Javfly33

That's a nifty way to put it. But there's nothing before Consciousness? Consciousness being consciouss of itself is the same as Consciousness?

Same here. I went up to 32mg and no ego death. Might have to find another batch maybe yours is also line mine of weak. Because I really don't want to smoke it. It's too strong, plugging is the best for comtemplation and Awakening , for recontextualize the visual field you have called reality.

Would it seem like very countitive to tell you to be very Conscious and alert (Accept, observe) when you are shaking? In that moment try to discard all of thoughts of fear and just OBSERVE what is happening. Let me share with you a personal story. I used to have a "crush" towards a girl of a bookstore I used to go. When I first approach her I was shaking like mad. Thoughts of unworthiness and cringiness washed over me each time I remember how I behaved. Months later I started to work with Lsd for healing. I remember I put Young Thug's "Gain Clout" song while in the trip. Such a great wonky song. The beat made want to tremble. So I started trembling while listening to the song. And I instantly had a "flashback" how I was exactly trembling/shaking when I talked to this girl. It felt like I was literally in the same situation (Lsd can feel very real) but I got the opportunity of being in a very different state of observing myself. Instead of avoiding or escaping or judging myself, I stayed and observed what was happening. I was having anxiety towards a girl so much I was shaking. But... That's not a problem. I saw that I was as worthy as her! Because this shaking was being accepted by reality. Only a thought can tell you than somebody shaking is "less" than somebody not shaking, only a thought says that shaking like that makes me "a bad or low value person". In reality, everything is Accepted and good/valid. Is that radical and good. So yeah, I saw how that shaking was actually amazing, beautiful, valid, powerful, love. Just as her. Just as the floor we were standing while we are talking. I hope this has motivated you to accept yourself. Because this is You. You are the same shaking or not shaking. Even more you are the one who shakes, and the one who not. But this is for another story. Awesome and Valid always.

Your life, for starters.

I would surrender if I'd have all the answers. But God won't deliver truth

Impressive. Seems to good to believe, such a change in such a short time. But I guess Its possible! To get out of the prison of ego once and for all. Thanks for that text, I'm happy for you, there's hope

First time I've heard someone quitting caffeine and it's happy about it Lol

Sure, I am always God. But why I'm zooming always into this particular body. Is like to explore other perspectives ?

I just realized, it's not actually life what I need break from, but... thoughts! It's the thoughts! So I just realized, it's the thoughts which I need a break from. What the hell? I'm living in a matrix of thoughts. I don't even know what reality really is. If I wouldn't have any more thoughts for the rest of my life, would reality still exist? Did I create "reality" with thoughts? (universe, me, them, space, floor, car, brain, person... etc). Those are all thoughts. Infinity. Alone for ever here. Da fuck is this .

I have realized that this body is actually infinity. Imagination. There's no difference between my body and a tree or the screen I'm looking at. All God Yet that doesn't explain totally what is happening. The fact is this is a concrete body with concrete colours . Why this form and not your form? I guess I hadn't grasp shit yet. Thanks anyway for trying though ?

Sure... but Just tell me a reason why I'm experiencing what the left hand is touching and not the right one.

So far so good The only thing Psychedelics have actually done to my body on a cronic basis is to relax it . But hey , I haven't trip that much.

What??

Have you done it?

Surrender to yourself. ? @arlin thanks to a syringe to my ass full of coconut milk and some weird powder a bold guy recommended on the internet lmao

But I am literally God. He is not separate from "me". So the question is, why I am imagining this body right now and not other body. Yes, infinity sure. I am one of those possibilities blabla. So you are imaginary? Not real? Will I experience your POV yes or no please answer. @Nahm You mean that I have all the intelligence to know this but I am imagining like I am not?

That was an absolutely amazing read! I actually read the first paragraphs sitting in the street and I had a no-self flashback! Cheers man. We are One!

Interesting. I LL have to contemplate that.

Love ya!

Just take some 5-meo bro and recognize yourself as the CREATOR all of THIS that you are. You been trapped in the advaita no-self narrative for too long ?

This is death, son.

Ime that's not a good attitude to get Enlightened. Saying that you are already Enlightened. An advaita attitude that has got more with selling books/retreats less than with actual truth

Yeah I have almost no doubt Frank Yang is not Enlightened

Roa matters too. It's.not the same 20mg plugged than 20mg smoked! @Craigxt22 Anyways as Space said whatever roa you use start slow. Since so many factors can play in

But it's true that in some bodies the Self is more awake than others. So saying that a person is Enlightened, even if it's.not true in the technical sense since there's no person, I think it's still useful wouldn't you agree?