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@Someone here Sex is overrated depending on what kind of sex you have. I´ve had meaningless lifeless boring sex. Then yeah only cumming is the good part. But when you fuck the shit out of a 9-10 on 5 positions for 1 hour then you'll know what sex is. Have you done that? Have a 10 gagged on your dick? When your masculine center is at pure fire with another femenine also on fire then the process of sex is even greater than cumming.

Because there is a You and then there is God (a meaning). So that which is You, you are attributing a meaning and quality (God). I see more correct to say either there is only God and there is no you. Or that there is only You, and nothing else (not even God). Because God is a meaning, when people say you are ‘God’, clearly ‘God’ is a word that has some kind of meaning (and therefore a limitation). If it wouldn’t have meaning, you wouldn´t care saying "you are God" or saying ‘You are a vacuum cleaner’, right? But no, you say ‘You are God’. You pick a clear word. You say God and not a vacuum cleaner because God has a meaning in your mind that vacuum cleaner hasn´t. Notice how God is supposed to be unknowable and undefinable, but you are making it definable and limited, because when you use the word God, you don´t include vacuum cleaner as your identity.

@Girzo It depends, when you say 'You' where you are pointing towards? Your body? your mental concept of yourself? The wall? The microwave? But maybe is the only way it makes sense. The moment you say 'I am God' it implies there is a subject that is something. Why Shiva in huindism means 'That which is Not'? Because they have realized anything you try to describe is not It. Yet shiva or ultimate Brahman seems to be that which is not. The opposite of isness. Maybe true Enlightment hasn´t happened yet and we need to be humble about it

yeap. All this stories of medicine journey teachings are nothing more than high consciousness fantasies of a mind in an expanded state. Is not that they are not true but they are within the relative construction. You can construct that or you can construct a movie or a building. Is just construction. Absolute wise they have no reality and the pull of death and physical body is gone lets see if ahayuasca mother holds you in your heart. Ayahuasca or spirits are part of the dream, is not absolute and is not trascendence but entanglement. Spirituality is removing the fantasies until nothing is left but the empty space. Hallelujah, the mind and his obssession to construct is gone. @Emerald spirituality is precisely about trascending subjetive experiences and reaching absolute perception. yeah, that makes sense and matches my experience. Probably one can not choose both at the same time.

Thanks all for the replies, I have picked up a lot of useful information and a very clear insight for me has arrived: Since last summer i wasn´t able to go deep into the consciousness completely and let go of attachments, I´m going to get entangled in the creation fully and deeply for 10 years more or so. Since the intelligence or consciousness still thinks this 'game' is worth getting lost in, lets give it another round, so next spiritual time comes, probably there will be much more decision to completely trascend and not look back.

thanks bro, you understand what im going through 😂 @Forestluv Here´s a plot twist: What if my challenges with relating with women are very related with my disconnection to God/Truth/Oneness? Which is why the last 2 years i went pretty hard into spirituality, i suspected if i could erase more dualities on my mind, relationship with women would get easier. In the same way if i do a line of coke, mdma, an oxy, etc... i instantly 'trascend' the usual blockage i have with women...and why do i trascend it? Because via chemical help the usual dualities in my mind are desactivated. So my point when starting spiritual work was not only absolute enlighment for truth's sakes but also ripping off benefits such as trascending certain blocks of the ego...but clearly it hasn´t worked. Probably because enlighment hasn´t really happened neither. PD: Which is why im so opposed to that whole motto about "awakening is different to material pursues". Awakening is supposed to enhance your mind and make you trascend your limiting blockages. That´s what supposed to happen when you do not operate from your ego.

You start to becoming really tiring. Literally my OP is about that. That I can not transcend therefore I have to get my hands dirty in the 'illusion'. Not sure what problem you have with me but maybe stop trying to downplay me as like 'I am not a real enlightment seeker'. You are? Oh, thank you Mr Enlightened Guru!! You are the one that knows. of course. You are the 'real one' enlighment seeker. The one that does 'medicine journeys' 😂 incredible Do me a favour and don´t reply more to my posts 💙 Thank you. You are not helping by trying to feel superior to me. I exactly know what you are doing and I see you from 500 miles away.

@Princess Arabia How they look at it?

But the point is some people start Awakening path because they see they are so compulsive in their minds/thoughts that clearly see their mind will sabotage their life over and over. (At least thats my case) So personally i don´t understand spiritual work as bypassing or evasion of life, but literally the way you finally be able to go where you want in life. You can get laid or just do anything new only if your mind is not constantly working against you.

