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Yeah yeah a lot of coherent explanations let's see if all it's still hunky dory if one day your kid gets raped.

@Nahm you right. For a second I thought I owned Bliss. So arrogant since I don't even exist Lol @James123 True. Only when I stepped out of myself I realize Bliss has always been the case .

But Bliss can be conscious what it is or not. If not bliss could think is an object and imagine a shit ton of stories. This does Seem as an important difference.

That's such a good insight.

I have healed a lot the past several months and in consecuence I no longer felt excited for this fetishes. At this point is obivous that it was a confidence/self-esteem issue. BUT it seems my brain basically has the same wiring still sometimes (although this might be a excuse because brains are imaginary) so once in a while I still feel the "urge". So I spent 50 quid in the last weeks in a matter of minutes. Probably not much for most people but for me is a lot. It´s the most stupid drug I´ve ever tried. Basically I feel a 2 minute crack-euphoria like when I am sending a girl some money, and then I masturbate. After I masturbate I COMPLETELY get back my frontal cortex and I realize, "well, I just threw away [x] money for absolutely nothing". I probably have to try some psychedelic to reset my brain chemistry, right?. Shadow work has helped but still I feel like a meth-head that can´t control my impulses sometimes.

@Nahm But it's because my imagination is the only mind here. How good is it that you imagined all of this as I imagined all of you. Kind of crazy to know that 'we' have the Same imagination.

@student still very useful post btw. Just wanted to say I was referring to other kind of bliss.

@Nahm Couldn't done it without you ?? @DevOcean ??It's amazing ? happy for you man.

YES!! I was just going to open a topic about this. Recently I've gotten into scary moments while talking where I almost lost the sense of where I am LOL. I used to be a very shy introverted person and since my Awakening my conversations are being like being a whole different person. The "I" who liked to be in control of the conversations fades away and when it does it completely I feel like I'm nowhere. Don't know if I am in my body or in the body I am talking to. Talking with self-love and confidence, a great "non-duality practice".

@student No, you haven't understood the bliss I'm talking about. It's an euphoric bliss. It's a rush. It came out of a state of consciousness where I realized only the Present was real/existed.

No, it's just that "sober reality" gets imagined again after you end the trip. But Leo's head was actually cut in half. It's just that conscioussness imagined again a Leo with a head again. I expect that in very high levels of consciousness one can annihilate the universe for good. I guess this is what he calls merge with infinite love

@VeganAwake That's a nice analogy for the ego ??

@Leo Gura Why is valid in your opinion to want to end one's life for chronic disease, and not because of depression? Can't see the difference. Not that I agree with the terms "valid" anyway btw. Everything is "valid" to be.

@Someone here I wouldn't say that. There's plenty of people that suffering has been a catalyzer for enlightenment . I had an Awakening after a deep suffering situation which forced me to focus on my breath. Eckhart Tolle reached enlightenment in almost suicidal moment of his life.

@nowimhere If I'm going to add coconut milk it goes after the vinegar right? Btw If I add coconut milk I don't have to add water right?

@Shiva99 @EnlightenmentBlog I know yet it feels the compulsion runs deep from things I haven't healed yet. @Shiva99 Maybe 2-3times a week. Too much I know but I use it as an anxiety relief is kind of a bad habit

@dimitri Oh man Neil Young too much ❣️

Cool, I'll inform myself but the info in the internet seems quite diverse and somewhat contradictory. Feels like listening to the body is the best guide. Because so far I'm feeling even better since I eat zero meat and way less eggs . Thanks for the sources mate @LfcCharlie4 I'll look into it . Gotta try the celery juice hack too btw !!

I think he's into something real

@student Sure, but knowing if Eckhart Tolle is in this state most of the time gives me an idea of what is possible, as I said. You seem you know about this stuff. Are you in this "full intensity" most of the time?

Don't worry 99% population don't know who he is at that age . What you're doing in your life is good to know it but that time because USUALLY life purposes/career passions take a hell lot of time and energy. But at whatever time you are in your life, that's where from you need to start. 26 is a still a young age for sure, are you kidding?

It's not the same. Notice that with suicide you are escaping from some place to go somewhere else. But enlightenment is being Here. Here's a guarantee for enlightenment: Let go of your survival. Then if the body wants to do this or that, it's his problem. The body probably will keep surviving. It's just that "You" will be gone.

Yeah ALD-52 has much more mellow effect that 1P imo. Such a pity I could only try one tiny dose of that one.

@WaveInTheOcean omg that is amazing dude! Are you conscious right now that we are One??? @SoonHei ?

@dimitri He does seem happy. Do you live conscious that only the Now exists? I can't believe it's so simple Lol it's only the thoughts that create the illusion of time ??