Javfly33

No, I just like to think sometimes if that happens to me if I would be able to remain conscious of my true nature. Makes me think for me my true nature is still a belief, not an actuality. But thanks ?

Can you be aware of being aware when thoughts of fear arise when you are jobless in the top of a mountain with no savings left in your account?

Let´s you don´t have savings and lose your job, you can´t find another job and end up homeless in the street. Hating the life on the city, kind of tired of the struggle until now in your life surviving, you say "fuck it I can´t do this anymore" and you go to the outskirts of the city to try to get in maybe some abandoned house. After a few days with no luck you go even go far away and you end up in nature, suddenly you find yourself with no food, little energy, maybe some water that runs from a river, you sit up exhausted at the top of a mountain. You are in shock. And a thought of fear creeps in that says... "This is dangerous, what do I do!, this is the worst situation possible! I don´t have anything, I can´t die this young! What this would mean for my family if they find me dead?" In that moment, do you know who you are? If you are fully enlightened in that moment you will be sitting peacefully letting go of those thoughts of fear, if you are not you will start panicking, will run down the mountain, and go back to the city to struggle to survive.

I get what you´re saying. My intention is not to argue with the Truth of Oneness, but rather contemplating how this truth is really present in each moment in our lives. I know right now I am not conscious that I am ONE, that Everything is my body. Therefore, if this body finds itself homeless, probably I will buy into thoughts of fear and anxiety. If I would be conciouss that I am really ONE, then those thoughts wouln´t make any sense. By this point I am pretty sure Leo it´s right on with saying that Enlightenement is a state. You can´t get work your way up here with beliefs or memories. Doesn´t matter how many awakenings you have, if right now you feel any kind of attachment or fear, it´s because deep down you are not that sure your body is reality. Deep down there´s still doubts. (Not talking about you btw, I don´t know how much consciouss you are. Although you haven´t answered my question

Interesting. So you literally see a bubble of energy when that shit happens? Omg hah

It depends. Some people to relax will spend time in a forum, others watching a movie, others watching TV Shows, others taking a walk... There´s no problem in instead of doing this things, you choose to play Cyberpunk. The problem would arise if you would play Cyberpunk ON TOP of everything else you already doing of fun and entertainment. It depends if you are going to burn those 500 hours in a 18, 12, 6, or 3 months. I wouldnt see crazy to spend 500 hours on entertainment in a whole year.

@Chumbimba Just choose love over fear. Just choose feeling over thought. That gets solved choosing feeling over thought. Feeling can´t lie. At the other hand thought (over thinking) is most of the time self-deception itself. ---- Try to be consciouss in your daily life what are the dynamics of attention between this two. (Love vs Fear / Feeling vs Thought) Are you listening to your feelings 10% and 90% to your thoughts? Maybe you can start giving your feelings 30% and thoughts 70%. Try giving 20% less priority to the monkey mind/opinion, and that 20% more to the inner feeling about how a situation feels to you, independently of thought.

I see. I agree im my experiece that clearing blockages of energy releases trauma. And this can lead to Spiritual awakening since much of our identity is grounded in deep beliefs about ourselves that usually they are negative (but even if they are positive, if they are beliefs, they are false, since our identity is not defined). So doing Kundalini Yoga I have experienced much improment and remembering who I am by the use of healing and releasing trauma, but... it would be for me a leap of faith to call it "kundalini awakening". Maybe I haven´t had it. I would say that doing certain yoguic practices raises your state of consciousness in certain ways which lets you "move energy" through the body, accesing memories, healing beliefs...etc. Do you refer to that when you talk about "energetic potential"?

What exactly is Kundalini Awakening ? Seems like something everybody repeats none actually know If I have a sudden mass of energy doing yoga I'll call it "that was Kundalini". Is that how it works?

@Oliver Saavedra What would you advice in order to realize that "emotionally" as you said?

Sure, I can have fun. But I´m saying that since I still think I am this body, I am enslaved to the chains of survival. If i knew 100% sure that I am not in the body, then I absolutely wouldn´t care at all about my survival. Would I continue to live? Probably, but it wouldn´t make for myself no difference if I have a nice job and a comfortable life or if I live under a bridge the rest of my life. Are you sure that if you lost your job and go live under a bridge you would still have that attitude? Would you maintain the attitude of "have fun, love!" if you end up homeless in a cold weather? If not, why? Since you are absolutely sure none of this is real and you are inmortal, you should still be having fun.

@WaveInTheOcean Right but... I just feel one can´t be having fun and love all the time. So if reality is really a dream and a game, and you can´t die (more than the illusion of the "i") then what is the point of survival? In my opinion, is because most of the people are not really sure if death is real or not.

@VeganAwake You right but that recognition of the self not being real...that ain´t easy for the self. Sometimes I feel it´s going burn the house inside itself before surrendering.

I know right? Loved that movie. There's an intuition that my life will end up that way and I'm trying to prepare for the surrender

Check out my last topic. Let´s see if you are really enlightened.

Or maybe it was precisely those trips which made possible his Awakening

Lol Ok that's easy then. I'll probably try it then!! Thanks.

@Dand Good question. For the sake of the example, let´s say the person it´s in a stage in his life where they were "done". They were fine living life but they are not so attached to the material world, so if something radical happens they will seriously reconsider if keep struggling would be worth it. They sadghuru sit for 15 days near a tree, right? First surrender and then we´ll see if it turns out life continue. Maybe a sandwich falls off from the sky

Thought about taking tomorrow + Saturday + Sunday a retreat at home. Doing meditation+yoga+ fasting with a microdose of acid each day so it can provide me with enough energy to do enough hours of the practices. Is not reckless to do LSD 3 days in a row, right? My intention is to up the dose a bit each day to still have the effects, without trying to get high or have any kind of visuals Would 10ug + 15ug + 20ug work?

I´m surprised to heart that. Most people feel sorry for having been too much cautious and with fear. Not the opposite. You sure your problem has been fearlessness?

@Username How did you do it? You just diluded a drop in vinegar or ...¿

You'll need another acid trip to inquiry what happen in that one ?? I had one similar to yours, where I spent all the trip with fear in a kind of fetal position. My conscioussness was so low that I even didn't understand what happened or why the trip was that way. (Part of the problem sometimes is the dose, which sometimes is enough to fuck you up, but not enough to be conscious enough to know what or why that is happening). This gets solved with time, as you get more consciouss, trips that in the past you wouldn't understand or grasp what is happening, you will start to understand.

Are you sure? Go to the mountains 21 days with no food just water. That would be a good start of surrender towards something real and not just mambo jambo.

There´s no "I", you are totally right. There is just ONE. This One can be conscious what it is, or not. To the state of the ONE being conciouss, we call that being enlightened. Enlightement is a state of being

@Someone here Careful, you are falling into a classic Neo- Advaita trap