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How did you verify that observation? Was it direct?
I had similar observations as yours.
I remember when I first took 5-meo-dmt, after some time in the trip I became consciouss of the possibility of infinite infinities (infinite perspectives with a different POV in each)" outside " my direct experience of the present moment.
But fast enough I realized that was just a thought and probably it was just because i was high. So...I don´t know. I probably shouldn´t trust my mind by this point right?
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Unfortunately as Someone Here said only you can answer that question.
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It is not consistent.
Look how many forms change shape and colour constantly.
But there is a thing that is constant. Try to see what that is.
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After yesterday´s deep insight I just realized what is the present moment.
The present moment is me.
Since all forms have changed, but the present moment has always remained, I must be the present moment.
Now the next question is, what is really the present moment? It´s me, but that doesn´t answer all my questions.
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59 minutes ago, Moksha said:Honesty about uncertainty is the beginning of wisdom
Now learn to enjoy the spaciousness of the uncertainty. It's like floating in a void with a smile on your face. When you not only see it, but embrace it, everything finally makes sense. Not to the mind, but to the soul.
The crazy thing about this thing is that nobody can confirm your Awakening or the Truth because that would be just a belief..so it doesn't matter really if I ask nahm or Leo or allislovr moderators about of this like this or like that. Because I can only wake up since I am. So when I awake to the truth I will be alone.
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I take advantage of this topic to confess that I am not really sure of almost anything after several awakenigns, years studiying spirituality and listening to leo, and several psychedelic trips prepared solely for contemplation and spiritual processes.
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It seems that Being is neccesarary for reality to exist.
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1 minute ago, Breakingthewall said:Yes because always is now. Time is a mental construction, one of the many bondages
@Breakingthewall What are the other bondages?
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9 minutes ago, Nahm said:God moves by not moving, does by not doing, lives by not living.
Interesting. Something to contemplate
@Nahm I am intensely contemplating at the moment. It seems the common denominator between all experiences is that in all experiences Being was there.
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I don´t mean metaphorically. I mean literally
I just had a weird realization, a realization that says something like " I might haven´t moved a bit".
Let me explain, I just had a sudden raise in consciousness about 10 minutes ago.
I don´t know why, but I remembered an experience I lived months ago, yet it totally felt like that experience just happened a few seconds ago.
Not in the sense that I just re-lived that experience, but in the sense that no time has passed from x months ago to NOW.
It´s sooo hard to explain. But it feels like "I haven´t moved a bit" from past to NOW.
I have the feeling I am living all my life in the Now.
Please can someone tell me what the hell just happened lol
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On 4/11/2020 at 1:50 PM, Corpus said:I have only experienced the whiteout via vaporization. ROA is important to consider ie I refer to this mode only and cannot speak about whiteouts via plugging/snorting. The whiteout is definitely too much to really "appreciate" the non-dual gift 5 MeO offers in all its majesty. Martin Ball would concur with what I say but he too is one who vapes the stuff. 8mg via vaporization can be as much/little as one needs and for vaping is the dose I would recommend starting at, and working up in 0.5mg aliquots till ones sweet spot is reached.
I see thanks for the clarification.
After your explanation I definetely will abstain from more trials with vaporization and just plug it.
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On 28/10/2020 at 8:23 PM, Michal__ said:Nicotine is actually a nootropic, people just add a shit ton of garbage into cigarettes and things like snus are sold in way higher doses than optimal.
You can buy nicotine gum for the same reason you would buy any other nootropic.
Nicotine a nootropic. Sure, an stimulating high that lasts 3 minutes, and that it literally produces anxiety for +10minutes afterwards if you don´t have tolerance to it.
Nicotine is one of the shittiest things i´ve tried. Basically almost any drug is superior to nicotine.
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Yeah, I used to have this realization when I was kid. i would try to imagine death, and it would feel like an impossible thing. Because awareness must be there to exist.
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10 minutes ago, Michael569 said:tryptophan
Wow. Well I´m telling you this stuff is a winner! Omg still feeling great
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I found this beef plug that sells ecological beef. This animals live happily (I assume, I haven´t ask them) and free in the catalans mountains (pyrenees). The farmer told me:
1- They are freely to walk around within a huge extension of land, (they go down to the river to drink, they walk a lot etc)
2- they are not forced to reproduce but they voluntarely choose when to
3- they eat 100% natural grass from the mountain land, meaning, it´s not land that has been modified or touched to be more fertile or whatever...etc.
As you can imagine, They obviously have more life expectancy too.
Now, notice that all of the studies against red meat have probably been done NOT ON this kind of quality farms. They have done on intensive farms. The differences are HUGE. It´s like you put some humans in some violent stressful prison and then analyze their bodies, so you extrapole that human mean is bad. But you forget that humans can also live in luxurious houses with big gardens. Maybe their meat wouldn´t be so bad then.
