Javfly33

For you there is an appearance of non Unity precisely because you ain't Awake. You think you have got it. Yet you havent walked a single step towards something Real. Is clear to me now reading that. Damn, the Mind is so so sneaky. It can let you believe you really have arrived to the destination.

Rip princess Arabia 🤣🤣 she fell into the neo advaita trap deep She is no longer No One

The new Paranormal abilities i Guess? Haha

I am contemplating that my mother was more fucked up that I thought. I thought she was fine but more and more im catching her lots of dysfunctional types of thinking about the world. Lately I had this memory when I was a kid I said to her something while I was talking in the phone with a friend, I might have been angry or something at her. Next day my father comes to tell me my mother is very hurt and I should apologise to her. Is this normal?? Like What the fuck is this? How can a human be so freaking weak and lacking of self-esteem and love that if HIS KID tell him something she goes crying like a little child?? Like dude!! You are the parent! You are supposed to transmit confidence and self-esteem to YOUR KID. Is not backwards. And my father buying the victim bullshit from my mother like a little bitch and making me 'apologise'. What the fuck. From What a pair of manipulative narcissistic beings I was raised. Sometimes Life throws you a funny hands of cards.

I dont mean conceptually saying "yeah is bliss, is love, blabla". I mean actually. Like that literally It is the quality of It, an Empty Bliss that Exists. Just for no fucking reason. Because It is literally THAT (Bliss). With this possibility, there is no question of what happens after death or where consciousness goes. Of course nothing happens. The Bliss remains BUT without the forms AND without the Thoughts. The theory of It is right now the Bliss quality of consciousness (consciousness at is purest Form/untouched by any fluctuation) right now It is veiled by Thoughts. This Thoughts veil or cloud heavily the true quality of consciousness. When "death" happens no Thought IS there, therefore Pure Consciousness remains, which turns out to be Empty Bliss (Bliss is not a simple label, It is the "material" or "form" of Consciousness). It is very real. It is not a label, It is not a simple peaceful state. It is literally Awakening To the purest Form of Consciousness. Empty Bliss. This changes everything. Death might not be actually real.

yes because language implies duality

That is correct. There is only one way to end the misery and that is finding the key to the infinite internally.

Im not talking about an emotional state. Everytime i mention the Word Bliss in this forum there some people that came up saying things like that. Bliss is not an emotional state or a psychological state. Even more, what im implying is Bliss is not a state but the form and quality itself of Consciousness. Wrong. Sorrow is an aberration and distortion of Consciousness. Is Consciousness Being kidnapped by the Mind and ego. It does not work like that. Bliss comes to me, i dont seek It. What fault do i have if i do the right things internally? Just sharing the discoveries as they come.

You are the shadow of my Life. Please stop replying To my stops. Is tiring reading your bullshit all the time.

Well, well, well, if It isnt Mr passive agressive 🤣🤣 To be the one that i say hate my earthy existence, You almost are exhaling fire to me in between those words. Poor Guy, nobody Tells you actually is pretty sad what you do around here. Covering behind a screen to proyect all the shit and limiting beliefs you have about Yourself and the world to the others which necesarily are not in your "path" or limited way of understanding what is Life. But you do you. Just saying, is pretty concerning that you go about doing this on a internet forum every 3 days, when you are so Alive and Life Embracing. Something doesn't add Up, dont see the Aliveness and Joyfulness of your ideology, more a toxic way of pathetically trying to put topics down which does not match your limited ideology of Life.

that´s a good point. And let´s not even talk if you fantasise about being the girl. Don´t worry, jokes aside I value your insight into the topic. I agree with most of it.

Thanks bro, definetely your words resonate. I Will definetely check out that book. I feel It could be a good turning point in my current phase of my Life in regards to sex 👌🌊blessings.

@StarStruck i do. I spent 4K in sex content last years. Now im almost 0$ in bank account. Altough not just because of that just reckless irresponsible spending since having moms economic couch in the back of my Mind subconsciously not caring much about money Now that im separating from my mom im fucked, also feel so dumb for having spent money so carelessly 🤦🤦🤦 I Hope i dont get laid off from work if not im really fucked dude

I actually didnt told her fuck you. I didnt insult her. I just told her she was a narcisist and similar things and hypocrite etc and dont message me more on WhatsApp Got it. My idea was not to completely cut relationship but at least some months. She messages me on WhatsApp at least once a week for years. And thats after i stop answering his calls because i told her phone conversations with her was not doing me good. I told her adults have respect for other adults if the other adult is asking for some distance the other adult should respect that, knowing im not asking her any money or anything since years ago It would be nice to hear more details in your story though

I think that Thinking that thinking can be a good thing is a great thought and something to think aboutz dont you think so?