@Emerald Ive said it million times, there is no such a thing as spiritual bypassing. Spirituality or Yoga path i started 2 years ago from sadhguru inner engineering path was very clear: Becoming the master of your mind and body/energies to be able to consciously conduce it wherever you want it. Is not bypassing anything. Is only that if your mind or energies produce certain compulsive, cyclical, traumatic patters, you start a Path that is about Awakening the Intelligence/God within you so it can break free of this identification. Breaking free of this identification has very practical terms, from dating/relationship to money, career or even creativity. Inner engineering path was designed about improving and raising your quality of life in all levels, it is not designed at all as an evasion. I probably have converted it to an evasion though, thats another story, thats on me. But you are right, i personally do not want it for truth's sakes because if not i would not have problem surrendering all desires. Clearly jeevan mukti is not happening to me in this life. Ideally it will happen at moment of death.

that makes sense, "to reach a destination, don´t change directions" they say. if they even exist, because lots of people get into relationships because they feel limited

Something to observe: The moment i have become cashmaster/dom automatically i get more engagement and good words from other female doms, another example most women can not avoid liking and pivotating towards the alpha dominating male, even if that means that to be alpha dominating male you have to crush and dominate most of the other males. @Princess Arabia Once again women rewarding macho agressive behaviour. They can´t help it, maybe they dont want a boyfriend like that but surely behavioural wise they instantly have a bias towards prefering this type of men. And since at this point i don´t care about spiritual work, im going to do exactly what women like. Im going to sell my soul to the devil @Salvijus

🤣 you dont want to know the underworld trust me 🤣 😂 Thanks. I have to say so far the pics and media ive posted to my cashmaster account gives me a 9000 cringe. I think i see where you are going. Yeap lol good observation. is quite trippy

lol can you repeat that

Yeah, of course. Yeah, thats my worst fear, that there are power dymanics that are very real and this people get off on them. But some of them they are completely faked though. @bambi @Princess Arabia Is not, but coming from being a sub, i think i have a right to try how it feels to be Dom. I think it can be good for making my identity more maleable.

@Emerald Because that´s literally what the girl said to me. In fact i believe that reason is a way more valid one that assuming that this girl actually want to humiliate and cause deeper emotional pain to submissive men. Which was usually what i think about this women. @Emerald Your questions has nothing to do with the OP. My point was to do something that was contrary to my identity. If i usually judge findommes and 'cashmasters', becoming one is a good exercise to 'flip my mind' and question my beliefs about that whole world. In fact the few days i have been a Dom thats literally what has begin to happen. I have started to realize the Doms we are just normal people too also and usually do not want to humiliate subs 'just because' but because they are there to make money.

@Brittany Ok, fair enough. I think I have complete clarity now. I am officially stopping seeking for life. I´ll just stick to 15 minute sadhana in the morning and just live life. Clearly if while Im alive I can not Realize (Total Enlighment), death will do it for me when time comes.

@Asia P you sure?😂 minute 1:57 - 2:20 You guys have probably watched too much Breaking bad 😂 @Schizophonia

hahaha lol. But is not really because of one woman. Clearly I haven´t built yet a steady platform because if one single woman can move my foundations I still have a long way to go. Probably more time in the mud before I have the decision enough to build a strong foundation.

@Keryo Koffa that definitely makes sense. I just did some sadhana this morning and I had a potent clear insight that Life is all about internal balance and symmetry. Doesn´t matter if you are dealing with a 10 brat devil that was raised by narcissistic parent, is my responsibility to be wherever I am and whoever im dealing with, be in balance within me. The work is here in this society, I don´t need to go to the mountains to be in balance.

@Emerald sadhguru doesn't agree with the "Love Yourself" thing though

@Breakingthewall I know what i like but the devils sucks me in back 😂😂 But Who knows, maybe what i like is just an strategy to avoid Life. Maybe i want to escape society because i can not seem to manage the complexity of relationships, and the true work/mission is to master and be able to manage them. And Only then one can do what It wants Sure, that makes sense, but everytime people say that thing about love/Accept Yourself unconditionally i dont understand what thats supposed to mean. How you do that? Where is the button exactly?

hehehe, that matches my experience . Initially I thought I need to detach from 'everything' because I see that I have to become 'someone' in order to attract women (at least the women I usually want/get attached to). For example, my idea of maximum well being and 'honesty' with the way I am within is just doing my yoga in nature and becoming more and more balanced, still. But if I go that route, I can not attract women I like. As an example, with last girl I was, I verified I had to pivotate to more crude, raw masculine energy in order to activate some kind of attraction from her, their feminine does not get pumped up for me when I tell her about having a dream of creating a yoga retreat in the mountains (she might find cute or cool), but if I behave like a daddy dom she instantly starts to get attracted. Suddenly 'I am a man'. The problem is pivoting towards that crude raw masculinity prevents me from the balance and maximum well being, that kind of behaviour creates negative karma because it maximises duality, so in order to attract the women I want I need to betray my natural inclination towards balance of masculine/femenine and basically inner well being (and also creating karmic consequences, not only for me but for everyone else I stumbled upon while I behave like in that crude survival masculine vibration) Because the joy of state of consciousness I touched doing that makes everything else seem as suffering and discomfort. Because in this retreats I see the more one runs away from the transactions and the 'dream', the more sweet life becomes. Because ive seen how it feels to transcend, and it feels better than being human. @Emerald I think before I was running from facing my challenges with relating with women. Now that I have seen I can not transcend, now im running towards awakening my masculinity and finally experiencing balance and healthy relationships with women. Maybe trascendence can come after that.

Thats not how psychedelics work. The fact that you are ready or not have little to do with the trip, if a bad trip happens it doesn't matter how ready you were before. If not ask Leo that he had a terrible mushrooms trip and he was pretty experienced by that time with psychedelics and was 'ready' (according to your definition). Psychedelics are precisely the most useful when one is quite desperate and profoundly depressed. The time that most helped me psychedelics was when I was at my absolute worst in my life. When truly you have nothing to lose you open up to the psychedelic like no one else.