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I'm certainly amazed by how powerful culture dogmas are. This is an advanced pretty much outer-culture radical forum and yet a lot of people here haven't broken still with the "anti-drug" dogma. They are using all kind of narratives as entities or aliens when they are not conscious they are just projecting their culture anti-drug dogma and finding evidence where they can. More of a confirmation bias than anything else im seeing here . I hope this is not seeing as a attack, lol. Im just saying, the apple you probably ate today was "man made" transgenic modified and I don't see you going to a psychic to remove the dark entities of today.

In the state where I am in my life right now, should I go full throttle with what my intuition tells me, or should I re-consider and try to find a balance with other areas of my life more "basic" which i have left behind lately?

@Nahm There´s nothing as going this last days thinking "I got it figure it out", thinking "now I know what is real", until I read any Nahm´s paragraph and I realize whatever I think it was happening the last 3-7-21-x days ago, was all a story again Brilliant. PD: I´m sure I will get it soon (and this is another thought, trying to make something out of nothing)

Im almost sure that if any of these teachers which are so clearly against psychedelics would trip some day, they would instantly re-evaluate their own LOC, too after the trip .

Man I can't wait to that into that Love aspect of the Absolute ?Im so hyped ?

Follow your heart, there's no right or wrong answer, just what really resonates within.

@Leo Gura I just read about that in an online document. It says that the mahasamadhi is not the liberation in life (Moshka) but rather the unlimited liberation, for ever. Does you research confirm this too? Seems too crazy. Samadhi it supposed to show there's no duality. When you "come back" you are just imagining yourself again to be a human. But this mahasamadhi seems to say you can end the imagination for ever. Wtf?

I am that what is aware of awareness.

This is exactly why I'm not happy. Happiness is a why of knowing that my heart longs for profundity, love, and understanding of the world on a deep level. Sure, I can be happy flipping burguers in McDonald's, but something inside me would always burn for trascendence, emptathy, build something. You'll never understand if you just care about your pleasure. Inside there's the heart which actually dictates the higher purposes in each life. It's just not mind. That's ok too, I'm not staying in better than you. I'm just staying some people are born for exploring and trascending and go to higher and higher levels of energy in this reality. To be honest what else to do?

Damn I didn´t know about this! Thanks

@blankisomeone That itself is a hint. 'Here' and 'There' are relative to what your sense of you is. Are you sure you are the one reading it? Does your direct experience tells you that? Or is more that there is awareness of a mind having thoughts to type, and a body to move the hands? Because here, there is also awareness of a body moving hands and a mind having thoughts. Basically, the difference between "There" and "Here" is only possible if you think you are really 'Here'. The fact is, you are 'Everywhere'.

@blankisomeone How do you know you are not the one typing this reply? You are literally me, but you are not consciouss of this. Because I definitely I'm there typing that message. I just wrote that message you typed. I AM still there. That's what it's meant by "others do not EXIST". Is that There are no other but me, so in Absolute sense, I'm just talking to myself right now.

That almost enlightens me. @zeroISinfinity So I am the container of objects?

I have realized there´s only BEING at the other side of any other persons POV. However I am seeing the ego is trying to see this realization as "God-mode-do-what-you-want" idea. Here´s my reasoning: Even if I torture someone, there´s actually NOBODY there suffering. Thoughts and sensations of pain will be arising in his consciousness, but they won´t be able to touch this consciousness. Being is untouchable. Not only that but I don´t have to feel any remorse because I´d be just torturing myself! I imagine this devil reasoning is because I´m still in low stages of realization. Haven´t gone deep enough yet. Does a total awakening goes so deep that you start to care truly for other human beings POV because you are absolutely consciouss you are hurting (or loving yourself) when you do "stuff" to other people?

@VeganAwake It's effortless and completely unpersonal. It's THIS ?

