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Just some weeks ago I decided I was going to stop taking caffeine as an habit and just reserve it for "special occasions". I have gone from 3 cups to 2 cups in the last 2 weeks and this week I'm doing only 1 cup until I can be able to go some days without caffeine. I was able to quit it totally for over 3 weeks a year ago and IT WAS CRAZY I didn't had normal levels of energy until the 3-4th week!!

Hehe ... Nailed it ??? In a sense you are right, but when you say Real life you are meaning your understanding of life, which as probably you already suspect, maybe not be 100% what it really is. So in a sense, there is no other perspective, because real, actual life is not a perspective. But right now you are seeing from a perspective (beliefs)

Try kratom, i heard it helps with ocd

You are missing something crucial. And that is that your idea of persistance is grounded in 'Real life'. See? You already think you are in 'Reality'. That´s why it doesn´t make sense when comparing it with dreams. Notice that you have only one Perspective to compare everything: 'Real life'. Again, since you´re already sure you are in 'Real life', so any comparison is going to fall into the trap you´re falling now.

You should take it seriously in the way of not falling into self-deception and ignorance. The only thing you have to be "concerned" about really is ignorance and delusion. That´s how an ego is built and alive, see afterwards the disaster it can cause. From taht point life is meaningless and you are not alive. You step back and let the present moment / God be. Enjoying the view from the backside. (There´s no front side anyways so...better be honest about yourself )

It´s simple, the cost of enlightment is your whole life as an "I". Are you willing to surrender your life (your story as an "I") for the present moment?

You are not alive

This post in inspiring. I'm happy for you man! Hope to pay a visit to God soon ?

Didn't know if to post this in self-actualization or here. This seems an amazing insight, related with the fact that thoughts always appear NOW, yet their nature makes them truly deceiving to make you think they sort of "move along with you". Basically what I've become consciouss is that I fear the thought, not the story or situation that the thought tells is to be feared. For example if when an scenario I might deeply fear, there are no thoughts about it, then the scenario wouldn't have meaning, therefore it wouldn't be even bad. Pretty basic. Yet quite a slavery to live not conscious of this I feel integrating this insight fully could alliviate lots of suffering and enter a new level of mindfulness. Any idea to "self-actualize" this insight? I am supposed to make myself consciouss of this each time I have a thought that doesn't feel good ?

That´s a hell of a good first message.

@Nahm Here's a piece of infinite humour; The true origin of this post is because I went out walking a couple of hours ago, I was just sipping water from my bottle when suddenly 2 girls riding a bicycle on my right appeared. In a matter of milliseconds my sight went STRAIGHT to his boobs. Head went along with the sight, too. They were so authentic too they laughed instantly. Some minutes later I wrote this post. And then some minutes later more I realized maybe "I" am not in this body because that's has also been a thought. I'm ready to start laughing, too.

Before Coronavirus I was determined to start doing pick up in a serious manner so I can get in the world of dating, relationships, sex. However so much confinement got me thinking. I think I am too lazy for pick up and honestly right now I am just interested in how the fuck sex feels like!! I think there's a specific energy related with sex in the universe, and I am receiving messages of my body lately that I need to release/experiment this energy, I feel it's something I need to do. But I don't have any idea if sex with a prostitute will feel robotic and very mechanic. I don't know, will I have the "complete experience" as if I had sex normally? My biggest concern is if I will be able to experiment and release this energy, or it will be a waste of money and it will feel like watching porn (0 intimacy and very mechanic)?

The funny thing is, I´m not talking about the overdose either

He´s right thought.

@DIDego Not sure what you mean by that. @Anna1 What would be feel better? Telling her that my past sexual life has been jerking off to a screen and my imagination? I don´t see how that would me feel "better". Although of course by now any kind of shame or guilt regarding to sexual stuff I pretty much healed and trascended. So it´s not that I´m going to judge me anyways. @Wisebaxter Nice, good to know your perspective. Wow that´s real talk!

Isn´t that what we all do? Lol

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Well he changed his opinion I follow his channel and he actually used LSD recently and it seems it was very healing for him

This is a very powerful concentration technique: 1. Sit with your legs crossed. 2. Extend your arms in front of you and make with your fingers the figure of a gun 3. Now during the whole exercise, you maintain this posture while YOU FOCUS your sight totally in the space between the sides of the fingers that are making that "gun" form like appearance. 4. The exercise is: inhale 5 seconds, exhale 5 seconds, and then hold withouth exhalation for 15 seconds. 4. Repeat that for a minimum of 3 minutes to maximum of 21 minutes. THIS TECHNIQUE IS AMAZING.

Yeap but for that one I would have to be with a girl that I have an emotional/spiritual connection right. Who knows when it's gonna happen meanwhile I want to have sex like mad lmao

@Elton Of course lol @assx95 I think too but I don't know when that's gonna happen because I just get motivated to move my ass only for very hot girls and those ones I would have to work a lot to be able to have sex with them and I just want to see how fucking feels like tbh

Nice! I too became consciouss for the first time in a psychedelic of the of the fear I have inside the body. From there I was able to start adressing it and healing Love it when I see such a good "use" of psychedelics

OMG love it. Haha. For the OP, I suggest you that you have TOTAL honesty with yourself. There's a big probability that your porn addiction is "just* a representation of something that needs to be healed/work through in your life. Don't give too much attention to porn, relapse..etc...this is not heroin addiction. You consume porn when your don't have anything better to do in life. Start fixing your life Porn is really just "a pointer". Is not the "thing to fix". Is more a thing that will go away when your life is correctly aligned. Also, there are some specific types of porn addiction which are directly related to shame/frustration, I think doesn't need to be said that if this the one you have it's Obviously clear what you need to heal.

Infinite, nothing, reality...all words.

Why you have to choose? Is as simple as becoming more conscious and the mind will start behaving differently. Is not that you start spirituality and you have to restrain yourself from having fun or making money. Is just that maybe you stop being so much interested in that stuff. In the same way, If after a long meditation retreat, you still want to go "after girls", then what´s the problem? Maybe it´s what the body exactly needs at that moment. Really I can´t understand you guys when you talk like you have to choose between spirituality vs material stuff. Idk for me it seems much simpler than that.