Javfly33

What is love exactly?

You might have done a lot of trips but it's obvious you haven't surrendered yet. Maybe you are kind of insensitive to psychedelics. Try other things. I would bet a long term retreat would be what it would work for you.

Very nice post I agree a lot with what you wrote and I think you hit the nail that wasn't being talked in the thread yet

Hahahaha What is REALITY you say? It's not a question of figuring it out. It's a question so obvious it's painful to see that you are not seeing it Reality is whatever is happening right now. In other words, and exactly as you said, the only true thing is that YOU are the common denominator of reality. Wherever you go, there is reality, along with you. Do you still think that is a coincidence? Or maybe You and Reality is just a duality you made ? You = Reality Self deception is impossible because self deception is still REALITY. ???

It is limitless. How can anything be perceived withouth a mind? The ultimate answer is that there is no mind. No perception. God is directly experiencing itself.

Haha... Man YOU are God Ask yourself how could you be so stupid to not create something that is not Love.

Exactly. Psychedelics come or doesn't come from YOU in the same way meditation does or doesn't. Ridiculous point he put .

Horseshit

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Nice. That seem like a life-changing experience. but I can I imagine it can be too much if you have 0 Psychedelic experience before hand. I'll smoke some tomorrow . Wish me luck ?. If only I get 10% of your experience I'll consider myself blessed!

What happened? Did you write a trip report I can read on the forum?

Same here. @Recursoinominado This

Go for it!

Your problem is similar to mine, you are just not taking it regularly. Psychedelics can be crucial (although they will just catalyze change and healing, you must be there to accept the changes, which is the difficult thing), but they must be done enough. Unfortunately psychs are not usually so powerful that you can trip 1 each x months if you have a very neurotic mind. You might want to trip at least 1 a month. Don´t push yourself with the doses. Just make sure you can handle it, but be regular

Yeah, of course. Is not that there´s somebody "in the back" hahah right man

Infinite love is grounding the present moment right?

Ironically I think that the fact that eternity is a thing is actually a kind of hellish thing . The fact that you can't go nowhere.

What is the "observer"? As far you are concerned, it´s only a thought.

Because they are imagining the experience. The experience never happened. You are imagining everything within the present moment. Including the past and any experience you imagine you had

Time is not experienced because time doesn´t exist. It´s a concept your ego-mind has constructed to invent an story of a self.

thanks for the reply, that seems exactly the information i needed

I am looking to do a retreat of Bufo and I found a place close to where I live, they said though that they give ayahuasca after Bufo because it makes ayahuasca more powerful and to "treat the blockages that the Bufo session might have opened". I don't have experience with Bufo so this would be my first time. Should I do ayahuasca afterwards or maybe it would be too intense in a day and I should pass and just do Bufo? Edit: Its important to notice that I asked and they actually don't give the Toad but just straight 5-MeO-DMT (smoked)

Not exactly. As a guy which I had social anxiety and virgin I would say it's particularly because I'm not being myself that I experience anxiety. It's when I am really me/accept myself that I have started to not being socially awkward/anxious. So that why basically social anxiety is considered an illness, not who really people are (although is deeply related with identity, so of course doing pick up can help tremendously in making it dissappear)

You'll probably have a lot to release then.

Recently I started a physical labor job and I have been using Kratom to put in the hours (I had a Kratom habit before hand, but I definitely switch it from being a dumb habit to at least a useful one because now it helps me to do the work until I find my career desired job) After watching Leo's last video about his health issues I thought about opening this thread to discuss the applications of Kratom for energy and stamina, especially for productive/work purposes In my experience using it for physical work,(8 hours a day) I've found is the best substance I've found regarding safety/effectiveness. Yes, you do become dependent on it if you use it for energy. But so do you with coffee. In my case I decided to switch to Kratom because I found coffee didn't help that much physical energy, but rather mental stimulation. Also, with Kratom I have seen it doesn't impact my mood or anxiety the rest of the day, whereas with coffee the "after effects" or "crash" feels more taxing on the mind. Also, something just tells me that while Kratom does make you dependent to have energy as coffee does, it doesn't make the body as "dependent" on it as coffee. I say this because when I used to take coffee, when I got up in the morning I felt absolutely fatigued until I had my first coffee. With Kratom this doesn't happens. Yes, I have the habit of using it for energy so of course I make sure to not forget to take some to work BUT if I can't take it until it passes two hours, I am not so fatigued as I would be when I needed that coffee, basically I am still funtional. I am not chemist, but this tells me that while Kratom does gives you energy it doesn't prevent the body to create it's own "energy chemicals" as coffee does, making your body significantly less dependent if by any chance some day you can't take it. Well. That's my take on it. I probably have to update in some months if everything stay the same, but I don't see why not. I've been using Kratom as a substitute for coffee for months already and I haven't up the dose a bit, so things should the stay the same.