Javfly33

What the fuck...please tell me this is not true Can´t handle the astronomical mindfuck . It would kill me for good.

Try using Tails.

I´m just finding one truth = 19. But yeah sure i´m overlooking something. This games usually are not supposed to be easy

Doing Self-Inquiry. But I did combined it with psychs sometimes which were definitely a catalyzer.

@Inliytened1 Thanks for your work in the forum! The passion put out in your posts sometimes truly touches my heart and inspires and motivates me in my path.

Been tired of suffering and having an attitude of "I'll take ANYTHING as long as the path is towards peace" is a common mindset, and I would say even a necessary one at certain point of the path, since you will encounter true insanity. You fear that reality might be very radical from you have believed because the mind that is built in current culture is absolutely deluded from what actually reality is. So...yeah the mindfuck is inevitable. But you are going towards peace, not towards "reality must be like a thing it is", right? Remember that . Well, peace is a relative concept, better to say is, you are going towards Truth, because you know deep in your heart you know truth is inherently good. Trust you intuition. For me, even if the strongest moments of suffering in my life, there was a very deep, intuitive feeling that suffering didn't "felt right*, like...this can't be true. I must be missing something. This is the heart/intuition which drives us here. So let go of any notions of how reality must be, and put your inner peace and truth in the first position, always. Careful with 5-MeO thought. Start slowly. You don't want to freak your ego too much.

LOL, I also have been hunted by Leo's recent teaching that your present moment is the only thing that exists....BUT be careful to do projections of this complex things. Careful because your mind will interpret those words in a certain way. I'll give you an example, before my Awakening of Oneness, I thought when they say "other people do not exist, or...other POVs do not EXIST" was straightly solipsism..but I was interpreting from my limited perspective. After Awakening that was recontextualized, and yes, there are no other people. They never were. There is JUST YOU, experiencing everything that exists. However, careful again. Your mind might intepret this. Just don't interpret ANYTHING before having A direct experience. Take all of this insights as a way to expand your horizons, your mind, the possibilities of what it might be possible. But don't believe them, don't take them to be true. Because this insights, once they reach your mind, then there are probably not what the guy who said them mean. The map is not the territory!

Mind is itself spirit. You can only grasp spirit by becoming IT. Trying to grab the whole with a part, it´s impossible. Because the part is a part of the whole!

Ime Until you have a glimpse that you might be "the unconditional" , is comprensible to go ahead into meditation for the ego/mind beneficial purposes, and i think that´s totally allright. Most people start from a place of egoism , not of truth seeking. When glimpses of truth start to appear, then the drive/motivation to do meditation can start going from somewhere else, but I think its totally common and normal to not approach meditation in a truth-seeking mode, basically because people already assume that they know 100% what reality is and who they are.

What is the meaning of "consciously creating"? Please define it. Does that imply a "why"? Like, are you saying you can become consciouss of the why of the creation? From mount everest to the ant on my front yard? For example, why consciousness has created an apparent 3D reality for humans and not a 6D reality.

Yeah although don´t be discouraged, even as an habit it will be better than scrolling through instagram feed lol

It's great, but for me only words if it comes naturally. Like, I'm having a realization or a very conscious day and I just sit down because I want to inspect the silence, the expansion is too much to be concerned with stimuli. If I do it like an habit, it easily turns into "just sitting here waiting for something to happen".

I agree with most Osho teaching's, including this one's. Ime understanding enlightenment as a moral endeavor is making it a dogma or religion, you definitely don't need to comply with culture moral rules to go for enlightenment, although since the path includes seeing your selfishness as what it really is (an attitude motivated by a deception), it's true that in the process you tend to align with values less selfish and more "including" and universal. Thus probably making your actions towards people or views towards the world more loving and less hateful

