Javfly33

I live a in flat that has a LOT of luminosity if you pull up the blinds of the windows. My roommate loves to have the blinds up because he loves so much light in the home, but I actually find it stressing . Particularly in the mornings and until 19:00-20:00PM, I like to be at home with blinds down, and low brightness. I feel that when there's so much brightness coming from outside it stresses my limbic system and doesn't let me relax and disconnect of the outside world. Idk, it feels the body truly needs a time when it can disconnect of the outside world, and in my opinion that is when you are at home. At night I don't mind to have the windows open btw, since there's no brightness at that time also lol I wanted to ask this to see if this is a real thing or it is just an OCD I have about lightness (or it's just my retina is very sensitive to light)

@Aaron p You should try to alternate between meditation or Kriya Yoga with some Kundalini Yoga. In Kundalini Yoga there are plenty of kriyas which move the body enough, and trust me I have tried this kriyas myself and they can be as powerful as Pranayamas. At this point meditation for me is far from being as powerful as some kriyas of Kundalini Yoga. (Pranayamas too, but for that you have Kriya Yoga I guess). But of course you can't be doing yoga for 6 hours because it's inviable for the body so meditation is still important

LOL

You lately always just say "just take a Psychedelic" like everybody is ready to get his paradigm shattered in a couple of hours LOL

THAT is You. That´s why it matters.

Yes, it is this that will get you through when all the mind logic responses will be "dude, stop doing this, where are you going? Can´t you see this is dangerous...etc?". This "inner passion" for something intrinsically real, that it has to be fundamentally right, good, perfect, I think is what we have to hold on to when possible fear arises.

Ok, let´s get things clear. I´m not saying that when you look at what you call "a tree" there isn´t some particular colours or some particular shape there, I´m saying that´s all there is. But here´s what you are doing You are looking at some particular colours or some particular shape, and at the same time, you are adding a little bit more. Particularly a thought is arising, this thought says "THAT is a tree". Here´s what is fundamentally wrong about that. When the thought says "THAT" pointing to the tree, its not pointing to the tree. Notice how a thought can´t point to anything. A thought stays where it is. It´s you that are "joining" the thought, and the perception. Eliminate this "joining" and you will realize that you are One. The tree is where it is, and your thought is where it is, notice that. Notice that!! There is space. And at the same time there´s any space. The thing is, you are hallucinating also a space, or better said, "a distance". A thought saying "that is something" is fundamentally wrong, because "that" is relative to a certain position where the thought is. And ..have you ever localized where thoughts are? And please don´t say "a mind". Because that is another thought. Look at a tree, and verify that actually you don´t even know if thoughts are being think BY YOU or BY THE TREE. Of course for this radical openmindness is required.

Animals, trees and stones can´t be enlightened An animal, tree or stone, is a label you have put on to reality. But you have no prove that something as an animal, tree or stone actually exists. It´s all your fucking imagination. Reality is One. There is no "others".

Do you agree that A hand can know itself? And that A phone-screen watches itself?

As Leo said, Knowing = Being. Is not that God wants to explore, is that the explority (the infinity being infinite) is something fundamental about it. Can the collecion ever end? If its infinite?

@Leo Gura I see. I can see I´m still playing games because I´m scared of the potential of what it would mean to be One.

Lol what? But how then one can diferenciate between delusion (looking for sincronicities in everything) and true "communication" between you and God? I'll give an example, last month I've been doing yoga intensely and hitting some interesting high consciousness levels. Last time I had an Awakening of non-dual awareness for few days I turn on the TV and a song popped up, it felt like it was God communicating with me (because the lyrics meant a lot) I sat there crying like been hugged by God. 4 weeks next I finish a yoga session which was quite impressive, got me almost crying in awe about reality. Then I turn on TV and the SAME song pops up, again with the same message ("don't give up" of Sia) while I sat there again crying in awe. But I atributte it this still 50% delusions of the mind 50% true sincronicity. How can you know which is?

I start talking to people and feel like since I haven't ever experienced and verified that they are real, I feel very far away of empathizing. If my self, which is the most evident thing, maybe is not even real, I almost laugh at the thought of giving faith that other people are having their own experiences. Spirituality is supposed to be true skepticism. So Unless an Awakening let's me see through other people's eyes, Unless it lets me, directly verify, * that I am or had experienced other lives, then I am afraid I'll never be able to truly *buy the guess that other people actually exist. I hope this really gets better. Edit: Ok I think I feel better now @Inliytened1 explained it to me pretty well I think it does make sense the possibility. I'll keep going in the path having an openmind but withouth jumping into conclusions.

That's a very good observation. I'll contemplate more on it until it hits me again clearly.

I had this insight in meditation a couple of times already, but I only had grasped that the NOW always has been NOW. BUT Not so clearly to realize that actually NO TIME has passed.

I asked because I just got a millisecond of realization that time has been an illusion. Not intellectually, but a realization...I knew I had to create this post. Thanks man!!

@Inliytened1 Could it be possible that time does not exist? @Javfly33 life has always been experienced NOW.. So God can allow himself to actually dream a life of apparent years, but actually no time has passed .

I know, it's a projection.. I'm very good at that ??

Thank youuu, at least that gives me a clearer map. Ok, so this is a particular projection of God's mind, that makes sense. Idk why people would just look other way when I asked this . Lol Because Reality seems exactly like a dream. In a dream there can be dreams but the other is just being dreamed

That sounds insane, man. And that is love? At this point I am going to keep going but literally because of intuition (my 'heart') My rational mind says this is getting dangerous.

If anyone come up with a trick to avoid dry mouth, it would be great. It's impossible for me to do even +30minutes because the mouth gets way too dry.

It depends on your previous spiritual background. Now if i do 100ug, I'll getting closer trascendence territory. However some years ago, 100ug was basically fun and a little instropection if I'm lucky. Trips get more intense the more you grow. At to the point that you have to start even dosing less than in the past.

Exactly. An individual can't grasp it. Only reality itself could ever know...right? What if you are reality actually? If that would be true, there would be actually a possibility of knowing...

I reduced first to only smoking at nights. That way you can stop smoking during the day and not feel so much anxiety you just know you will smoke at nights. Do this for a couple of weeks and you will no longer miss smoking during mornings and afternoons. Then it comes the most difficult part. Actually substituting that smoke of the night for other thing.

You can go deeper. You can know what is this unknowable thing and why you created it.