings, then I must be an unlimited free being who does not need anything that is desired by the ego. And that must be because I am infinite. 

    Another example of your teaching:

    Sometimes I think about stuff or type of lives that people have experienced and I haven´t. Why that thought does not feel good? It must be because I am an unlimited being, so having the belief that I am limited to this life feels instantly bad. The thought "I will experience all lives" feels good.

    In other words, The thought "I will experience all lives" feels good because it matches my infinite nature. The thought "I am limited to this life and I should make good use of my time" feels bad because it doesn´t match my infinte nature.

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    The direct experience of infinity. (Vs a story about infinity I can only assume you must have heard and believed, or made up for some personal reason, no offense. It’s not ‘wrong’, it’s just thinking). 

    I feel what I experienced has been infinity. But its true also that a lot of teaching has been built upon that. So I am not sure if I am confusing map and territory and both at the same time.

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    You think ‘you’re’ somewhere resting outside awareness?

    Ultimately I think I am the only thing that exists and right now I am imagining everything including you. But that thought does not feel totally good. The infinity theory that i put in the OP feels good. I´m just not totally sure its true. 

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    Are you aware, or not? 

    Are you aware that you are aware, or not? 

    Does that awareness begin and end in direct experience, or not? 

    Is reality unconditional, or not? 

    Check to the first three but I dont understand the last one.

     

  23. Posted

    26 minutes ago, Tim R said:

    If you're so sure about it all why did you even ask in the first place? 

     

    Seems to me like a slightly exaggerated reply but ok. Just wanted to help, jesus..

    I just said I don´t have all the answers.

    @Tim R Didn´t want to share negative energy. Your help is appreciated. I must confess when you said "is ridiculous" I took it as an attack or mock. Im sure you didnt meant it in a bad way I guess :x

    5 minutes ago, Someone here said:

    @Javfly33 perhaps you can cure your fear of losing out by realizing you will inevitably and no matter what lose every single dam thing you are afraid to lose :(

    Nice

  24. Posted

    18 minutes ago, Mvrs said:

    I know that I amness is an illusion however when I die and my ego dissolves  will I still be present . Will I never not be present? Besides when I imagine not to be? 
    Am I stuck in I amness forever ?

    You might be into a big realization.

    Imagine a place or situation where I amness would not exist :) 

    Now ask yourself... who would be aware in that situation to be aware of that precise situation?

    Try to imagine what is death. Now ask yourself... who would be aware of this death?