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@LfcCharlie4 Thanks, I'll need to get me that book. Some weird shit happened some minutes ago btw. I started focusing on the breath because I was feeling anxious this afternoon, and then I met my father and I got even more anxious. I started walking and focusing on breathing and it came to a point where I thought I was having a panic attack. Then... presence of the present moment revealed it itself. That was euphoric. It lasted only 10-15 seconds though. I imagine Eckhart Tolle is in this state 24/7? Wow I honestly don't know what is happening. In one sense I don't feel liberated at all, at the other hand everything seems effortless, I haven't talked with myself in form of thoughts in 4 days I think LoL. But more or less I feel the same . I just hope I pass this stage soon . I don't feel my life is in control at all but at the same time there seems nothing has gotten better :S. This is confusing man.

Yes, it does make sense. All I can say is...'Im getting there' LOL

This in an interesting topic. However I am not yet sure what is the correct answer. I'm going to therapy and lately after my Awakening I have wondered if I should stop going. Sure therapy can help but this last days I've discovered all of my mental problems are due to attachment of my identity. I know the real solution is just to become more and more consciouss until my identity gets shown as false in all areas of my life, freeing myself from neurotic thoughts which the only reason are there is to maintain an identity. Other kind of solutions can help but, one can't avoid thinking that those solutions are not really the real solution. The fact is my true nature is 100% fine and my only problem my true nature identifies with a mind and thoughts that have really no subject whatsoever inside. But I can imagine to people who are in deep mental problems they do need to go to therapy, and the "real solution" should wait and be implemented once your mind has a minimal mental sanity and purification.

Yeap, all kind of explanation of THIS is for the purpose of the ego. THIS is already THIS without any egoic explanation necessary.

That seems very cool. 'I'm going to pursue that state.

RationalWiki. I stop reading there LoL

It´s all One literally Separations only exist within the mind of the character.

@Inliytened1 You just described most of the insights that I got just a few minutes ago after waking up from dreaming (lol, what an oxymoron). I lucid dreaming in the past and this night I got so consciouss that I saw the Self was seeing the character of the dream and also the rest of the characters this character was interacting with. More over this Self was empty so it was everywhere. The character and the characters were the Self. I have yet to become consciouss how the Self/God is creating all of this, though. Leo says it's possible in very high States of consciousness. I would find ashtonish to actually verify if that it's possible.

@Osaid Yet only ego defines 'evil'. Not God. The best path is to abandon all concepts, trust me. Notions and definitions exist within the dream, don't you want to awaken from the dream? You're still dreaming. Everything is already totally fine. But the ego loves to say "Let me fix this (my devilry) and then I'll go out of your way". This is the very trick the devil plays. That some actions are justified. In reality none of them are.

Thanks, I'll take into consideration the info

@Serotoninluv Good to know. Although If the active dose is so low with vaping I don't know if I'll be able to measure that accurately since I have a pretty lame scale so it could be a double edge sword in my case. If I try plugging it should I expect nausea even in an empty stomach? Never plugged anything.

@Beginner Mind The question is after glimpses of "recognizing" your true nature, how much are you consciouss of that peace out of the 24 hours of the day? I think to limit one self to one type of tools is just dogmatic. It´s like since you can realize the absolute just doing Self-Inquiry, then you don´t want to try other methods like meditation. (And viceversa). Why not trying all the tools available to make the process as fast as possible?

@Serotoninluv ¿15-20mg what ROA? I have thought for a while to give it a try but have had always posponed since the massive negative "reviews" online. I imagine is because a lot of people too do psychedelics specifically for recreation. Good to read that.

In my direct experience, God is only awareness. Can´t be other thing that awareness because it seems there´s only awareness here. "Devil" or "Good" only exists in the weird ecosystem of the mind. I don´t think God knows anything about good or devil, again, it seems these are just projections of the mind.

You just have too much ego. Reduce that ego to nothingness and you´ll have absolute peace.

Nice, I was wondering too why Ekchart Tolle have this hate to the mind all the time in his narrative. I imagine he is very grounded in presence awareness to be very comfortable most of the time but he haven´t gone deep enough yet.

Because "I" exist. That´s the root of all suffering.

More like realizing that negativity wasn´t evert there in the first place. If you ask now..."But how come you say it´s not here? Yesterday i felt it and it was real as it gets!" Yeah, that´s how illusion feels like reality. If you don´t have a comparison between illusion and actual reality, then all you got is illusion. Therefore illusion becomes reality

This is enlightment.

I had a a thought that said: "What if I am a thought experiencing isness"? That would be mean that isness is prior to thought. That would mean that anything that would come from thought, it would come after isness/being/present moment is already here. This includes the though of "this is obviously a physical reality", "this is more than obvious I mean cmon" and etc . Those all thoughts seem very true yet they are thoughts appearing in isness, which is obviously prior to any thought. Basically the only thing I know for sure is isness. Thoughts can only try to interpret isness. I'm onto something or im just going insane and should quit Self-Inquiry?

@Red-White-Light Ask yourself if a psychotic episode would be possible in someone who hasn't known any kind of culture whatsoever, that has 0 conceptual knowledge about reality. Insanity can only happen if you compare it to sanity. An insane person really doesn't exist, but we make it so but putting it that label and compare the person withouth understanding about reality.

@PlayTheGame Realizing I Am doesn't explain that you are God. Personally I haven't experienced that I Am God, but I have an open mind to consider it.

@Zingo You still think non-duality is just a word-game. Doesn't it "feel" now that you are not God? Do you have another tool than just a belief to afirm that you are not God? Because if you actually have a tool that is not a belief, please tell me.

@electroBeam That post scared the shit out of me. I want to awaken or leave this shit behind for ever. I don't know how much time I'll be able to handle the mindfuckery for so long. Why don't you guys can't talk like Eckhart Tolle? That the path seems hunky dory? LoL

Does an awakening answer the question why reality seems some way and not another? I get there´s only Being but is there a why?