@Leo Gura Right, the ego is maybe trying to make another story? But it seems so definitive. I have realized here there´s only being, not an identity. So in other persons POV must only be also being, not an identity. Should I be skeptic of this "inference" into what it´s inside in other persons POV?

@LfcCharlie4 Is it difficult to awaken to love? Never tapped into that feature of consciousness, since I started the spiritual journey I only see things as absolutely neutral and empty always

@Leo Gura Yeah I totally agree with that, but I just I´m a little confused since they say sub-breakthrough dose can be more uncomfortable than actually breaking through. I think I will try the first trips vaping it to get acclimated to the experience and when I feel I know what it´s about I´ll plug it looking for a more total dose. You think that could be a good plan?

@Leo Gura What stage would you categorize that one of Becoming aware that BEING is what you are and there isn´t an identity? That you are just basically talking to yourself whenever you talk to another human. Also that when for example you are using a remote controller you are literally interacting with yourself. But I haven´t had direct experience that consciousness is imagination thought (I am getting that with my pure intellectualization, since Being is all there is, I guess Being invented all of this, because there´s no other one here LOL) What I should I prepare myself if I do 5-MeO in the next month? Could be possible with just the first try that I can become consciouss of world is my imagination? (Not theorizing because it make sense, but actually become consciouss of it withouth any doubt whatsover)

Yes, it´s just BEING. But what is this BEING?

I think it's about discovering new things about yourself, as conscioussness. Sure, you can be conscious that you are conscious (aka, waking up to you being consciousness itself and not a person) BUT that doesn't say everything about THIS present moment. Where are you doing here? Who created all of this? Why?...etc

@Serotoninluv I will definetely try to remember that attitude in my future psychedelic trips bro That was inspiring :holdinghands

You are taking for granted physical reality and the mind. This is a belief, too. In esence, all you have is the present moment. Within this present moment, chemicals, neurotrasnmitters, brains, hallucinations, chairs, pencils, hands, cars...etc happen. You can expect that for example the graphite of a pencil is the responsible for the pencil being able to make a drawing, but that doesn´t mean that the graphite is physical, or better said it, that doesnt mean that the graphite occurs outside consciousness. Everything happens inside consciousness! Because consciousness is existence itself. Existence is not an outside phenomenon. You are thinking reality or existence exists outside you. This is false, you are literally existence. The physical world do not exist. Now this guys say this consciousness has been imagined by no other than YOU. That I can´t speak of because I haven´t became consciouss of this, thought.

bruh That´s a Rupert´s quote I would advice against trusting everything of what of a Guru says or gives the impression (sometimes it´s not their fault) to communicate. I actually love Rupert Spira´s teaching but I have no direct experience of actually how it is his experience of life. Unless you are a in a buddha state all day long I don´t see how you are going to be in a hapiness state all day long. If really hapiness or bliss is your truly biggest motivation in life, the move is easy. Surrender all desires and go to an ashram to meditate all day long. You probably won´t realize total truth or awakening as leo says, but I´m sure you´ll be in an almost 24/7 peace state all day long. It just that you will have to surrender probably absolutely everything. And I doubt your ego wants to do that. I used to think like you, that hapiness and being in peace was my first priority in life, but then I realized if that would be true i would have surrendered everything by now and have gone to a meditation cave. In the inside there´s more drive in me that hapiness or bliss. Sometimes I think if we are alive is to experience live fully and be explorers, as you have said, cats are "happy" or "fullfilled", but they are not really experiencing the 1% of complexity of the human mind do. If you, as God, is experiencing life right now as human, why not open yourself to experience the whole range of the thing? The happiness, the sadness, the discovery, to explore, to create. But hey, I don´t judge you, ever lasting bliss sure looks delicious, is just doesn´t seem very realistic as a human form. But as I said you can always go to live on a cave.

@Derek White Chemicals and neurotransmitters are consciousness too, they are just another "feature" of consciousness. It seems that a state of consciousness is a particular level or intensity of being aware, and it looks if we act on neurotransmitters this intensity changes.