Javfly33

You guys have to stop being so honest. Can´t handle the truth. Wait I´m actually created this. So beatiful. Need to listen to myself. LOL @Jed Vassallo It´s funny that you said that. I created a topic a while ago asking exactly about that because I had the intuition that everyone else was already "done" and the left one for enlightment was me but the topic didn´t have much attention. Wtf I knew it. My intuition never fails

Well I hope you are right.

I don´t get it. Why if God became totally awoke why keep dreaming the same thing? When I go to sleep and dream, once the "secret" of the dream is unravelled, the dream instantly stops. Once the fiction is no longer believed, then the motivation of the dream is gone. Thus either starting another different dream or waking up from sleep. BUT in this "reality" presumably you can have an awakening of you being God, yet you come back to ego and God keeps dreaming the same stuff? What until you do 5-MeO again and so on? It doesn´t make much sense to me this mechanic. If really you woke up (God) why the heck not creating another interesting dream? Only makes sense if you think you are an ego, if then yeah I understand the dream must go on.

Damn! That's quite a nice observation. I'll save that for myself, I think it can be very insightful in a lot of discussions and points of views. Btw, Ime Psychedelics do cause visuals hahaha..and lots of them if you do enough dose, you might be a special case in this aspect ? interesting

At what "point" do you draw the line between ADHD and just "lack of concentration"?

I must confess I still have my doubts about all of this and I find interesting you are being so skeptical

I might be very weird, but I actually find very peaceful and alliviating the fact of that it will be "erased forever" as you say. But probably reading you you are going through a hard emotional time , hang in there buddy.

To enjoy life in the meantime. A movie also ends but that doesn't mean I'm not going to care what kind of movie is. I'll try to watch a good interesting one instead of a boring one.

Yes I mean I call reality that which "Is". You can't deny this Nothing is ISing, right? God/Reality IS. This is undeniable.

Reality It´s being created each second isn´t it.

Hang in there buddy

Hahahaha you killed me man so you're still a horny dog looking for that witch girlfriend after all

It's already happening, you are projecting a separate self that thinks "why the hell I can't project a hot witch gf and a Lamborghini?". What you want is already the case Lol

At this point is obvious there is an infinite number of Gods, imagining each of one them a reality. Why you guys don't talk about this? Is undeniable If not, the truth would be that that I am writing on a keyboard right now but talking with nobody. The screen itself is being imagined an someone named LeoGura being imagined as an user forum. This phone is not reaching out to Leo in USA between an internet server, no, that's just a backstory . I'm just imagining that so I can construct a story of other. No, no fucking way

Since God is infinite it can´t do any other thing that explore itself (because at the same time it is exploring itself it is being itself by doing that!). In other words: You are "born" (imagined by God) as an infinite possibility because is absolutely neccesary since God is infinite! In other words: You were "crucial" for God´s agenda. (I hope this doesn´t sound egoic). I had this insight because I was feeling as a failure looking at some stuff at my past today and then I stopped, took a step back and I actually saw that it my life has been actually ALL beatiful LOL. Each moment it´s been unique, it´s just been God exploring infinity.

What exactly is special about this Kriya? Like is it any different to the classical Fire Kriya? (I´m asking about the "Supreme" word added)

You are missing that you are watching that video in a lower stage of consciousness. The same would happen if someone sober would watch you tripping. He will think you are just doing bullshit. But clarily if you are in higher state of consciousness your reality will be much different than to the one which is in a lower stage.

What exactly is your understanding of "self-actualization"? A crisis can be "great" for self-actualization. For example if one would "escape" using several distractions to numb oneself from distress/confusion, maybe a step of self-actualization can be not doing those distractions for a day, and see how you feel (how "more bad" you feel). But anyways don´t feel guilty for dropping everything for a while if you have to grieve and allow yourself.

Good said. There´s no backseat, or front seat, there is only a seat.

Amazing trip report!!!

Just some weeks ago I decided I was going to stop taking caffeine as an habit and just reserve it for "special occasions". I have gone from 3 cups to 2 cups in the last 2 weeks and this week I'm doing only 1 cup until I can be able to go some days without caffeine. I was able to quit it totally for over 3 weeks a year ago and IT WAS CRAZY I didn't had normal levels of energy until the 3-4th week!!

Hehe ... Nailed it ??? In a sense you are right, but when you say Real life you are meaning your understanding of life, which as probably you already suspect, maybe not be 100% what it really is. So in a sense, there is no other perspective, because real, actual life is not a perspective. But right now you are seeing from a perspective (beliefs)

Try kratom, i heard it helps with ocd

You are missing something crucial. And that is that your idea of persistance is grounded in 'Real life'. See? You already think you are in 'Reality'. That´s why it doesn´t make sense when comparing it with dreams. Notice that you have only one Perspective to compare everything: 'Real life'. Again, since you´re already sure you are in 'Real life', so any comparison is going to fall into the trap you´re falling now.

You should take it seriously in the way of not falling into self-deception and ignorance. The only thing you have to be "concerned" about really is ignorance and delusion. That´s how an ego is built and alive, see afterwards the disaster it can cause. From taht point life is meaningless and you are not alive. You step back and let the present moment / God be. Enjoying the view from the backside. (There´s no front side anyways so...better be honest about yourself )