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  1. Posted

    8 minutes ago, AtheisticNonduality said:

    Ketamine is literally horse tranquilizer.

    Ketamine is a hell of an interesting Psychedelic. Unfortunately it's not bening to the body as most classic Psychedelics. It can take a toll on the kidneys and bladder I've heard. A shame though since I had my first taste of Oneness on that one. ?

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    8 minutes ago, James123 said:

    But this is includes still thought process because you still aware of what’s going on. Or maybe you reach this state of awareness with psychedelics? Because when you really don’t think of anything, it feels like entire day deep sleep but when you need to take action or responsibility you are back of the control of the body again. Because thinking process starts again or occurs. 

    I am not sure thoughts appear as they do in the normal waking state.

    For example in my normal state right now I can have the thought of "I must prepare me dinner right now", and I can follow that thought and go to the kitchen, or maybe I can let it go if I dont think it´s so important.

    In the state I was describing, that thought would arise too but it wouldn´t really materialize into words. It would just arise as a sort of intuition/intelligence. I would go to the kitchen, knowing why I am going to the kitchen, yet If you ask me if the thought "I must prepare me dinner right now" had arisen as in the first example, I would definetely say No. It´s weird. But you can totally function in this state. Although don´t expect to build the next Fortune 500 company on this state thought. I think it´s a state for poor planning and very simple life. 

    Can´t remember if this state was triggered by psychedelics or not. I do remember it was an "after day" of an awakening it had happened the previous day. But couldn´t tell you if this awakening was because of psychedelic or sober. 

  3. Posted

    3 minutes ago, James123 said:

     

    Yes, i dont know why he still writes or talks. It doesn’t match with what he says and does. Or he does everything  without any thinking process, such as when he get a question he answers without thinking or when he goes to refrigerator he just eats something that se is supposed to eat. Just directly. and i dont know it is possible. 

    I think is possible, I had states of awareness where there is no thinking, but there is still intelligence to plan, talk, move, etc withouth no problem. I haven´t been able to maintain this ones for more than a few hours though. 

    I would say that I would choose thoughts, but there would be no thinking. Thoughts wouldn´t be chosen by me, but rather "be chosen" automatically. I would be in the back seat as nothing as you said.

    However I doubt Ralston is in this state 24/7. But maybe ïm wrong. Who knows! If its true, he´s a lucky motherfucker :D 

  5. Posted

    1 hour ago, Someone here said:

    I don't know. I have no idea whether a new born dreams or not. It doesn't seem like it but who knows? We take a lot of stuff for granted. You think a rock isn't conscious because it doesn't act or react. But maybe that's just an assumption of yours. Maybe a rock is Conscious in its own way. I mean are you seriously going to say that you actually know? 

    Ha xD

    A rock is You

     

  10. Posted

    10 minutes ago, Someone here said:

    Show me this "you".

    Do you realize that you are not a human with consciousness but a consciousness with a human?

    How can you become what you already ever-presently are?

    What is awakening in your book? This or that? A thought basically? I have them all day.. I'm infinitely awake then! 

    Consciousness.

    Yeah, I know I am not a human. I am Consciousness. So? 

    The fact that I am consciousness doesn´t prevent that I can forget myself and become human in an hallucination/illusion type of way.

    See, the fact that you awaken in a dream doesn´t prevent you that you might fall asleep again.

    And I can guarantee you that being Awake is not the same as the ego claming a deep knowledge or a conclusion about awakening.

     You can certainly have a narrative around enlightment and that you are always Enlightened, and that there is no one, and how you have "sort it all out" but make no mistake, that is not the same as being awake.

  12. Posted

    Last night I imagined that i was a videogame, especifically a racing game.

    Imagine when you are playing a videogame. There's the screen, and then there's you back there behind the eyes being the player of a videogame.

    Well in this dream all it was was the screen.

    What was even more funny is that the characters of the videogame were kind of "alive" (since only videogame dream existed at that time, they felt real), and the videogame was basically a question of live or death.

    Basically all it was in the dream is like a I was God looking at a screen, going thorough a videogame to the next one, but with zero awareness of "Me" as the dreamer. Just the videogame after videogame.

    If reality is anyway like this, man this galaxy or headspace hologram we are in is a twisted motherfucker one ??

  13. Posted

    If you can enjoy it and it doesn´t affect your life, why not? 

    For example I find myself attracted to dominant females that can humiliate me and so on, but it does feel bad. It does affect my life and sexual energy and I have verified is a sick contioning my mind has created.

    If you genuinely feel good doing it (or fantasizing about it), if it feels congruent, why not.

    I always thought BDSM is not a healthy thing, and in 99% of cases it has to do with self-esteem/trauma issues, but hey where in the era where all sexual fetishes must be accepted and considered healthy because if not you are not progressive.

    This is not to be compared with some role play here and there in the bedroom of course. Usually men have the dominating role and women the submissive, but in my opinion BDSM goes to the extreme in this and completely degenerates it and makes it pathological.

  14. Posted

    21 minutes ago, Someone here said:

    What is this nonsense?

    If I'm a mod.. This thread would've disappeared from existence at the same moment it appeared like quantum telepathy lol . But sure it seems Leo and the mods are far tolerant with nonsense these days than before. ?

    I agree. Usually I´m very happy with the moderator quality around here but this kind of posts deserve more to be locked than others.

  15. Posted

    32 minutes ago, Thought Art said:

    @Javfly33 Do it! for like 100-200 bucks I am doing sessions after session with the leading teachers in the world! Magic is real! I am having tantric full body orgasms, learning to fix my body energies, new meditation technics, yogic techniques, reclaiming my sexuality etc! This festival is 7+ days!

    Where is it? Or you doing it online? 

  18. Posted

    6 hours ago, Thought Art said:

    @Javfly33 It's an on going process. I am at a tantric festival right now. I still have a lot of spiritual growth to learn. Leo is an amazing pillar. But there is so much more. I had a bigger awakening during a sexual shamanic ritual than any 5meo or psych... but tbh I am still learning 

    Magic is real, Tantra is real, God is real

    https://www.tantrafestival.online/

    Oh, that´s so cool! I have a friend who´s intro tantra and he have recommended me several times that I try a session... I think your experience tells me I should really bite the bullet and try one of those soon. Thanks :D

  19. Posted

    2 minutes ago, Thought Art said:

    @Javfly33

    The insight was this. I am everyone, so when I look at these complex and brutal situations and the trauma ,shame etc involved the love that is needed is so deep it would tear apart the fabric of reality. 

    seems you had a potent awakening. What caused it? I am still lacking that "I am everyone" realization despite some years in the spiritual path already... :(