Javfly33

When I go retreat to my village (they live 20 people there, and is in between a mountain range) I realize just looking at the beauty and rawness of this place, the fresh air, the pure water, the wild nature, I realize I want to live here all my life. I only want to Go deeper into the silence and bliss, until who knows what happens. Is like there is a vacuum of energy that pulls me there and wants me to stay because something profound awaits to be discovered. But then at one point my mind says, no, you have to achieve more in order to live here forever. Is not normal to be in your late 20s and go live on an almost unpopulated village. You have a lot to achieve before that. And so I go back. I succumb to the fear or the pressure. Not maybe from society but also from my mind. Does someone else feels the same?

Holy shit dude, how much did You take?

@Keryo Koffa interesting Can you share more info about this?

I think We Keep having ego because Reality within US hasn't truly Awakened to what It is. Thats why identification with Thoughts and belief in being the body is Still there. In a psychedelic a certain opening or Mystical state opens up, dissolving mechanically the barrier of ego or survival Mode activity. But that doesn't mean the ego was dead. You just beat the shit out It for some hours and left It unconscious. Mystical states are great but is not a substitute for the clarity and ultimate trascendence ego death is supposed to be.

Is very simple actually. Next time you go out when you see a Young kid, like 8 or 9 year old, notice the following: That kid is an unique configuration of the imprints of his father, mother, (and the herency of this father and this mother in lesser ways), and also the result of the imprints of whatever that body/Mind has absorbed from the hospital bed to now Now...for All of that "configuration" or specific kind of memory to happen, there must be something there more fundamental giving "Life" to It isnt It? Clearly there you can not see an unique soul , you just see a bunch of conditioned configuration. So thats reincarnation, the process of the Reality to unconscious replicate itself and pick Up memories and configurations of its own manifested Creation.

I Guess then Is a state of ego death. And complete End of ego is enlightment. Or end of the belief you are a physical thing.

Unconsciousness. If you would had been conscious you would not have incarnated into your current body. That´s why Liberation means stopping the cycle of birth and death. @Davino Ramana Maharishi or Anandamay Ma (your favourite Saint hehe) is a figment of my consciousness, yes. But a figment that became completely conscious (it completely Realized itself) therefore it stopped creating more manifestation. It is 'done', no more work for that 'figment' of Infinity. It completely merged with itself. Notice figments mean duality and fragmentation. The work is to go back to Infinity, stop being the figment. As long as you don´t complete 'the work', you will reincarnate in another figment.

Thats why they say Shiva is the "no-thing" Because the moment the Mind thinks "nothing" It already becomes "something". So they put a hyphen between no and thing

Not really, all of those games modern culture like to accept has profound karmic energetic repercussions. There is no such a thing as healthy dominating nobody. Is survival-chimp stuff due to low vibratory karmic imprints. BDSM is just a legal way to rape/abuse someone.

Rape is not sex, is aggression. So the people here saying "oh poor them they are just desperate to have sex" apart from justifying it they are confusing two very different things. When you go rape a woman you go do a violent aggressive act, not sex. for sex to happen the woman should want to do it with you, the rapist clearly knows she does not. It does, it is related in the way such important meaning Sex has in our society. But not precisely because sex urges. I haven´t looked into this, but I´m sure that in the species of animals where rape happens, is always because of power dynamics/stablishing domination and not because the animal actually is horny.

yeap I agree Not to mention that there is this thing called prostitutes. lol I dont think no human thinks like "Damn, I have no choice today but to rape a little you know, because my dick is really horny and I my usual scort is out of town today, so... I gotta do it you know? just can't handle the frustration" lmao Good point! totally agree

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👍 @CARDOZZO thank you for your input

Thats a fair point @LastThursday

I just realized if i has lived in an age without the internet i would have suffered 95% less. I am pursuing stuff and have desires that Only the internet has put on me (social media), I work through the internet to pay this desires (remote It job), and i am slaved to the Internet to fullfill this desires. All of my Life revolves around the internet. If i wouldnt have be born in internet age i would be very Happy living on a cabin on the Mountains because i wouldnt have stupid desires and comparisons with other people. And the internet hasn't even promoted connectivity as some people say, we are more separated than ever. Yes, you can text someone 800km from you but that doesn't mean Anything.

Sure. But that doesn't solve everything IMO.

It is You but if is not realized then the "show" continues.

Modern sex-positive fetish-positive culture will say that is Ok, but I´ve seen guys send from 500$ to even 1K in a single send to her 'goddess'. Or being kicked in the balls several times, handle hundreds of dollars to his 'goddess' and then her laughing about him and going away. There is even a name for this sessions which is called 'Cashmeet'. Where the loser or paypig meets his 'goddess' in a point in the city to just give her money, maybe in return get some insults on what a loser he is and that´s it. Terryfing the state of this world sometimes!

Also this perfectly explains why some "Saints" are born "Awake". Is not about the human, is about the consciousness being at such point of cristallization and clarity It rememebers itself in that body so the body just becomes a conscious vehicle. Instead of the unconscious machine most times is.

@Davino @Leo Gura I Guess Ill have to take IQ test to continue posting in the forum 😂😂 My point was clearly there is no unique soul in that 9 year old kid. In a way, The Consciousness there is just a "slave" to his conditionings (If not the consciousness would be "Awake"). Lets say if you are Reality and you are conscious of Yourself , explain to me how come you again get Yourself into another body and do not know what you are. Only because the consciousness is not mature enough It Keeps encarnating into bodies. If not that 9 year old kid should be conscious what God is. But he is not.

Reality of course. How can a body and mind move, speak, kiss, etc without first something existing there more fundamental than this two things?

🤯 @James123 Additionally, since You are not an experience, that which thinks experience exists is ego or thought/identity.

@BlessedLion Altough in regards to the Zen proberb, realistically there is a difference of intensity of what im able to reach in the mountains VS in the city or almost any other place. Same sadhana, same kriya, same yoga, same meditation, but doing It there becomes more profound, every single time. I mean is not placebo. First 3 days I did sadhana there this last summer, every single day i had tears running down my eyes. I literally can just do nothing and just walk around that place and IS like im on 5ug of LSD, just without doing anything, just walking and Breathing that air. Of course im sure if one Focus one can go the same place in their living room in the middle of Manhattan, but is true some some external influences sometimes acelerate or facilitate a lot.

Damn thats a good one lol @BlessedLion thanks for your inputs, very insightful