And the result it seems is worth it because the meat is absolutely fantastical. Not only is good in the sense that is delicious, I mean that when I finished eating I feel soo relaxed and basically I feel good in my body for no apparent reason so it has to be the meat. That is such a contrast in comparison when i finish eating almost any other meal, specially like pasta, rice, oatmeal, where even if i feel full and somewhat satisfied I feel a kind of low mood for half an hour and sometimes even anxiety. Its really nuts that people say red meat is bad! This is basically one of the best foods I have put in my body ever and I am going to definetely increase my red meat intake from this provider and keep you guys updated.
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7 minutes ago, snowyowl said:Nice realisation, thanks for sharing
I wonder what's the difference with Shunyamurti speaking to you rather than anyone else? We're all consciousness after all. Perhaps it's because some people have pure consciousness without self-consciousness.
@snowyowl Of course no difference at all. But shunyamurti speaks truth and most people speak delusion.
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1 hour ago, SilentTears said:great job, I’m very proud of you.
Haha thanks I guess!
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Just happened a weird thing watching the last Shunyamurti video he just uploaded on youtube
He was talking about not being trapped by the thoughts which maintain the ilusion, the matrix of desire.
At one point, something clicked .
I was there listening to him and I had a deep recognition of something very clear.
Shunyamurti says I am not the body, i am not the ego. But I am supposed to control something, because Shunyamurti says "I need to get out of the matrix". So... I must be something which is intelligent. Yet is not a thought or a mechanical process like a body. So... who is really Shunyamurti speaking to?
And then it hit me.
He is speaking to the Consciousness which has been the whole time here!
I became Consciouss I am Conscioussness listening to him.
The words of Shunyamurti are not being listened by a hand. They are not being listened by a leg. They are not being listened by a thought. A thought can't listen. Lol!
They are being listened by Consciousness!
Shunyamurti is speaking to ("my") Consciousness!
The whole secret thing has been hidden in plain sight the whole time!
Omg! ?
And funny thing is I don't have to do anything to be Consciousness. I am always conscioussness. I can forget myself and believe I am a thought. But that's just an dumb Illusion.
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Yeah, when I did my first DMT one morning I was the rest of the afternoon smiling for no reason
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2 minutes ago, Reciprocality said:Death is imaginary, experience will change to something else.
Does not mean death is unreal.
It means we can not KNOW if death is real.
It depends what you call death.
If you identify Life as a set of fixed forms (as your body or the colours you see), then death is real, since your body will stop appearing and the colours will probably change.
However if you identify Life as awareness, if you think as Life as being conscious of something, then death is not real, it´s just an idea in your mind. Since there must be consciousness at all times. Since consciousness it´s all that exists (Lol).
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14 hours ago, Byun Sean said:It looks like you don't know exactly what you want to do yet but you want to work in the domain of raising consciousness.
Here's an exercise that might help:
First build a list of jobs you might be passionate about in your field of interest:
Then once you have your list, start really thinking about and researching what a day in the life of that job would be like if you already had that job now.
For example: Psychedelic retreat guide
Now visualize every possible detail of what a day in the life would look like as a psychedelic retreat guide.
-What Kinds of people would come to your retreats?
-How would you interact with people ideally?
-What emotions would you feel on the job?
-What would your typical schedule look like?
-What kind of value or expertise would I be providing to the people who attend my retreats?
-What kind of people would my co-workers be?
-Where would I work?
-What skills and knowledge am I using that are providing great value and incentive to people coming to my retreats?
And then you can introspect and find answers inside of yourself and figure out how much you would like that job.
Maybe you need to do more research on one or all of the potential jobs you want through the internet, books, or talking to people.
Maybe you need to attend one of these retreat centers or hire one of these people who are already in the position you might want to be in and see
what they do from first hand experience. See what inspires you and what isn't so exciting as you thought.
Maybe what your missing is understanding of the business aspect and you need to do more research on business and marketing.
The bottom line is: introspect, research, question, and visualize. But also if you can go out into the world and find tangible experience with these job positions so that you don't feel like your LP is just speculation or ideas.
Also don't worry about the money part just yet. First figure out exactly what you want to do. Then once you have that nailed
you can start planning a strategy to make money with it.
Thanks a lot! Very useful and insightful answer @Byun Sean
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11 hours ago, Yarco said:ngl this topic is kinda a slap in the face to Leo when there's literally an Ultimate Life Purpose Course on this very site that you must know about, which will answer all of these questions
Do you legitimately not know about the course, or is your question "how can I get everything out of the course from a book or other source without investing $250 in myself"? How did only 1 out of 7 replies so far mention the life purpose course?
@Yarco I don´t doubt Leo´s life purpose value but I don´t think it fits what I´m looking for. Notice that I already know my life purpose. I just need now stage orange materialistic/marketing/entreprenur rational approach. The rest of the list, apart from one or two things, I already had "solved it".
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5 hours ago, Gesundheit said:This robs you of the joy of actually being present and fully surrender.
Nailed it
in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Don´t you think he is just angry wih life?