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I think this is one of the final frontiers before complete liberation beyond the dream. When I do yoga bandhas which you are supposed to hold the breathing, I go back to source, I stay that void nothingness trying to overpower any thought that might arise about 'needing to breath', until.... an explosion of fear-burning sensation in my chest happens and I automatically breath again. Is not a physical sensation, is literally the feeling of FEAR and Terror the body has. Is an automatic response built into the system.

I would say the 1, 3 is ok to fluctuate, the second should not, and fourth could be empty. LOL

What we are trying to do, is Building a platform of Consciousness or Awakening, that is independent of anything that moves or is relative in the creation. In other words, when we talk about the process of Liberation of beings, we are talking about builiding a Platform that is not bound to physicality or anything that is not fundamentally your own Intelligence. This work is not bound by time Because what we are trying to Awaken and Activate is a certain dimension of the source of creation that is not bound by any kind of manifestation, physical, mental, or energetic. Only if God is not bound by its own creation, you can call it God. Clearly see the difference between what you are, and what manifestation is. What intelligence is, and what memory is. Memory can not exist without first the process of Intelligence to create it, Intelligence can exist without memory.

@BlueOak Went back to local town for a week and today I past a day with my family and then with an old friend of school, and I felt all of them are suffering so much all the time Life withouth unity and harmony to what reality is is guaranteed hell, constant tension, anxiety, no one wants to accept that, but is the truth. But I think the most heartbreaking thing is that it lets me see how incredibly selfish I am, I am completely focus on my life as a self and is the most stupid fucking thing ever. The Love is right here right now, they are reality, If I just surrender I hold them in my Love. Is heartbreaking me, seeing all this people, and they are inside myself, If I just open myself to the love I am in perfect unity and at the same time ego is trascended. Is perfect. is heartbreaking to see them suffering, the love is absolutely terryfying and fantastic

high prana as good as it gets

Some pics I took yesterday of the place I have planned to build it: Who's coming?

death does not exist. What you are can exist without the function of breathing. If you transcend fear of not being able to breath, what more fears are there? none.

Ive thought you already tried opiates in the past Heroin morphine codeine hydro and oxy all come mostly from opium plant, just in different variations of different alkaloids the plant has

@BipolarGrowth lol!

How much have you been doing It?

You should not think you are God if you care about mental well being

@Yimpa I wish lol

You are. But we are trying to go beyond this, this is not the 'end of the road', what 5-MeO might reveal is the beginning.

does he have terminal cancer or something?

Correct, but let's see if you don´t reincarnate. Remember at moment of death, you have to be 100% conscious of this. Do you really have no fear of death? Would you have an 'issue' if I told you you have to surrender the body in 10 minutes?

I like eating pussy thought, the few time i have lol I think im just sexually castrated Because of my karmic impressions. @Spiritual Warrior thats great to hear man. I relate a lot with your history. I think indeed i have repressed the natural male sexual energy

I get what you mean. Sex is important is a bondage for you, then it becomes the most important thing. Ironically when you put yourself first before sex, everything clears up. So the problem is not having sex or not, the big problem is not having it and desiring it. In that you fucked up

🥳 That´s going to be interesting to watch, good idea 👍

Maybe you are assuming she does not want to have sex for sex sake´s... Women can say a thing and then desire something completely opposite to what they say.

I´m going to be compiling here clothing brands that have psychedelic-like style in their pieces, feel free to add more if you know: So far i´ve discovered: ETRO https://www.farfetch.com/es/shopping/men/etro/items.aspx?category=136331 PIERRE LOUIS MASCIA https://www.farfetch.com/es/shopping/men/pierre-louis-mascia/items.aspx Versace sometimes also has some pieces close to psychedelic style but not fully more?

Sorry for what your going through. It might be a good time to reflect on what you have been investing in the relationship. When relationships are about entanglement instead of an expression of joy or Love, this kind of things are natural to happen. You and your girlfriend obviously had a toxic relationship, if not this things wouldnt happen (neither you reaction to her cheating as well as her cheating as a revenge). I understand you might be going through a very rough time and i wish you get well soon. But in all honesty, you dodged a bullet, in other words you can learn from this experience to realize the risks of doing this kind of games.

I Keep surprising myself with the Power of ardha siddhasana . I Sit on this way in the floor and i become a perfect Triangle. All of reality flows through me, i instantly become conscious all of what is around me is pure symmetrical Infinity, Mind. People Who spent a certain amount of time mastering this asanas Will find something that is impossible to find anywhere else. A understanding of the symmetry of reality that can make you almost God-like.

I am beggining to suspect how Yoga works, particularly pure physical Hatha Yoga. (Not talking about energy process such as kriyas, but merely what is called as 'Asanas'.) What is Yoga. Well, you have to do a lot to start understanding it. I have done some Asanas more than 1000 times. For example, I suspect Cat Stretch I´ve done it about 1200-1300 times. Maybe 1500 times. I´m not sure. So Is not like I´m talking from nothing. It seems exaggerated but understanding really what Yoga is does take some time. At first I believed the intention of Asanas was to clear and calm the mind in order for a higher perception or consciousness to happen, but that is a very basic understanding. After some time a whole new possibility opens up. Something much much much more profound of what you thought at the beggining Yoga was. When doing an Asana properly, the belief or feeling of individuality is dissolved (yeah, that goes for all of you solipsistic dudes out there). Why it dissolves is not because it does something to the brain. Is because physically and energetically you are putting your body in such a way that is completely in synchrony and symmetry with Reality. Is not that you unite yourself with Reality. Is that the body merges and dissolves right there. It was already 'dissolved' in the first place. You were already in Unity or 'One' with reality in the first place. But, the usual asymmetry of the human system, which in part is necessary for the process of survival (let´s remember, survival is about you vs me), makes it like you are not.. So it is created a sense of individuality through the life of a human. And most humans never break or dissolve this sense of individuality. Notice im saying 'sense'. Individuality is not a reality. Is not a fact. It is just a sense, a compression that is formed. But if you align the body and the whole system in such a way, this sense of individuality or separation gets completely seen through and dissolved. From holding Asanas a lot of information can enter you. Just like with a Psychedelic. For example, you can 'download' information in the sense that the whole Reality is just like a mirror. A Infinite Diamond Mirror. This is kind of impossible to explain, so let´s leave that as a motivator for people to start a Hatha Yoga practice. One day you will understand things that no book can transmit you. Neither I am because words are dual. Only through a direct experience of symmetry you can understand. This will not only make your life more profound, it will give you an understanding of non duality, unity, God, etc... that it will be very sticky. It won´t be just like a state of consciousness that you can lose. It is a certain information that makes all the pieces 'fit'. Is not intellectual information, is something else, is much more...real. More clear. Is like you get direct connection to the hard drive of infinity, and you download it into your mind. The Universe is symmetry, perfect balance. For you grasp it, you have to make yourself completely symmetric and balanced within you. Then all is accessible for you. Because you are it. I´ll meet you at the Bliss that we are.

Nice! You work on PM right now?

Is because you have certain attachments to certain configuration that you gathered from the process the initial Creation. You have been gathering and keeping this as you for a long time. What you call your body is just the result of the gathering of this specific energetic information. If you do not learn how to Keep this information at a certain distance, the question of Liberation and Evolution is not possible. As long as there is not a certain claritiy on what is You and what is something you have gathered, Evolution as a being can not happen, repetition of dualities and tendencies are inevitable.