I want to hear some opinions on this matter. Over the last 2 years Overall my view on feminism has changed from being quite opposed to the movement to overall support it. However I still find myself some times feeling "injustice" or "threatened" to certain stuff. I want to know if this could still be part of my bias but I sometimes I just think some things are really not fair. I´ll give an example. I just saw an ad asking me to firm a digital petition to the government of my country. (similar to Change.org). There were a lot of "bullet-points" about feminism that the ad was advertising to firm and let know to the government. But there was one that got my interest. That one was simply "end the violence towards women" Why as a man I should feel fair that i am regularly asked to sign petitions like "end the violence towards women" which in other words is just "put effort and resources/money to investigate why and how women are more victims in x situations and how we can remedy that" (which of course i dont think its a bad thing!) but i never get asked to sign "end the violence towards men". I really don´t get it how that is fair. For example as a man I have more probabililty of being murdered or receive any kind of violence (except rape), surely a lot of money and investigation could look into why this happens and how reduce this statistics too. There´s also other scenarios where man are specially the victims apart from the usual violence : homelessness, jails, Labor Risks, Suicide. Why is fair there is almost no money and interest research in how to reduce this statistics and what man can be getting unfair to end in jails or get suicided more than women? From mainstream media In this case is indeed fair to attribute it to genetics and biology. To women problem is always because society. Of course with that dialectis is rational to try to fix everything unfair about women position in society, and ridiculous to fix it with men. And please don´t reply the Leo stuff "you are the one who is biased because blabla your survival because it turns out your a male". Yes but the same goes for women they also looking for their survival. Everybody is looking for their comfortabilty and survival. From that perspective women are also wrong for trying to fight for better salaries or positions because they are just looking "for their survival". That argument in this case i can´t see how it would make sense.

@LfcCharlie4 Thanks man, you seem you have pretty solid understanding. Yes I´m in 99% intellectually a 1% direct awareness @Meta-Man Thanks that is useful to know. I think I am in 3 after having some glimpses. I probably need a lot more to embrace and surrender to the Truth

How much time does it take from the realization, to the dropping of the resistance? Or it is just a matter of awakening fully? And "you are done"? That´s why I think I still have to seek, that´s why I know i havent´awoken really. Sure, I´ve realized there´s no me. I am a thought. In fact "my mind" is also a thought lol, my mind is an appearence within "THIS". So basically the chair in front of me is as much as my mind as the brain I think it´s mine. However intellectually this might seem cool the mind keeps still pretty much the same habits (although a lot of things are changing too), and it´s clear to me that certain thoughts re-appear daily to maintain an identity which I consider myself @Javfly33 Although I know @Javfly33 is empty, there is still an identity. Part of that identity is resisting THIS of course. I can´t believe you guys are saying you are in a non-resistance mode 24/7.

Thanks!! That's very good motivation! (A good motivation... to me to keep seeking even more intensely...) Lol

When the One realizes it has always been One. Then understanding is not need it. It´s a realization. Realization is direct. Because "IT realizes ITself". There´s no "intermediary" such a mind interpreting things!

That seems like a bet. Just work on being conciouss in THIS LIFE buddy. Why waste time?

Why krishnamurti always seem like he was angry? Is like every time I watch him, is like I am being lectured and treated like i am stupid for asking him questions.

Hahaha. To whom you refer to when you say "others are having a blissful party up there in the heavens"?

@Leo Gura Recently I´ve wondered how the placebo effect relates with the fact of reality being imaginary. Like, everything can be a placebo, but only if reality imagines x object as such. For example, if I am correct as you have said, Chakras are imagined as a way to elevate an energy that induces an awakening. But instead of Chakras they could have been any other thing, really. So really is not the person´s belief that actually makes the placebo, but literally reality itself. Here´s what I am really curious about: (again, Let´s take the example of Chakras) If there´s nobody there to belief in the placebo, (let´s say that everybody that is doing yoga suddenly turns into an extreme rationalist skeptic) would the "placebo" still be real? Would reality still "imagine" the placebo and if the last openminded person comes and focus on Chakras, they would still be a way to elevate the energy and awaken? Because if that would work, then tomorrow I can start believing 100% that to awaken I must recite a weird mantra I invented for myself, and then i will awaken. But how then that is different from me imagining that i will have 1 million dollars in my front yard waiting for me tomorrow? (because we know this last thing wouldn´t work)

OMG! You are the goat!! @Nahm Don´t know what I would do withouth ya!! ??????

Reality was never real. That´s why "minds" can actually handle the mindfuck of what awakening is, isn´t it?

Yeah, sure. But how can you explain that you are experiecing @LastThursday story of live and not mine? You could infere also that there is also YOU here (as consciousness) experiencing @Javfly33 story of live, but lets be honest, you actually do not know it. You have to take a bet. The same as I have to. Maybe you do not exist as a different POV. Maybe only the things that I see are the only thing that exist.