Yeah, the funny thing is i already Live in my own from 4 years ago or so. But subconsciously i think i havent been able to tell her fuck you because i was leeching of their economic safety (never ask her for money, but knowing you have an asset of economic safety It can be very entangling for you to Keep maintaning that relationship). Last week i told her fuck you for the first time and now i realize i almost have no money in bank account and job status is meh. So yeah lol Talk about being unrresponsbible, Now i face true reality lol For sure (GREAT point) Until this... 🤣🤣🤣You couldnt avoid saying that could you? 🤣🤣🤣

I get you but i dont think everyone can do sexual transmuttation. Now that you mention hard drugs, ive done hard drugs and compared to not watching porn, they are easy to abstain from them. Porn seemed just impossible for me.

What you mean? @Hojo Im not sure. My sexual tendencies range between the most dysfunctional violent masochist shit and the more masculine loving alpha super healthy ones. Seems the more i fully open myself to observe the dysfunctional ones the more fast the process goes. Kind of a ptds soldier or russian prision surviver, they dont want to relieve the memories but until that no process in their Mind can truly happen to grow i Guess

@Someone here holy shit dude Look at wikipedia says: " ānanda signifies eternal bliss which accompanies the ending of the rebirth cycle. Those who renounce the fruits of their actions and submit themselves completely to the divine will, arrive at the final termination of the cyclical life process (saṃsāra) to enjoy eternal bliss (ānanda) in perfect union with the godhead. " Literally yesterday i had the same idea. Before reading that wikipedia Page. I had the intuition, reincarnation process ends when consciousness realizes itself as Pure Bliss (its own nature/ purest quality). And until that happen the consciousness keeps reincarnating in bodies in order to be able to consciously Awaken. Im not fantasizing. Are you jealous of me i get to experience true Bliss? You shouldnt, this didnt come free. Ive invested about 500 hours or more in current yoga process which delivers this kind of realizations. And even, this does not come each day. ""What if you realize that everything is already perfect, divine, whole, complete?"" Yes and no. Because as wikipedia says, much probably the work is making those states of being a reality, more than conceptually telling Yourself is all perfect and bliss while not quite true feeling perfect and bliss Cycle of reincarnation Will Keep repeating if not handling this properly. You have been warned! 🫢 There is a difference between concepts and reality. Is very different to conceptually telling Yourself is all bliss vs actually Being That. The difference might be stopping the cycle of reincarnation or not. So, the stakes are high. Your perspective of just fuck everything probably wont cut It. But...you do you. Lets see Who bet most wisely.

@Bazooka Jesus

Yesterday was in a sharing hippie group circle people sharing stories of their trips, and I couldn´t avoid looking at the phone of one of the girls there and I became conscious that phone was infinity, she is God, the whole room where we were was truly Love, Infinity. Awakening can take a lifetime because you can deny it for a lifetime , no ego wants to accept other Beings are also Infinite, they are part of your Dream. Is too real, it would make you shed tears if you would be in this type of realization constantly. To see others and truly accept they are God and Infinite as You, and there is no separation because there is no separate self, just Infinite Consciousness, is something in my back of my mind I keep repeating it can not be possible, but perception is becoming more and more clear, God is preparing me for true Heaven, true Infinite Love.

we will gladly accept it, and we would appreciate an invitation to the European Union too That will be all, Signed The Not-YET Independent Republic of Catalonia.

Damn, didnt got the news independence was finally achieved 😂

Maybe I went a bit too much LMAO. But I would say realistically I have hit the 600 hours mark at least. What you experience? How do you know that what you experience is Kundalini? I mean I do hatha yoga but in the past I did maybe 50 hours of Kundalini Yoga, experienced all sorts of crazy shit/releases, but how do you know that those things is the kundalini raising or not?

I´ve done at this point over 1000hours of Yoga and I never have reached that kundalini awakening thing. But hey, that doesn´t mean is not there. Yoga definitely is a super profound complex ancient tool. Who knows.