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I´m definetely trying to not take any detours and go in one direction only, things are starting to happen. I find asking myself everyday that I truly do not know what is life or this experience. Is really confusing but in a good way. At the same time I see the usual pains or obsessions of my mind are still there, so it is difficult to say if there is real progress being made or I´m again making a story about enlightment or liberation when in reality there isn´t liberation yet. If my mind is still in certain chains, for me that can not be proper liberation. No matter if the apparent 'real self' have been seen and is even seen a few minutes each day. The point is chains are still felt in a very real way. Although the relationship with the chains is different. But something tells me breaking them is going to be needed.

Yes but how one accepts that? It goes against all inertia of the individual self. Being in Enlightment 24/7 is kinda being on a psychedelic 24/7, no holding to anything, just being. Although maybe with a discerning clear mind intact. But the point is, is completely different to what a human normal life is supposed to be. Which is fear, identity, borders. Compression, limitation. Is surprising the amount of work one has to put to go against all this inertia of compression. No, I never post while high. All of my topics I try to post them instantly when something authentic is happening. If not I won´t post.

I´m not sure I understand you question. In my experience, for you to have a body/human, consciousness needs memory. If not tomorrow you would wake up as a horse. Yet you keep creating a human body (and the same one) day after day. That's consciousness using the power memory.

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Yes. That´s what is happening right now. @OBEler There is only one bubble of reality. But is not limited, is unlimited.

@Princess Arabia that message.

@Princess Arabiathe funny thing is i didnt took your message as irony

Thats exactly why now you have to surrender It 😂😂😂 Is vey easy to surrender women, fun, experiences when you are 80 years old. Altough...the point is not to deny Yourself of experiences. Is just to put Yourself into one straight line forward of liberation. Unless you Live on a cave, in the process you Still Live in culture so you Still might engage consciously in this "Matrix" stuff. The point is to consciously have one goal and Only One goal and to understand that if you need to surrender everything else thats exactly what you need to do doesnt Matter how important or how much FOMO you might feel. You are not going to get the whole of reality if you are not willing to surrender petty limited aspects of reality. The price is high, but the prize is Infinite. I say is a good transaction. 😂🙏

So you found nothing uh? 🙂😉

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yeah probably I could reserve coffee for once a week so "I can still scratch the itch" so to speak. When I totally quit I daydreamed about it for a long time lol green tea has caffeine but much less of a kick, is definetely a good option to use it to taper

that's like 10gr. you basically OD on kratom with that kind of dose lmao why you took so much

Yes, friend we are the Infinite wave. In fact all social games IS dumb, i just want to go to the mountain and ectstatic uníte myself with myself and forget there was an illusion in the first place.

@Osaid Lol right. I surrender to this experience.

Well, the first is behaving like a chimp , the second one is behaving like a business person . I wouldn´t say one is better than the other one, is just different drives. One is compulsive sexuality the other is just business mentality. What i find incorrect about the OP is making this business mentality as like is art or is her offering high conscious sexuality. That kind of game bullshit will just cloud his life, she can do onlyfans but she should know that is not "his higuer self exploring the dimensions of life". I guess you have a point. Weak men and simps is a bit of a victim/justifying mentality. In reality they have the freedom to do what they want. But i def felt triggered by the OP. In fact the moment i see a woman with certain power like she might have i have a bit of tingling sensation and i want to sub to his onlyfans to be her simp. I don´t know if this is boringness, or some kind of trauma within me but that´s how it feels within me. And therefore i assume for a lot of people will work in the same way (but i understand Not everyone...).

Yes, you are right. I guess a good way to reduce possibilites would be getting your psychedelics from vendors that stricly only sell psychs or mdma. In my understanding the chemists of psychs and mdma are not the same as chemists working for organizations that sell coke, speed, weed, heroin, etc.

The moment i see people rejecting bliss i know they are fake or they have explored 1% of the possibilites of their being

yeah, another fake bites the dust 🤣

Okey dokey 💙 Yes (probably the title was confusing) 🤲 What a dream we created 🤲

Normal human senses are not be trusted and are not 'the truth'! they are limited. When consciousness becomes sufficiently clear and direct, I can access with my own will anything in the dream. Today I accessed the local church of my granfather´s village which is on a mountain 800km from my current home. Is fucking insane, it seems every form is actually Bliss in 'disguise'. Bliss appearing as 'physical objects' or 'distance'). Actually the whole creation is just one wave of bliss. A Bliss identical to DEATH and to Infinite Consciousness. An is alive/real, is not a mental thing. Death is identical to heaven. When you die you will be in the same place Jesus Christ is right now. Aren´t you happy you are going to join 'him' soon?

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You are not antisocial, is that most people don´t care about that stuff. So you end up having little people to talk about it. Enlightment definetely makes the mind a conscious process. So...it wouldn´t make much sense to talk about those kind of things like you were 5 years old and just discovering what is a fart.

People will critize you here because the fact is your will making money off men weaknesses/simping and most men are in that low vibration. (which is why onlyfans is 'a thing'). In reality is nothing bad, I mean Is not bad or good, is just what it is. A transaction. As any other job. Just don´t romantize it or make it as you are doing something 'conscious' for yourself.