Javfly33

totally agree with that, imo this works is precisely that. If people want to be comfortable they should go to a zen retreat for 20 years. That will be the same suffering but slow and steady, during 20 years lol. The ego mind structure won´t set us free that easily. IMO Adding MDMA is just another strategy of the mind to not let the structure be hammered properly

I´m not sure if it works like that. Once you combine it with MDMA, can you really say is a 5-meo trip? I mean not really. You might as well do some heroin too to 'take the edge off'. But is true that maybe is better to do it like this than don´t do it. He might end up doing at the end without the MDMA. Or not... I don´t know, IMO is much better that he should do little by little. Even if he has to do 10trips low dose until there is a certain sense of comfortability. And then go up.

just take prescriptions meds , is not worth it to suffer meaninglessly.

Yesterday after an event triggered my mind I became conscious I had experienced for years thoughts about "me not being love". Then I went even deeper into the feeling and I realized it was because I felt betrayed by my parents, I literally felt like by parents proved to me I am not worthy, some situations where I felt forgotten or not taken care of, made my mind belief that that meant that I was not worthy (If I was not worthy of their attention or importance, that meant for my mind I was not worthy myself). I felt trapped by this thoughts, I could not run from this feeling. It was like an horror bad psychedelic trip I had some years ago. I had to resource to Love. I started to project Love to my parents, I forgave them. Love Is the only possible solution when you are in that situation. I realized I am Love, I am that quality that the thoughts say I am not. Because II i am able to project Love just because, without no condition, projecting Love to those that I hate and have rage against, guess what, that tells me that inside I am the Love, the potentiality of Love. Now I don´t have to resource to nobody else to tell me what is my worth or whatever, every time I experience this type of soul crushing thoughts I must remind myself if I am able to Love, that means I am worthy, I am the Love inside that is being projected towards the outside. I am that nucleus of Love.

You cant find a spiritual mentor with reason, is the heart (and not even) that finds It. A Guru is someone that guides you from darkness to light.

This blows my mind. Is something to conceptually tell yourself they are all human beings, but another to directly experience the sameness. I don´t know about you guys but in my mind, it always have felt as my family members are 'one type of people' and rest of the world (strangers) are another type of people. Like my family members are more 'me', or more 'close to me', or more 'life like me'. But no. My closest family members are the same 'life' and awareness as a stranger from Mongolia I might meet tomorrow. Again, is something to conceptually tell yourself and another to experience. While I was tripping on mushrooms I saw some brothers playing in the street and I become conscious the movements and joy of their behaviour was exactly the same as my two cousins. I became directly conscious the Life and Intelligence that were in those two brothers was exactly the same as my cousins. EXACTLY. I couldn´t differenciate between those two brothers and my two cousins. The same has happened recently on a hiking trip I went, I've been talking to some people from countries far away from mine but at one point in the hiking trip I became mesmerised looking at this person and I was so conscious this person was made of the same material of my aunt, for example. It was the same. Life, consciousness, Being. This is it. When the imaginary and nonsensical differences that your mind constructing starts breaking you know you are going towards dissolution and stable non duality. This is the work needed. To completely break all differences and dualities. I have to get to a point where I visit Gaza Strip and I become directly conscious is the same 'place' as my livings room. No matter what I go, no matter who I talk to, is all God. Is all Life. Is all Being. Is all Creator.

lol

You bet there is an afterglow, my last trip the afterglow lasted 2-3 following days lmao. You just don´t do a proper 5-meo trip and just forget at the next morning. It breaks the most basic structures of the ego

There is not a bubble of consciousness. What you see around is not a physical reality. Is Infinite Consciousness / BEING / YOU. You are in Your Own Dream, which turns out, is also 'my' dream. There are no bubbles of Consciousness, only Consciousness. Surrender to GOD and to PURE IMAGINATION .

You are right. Consciousness is not an "I". Is the absence of "I". In fact there is not even consciousness but BEING. Empty Non-Existent Being. Shiva = That which is Not.

I can verify at this point 5-meo-dmt feels scary or overwhelming not because is revealing something "bad" but because IS revealing something beyond the normal human system is used to experiencing/perceiving. You can not just expect to Live 20-30-40-50 years of your Life as an ego consciousness, get catapulted into Infinite perception and expect that the system Will not react completely shocked and terrified. Last months ive been tapping to the exactly same energy of 5-meo with yoga tools, and everytime this energy tried to be perceived/opened Up, i instantly see how the body and ego structure fast closes and rejects it in a way (even Though It does feel "beyond good", the body IS not used to that level of "goodness", so for the ego that level it is seen as "fear"). The point is to be preparing your body and mind in order to handle the energy of Infinity comfortably. Kind of like Building an stable staircase. Instead of jumping from 0 to 100 on a trampolin. ---- Sorry for the derailing the topic, answering OP question my opinion is DMT is much more gentle and simple. Is basic non duality. But It does not have the breaks of perception that 5-meo has. So It is a limited non duality. All thought, stabilizing oneself in that level would already be a heavenly acconplishment.

Enlightment is simply knowing Who you are

What a bunch of nonsense. You are pure consciousness, is something exists is you. Rest is imagination.

Is that a bad thing though? Is just being smart and intelligent human. See If a guy is slapping faces on an alleyway and you are walking in the surroundings, would you consciously walk towards that alleyway to receive a good slap on your face so you don´t avoid hiding from bad things?

stop seeing the news, they only report about negative stuff

anything that is not running marathons or half-marathons regularly, or the proportionally the same to people that do strength training

Is not a wise strategy. God is the master, ego or what is false is the slave. If you are the slave, you are not going to win this game by bitching or judging the master. You win this game by surrendering completely to your Master. Why? Because you are dealing with a Master so benevolent, that if the slaves completely surrenders, Master and Slave becomes One.

Don´t take me too seriously sometimes. I get this ragey energies sometimes, holy shit, is that Leo legit account?

I respond kind of in the same way as you. Only thing is that I believe the moment you force it it becomes like a hassle to not to fap and one gets angry/frustrated. When naturally semen retention occurs is when things get really interesting. It means you are doing something really interesting with your energies. Even if you are not transmuting energy the healthy way would be ejaculating once every 10-12 days. As long as you don´t have a gf of course. lol

@Princess Arabia I find interesting what you are saying. What you mean with 'the need to fulfil that longing'? interesting...

hearing that would get me horny not sad...

yes, I was not being ironic. I agree with you.

I just watched a video from 1 year ago (Understanding Gaslighting) video and I found it extremely insightful. At the end Leo says that he might make a video about how he transcended being people pleaser and found stability in its own truth. I think a lot of us would benefit from this video.

🤣🤣 I remember when he said that. @Leo Gura Definetely, relative truth exists, as an illusion 😘 Is a fair point. One could say the slave IS the Master being unconscious

There are no finite beings. Only God. There is only one side. You are living in fantasies. and spreading mis-information about God constantly 😂 I wonder if 10 years from now you will still be saying the same fucking crap.