Javfly33

I'm saying that because of the following phrase: "The thoughts describing it can be either true or false depending on whether they actually represent what happened or not." Reading this makes me think your understanding of "true" is flawed. Well, not really flawed just relative to language and meaning. When you talk about Truth notice you are talking about Absolute Truth. Yet your trying to say that there's this set of words (relative ) of numbers (relative) in language (relative) that describe Truth (Absolute). You could be a million years trying to describe it and you couldn't. Because relative happens in the Absolute. Relative can't grasp something Absolute. A finger can't grasp a hand.

Well is true in this case that you don't know what you are talking about. What is that thing about "a set of words that describe truth" sorry what? Lol. Truth is beyond language, that doesn't make any sense. Having said that sure sometimes Leo is too harsh, although I would say in this case he just said what is true.

@WaveInTheOcean What would I create that dream as God? To discover that I did it all for Love? Damn it sounds too cheesy man i gotta be honest with ya. I´m that cheesy? OMG

Of course, but even in a non dual direct recognition of yourself, reality EXISTS. It´s what "you" are "seeing" in front you, YOU? Yes. But it still exists. Not only that, but duality is being projected again. So the dream keeps on going. I sometimes suspect that if reality keeps on going, is because God hasn´t still recognize itself truly. If it would have been, why he would still create duality.

Isn´t perception reality? Perception exists

Yeah, I think you hit the nail there. My average day is waking up, taking a dose of kratom or coffee, heading to work, taking another dose of kratom or coffee, finish work at 15pm. Fix a meal and rest until 5pm,but sometimes at that time i crash and I sleep until 6pm. By that time I am somewhat sleepy and lethargic so I do a coffee but since i dont have much tolerance it just makes me anxious so I end up not doing the work i want to do (work on finding a better job). I just surf the net or apply to some job offers. Kinda wasting time tbh. And then because I took coffee I can´t sleep so i do another dose of kratom to get me to sleep (but this is not all days just the days I do coffee at 6pm and I can´t sleep since i have little tolerance)

I don´t have a problem having energy for physical stuff but I´m having serious challenge coming back to my software developer projects because I just cant put in the energy/focus to get back at them. Its been sometime since I quit caffeine (over 3 months) and I feel I haven´t yet recover from it. I do not have the energy I used to have with coffee. The problem is, I have tried to drink an expresso, and since I have little tolerance I get so many jitters and pushy stimulation I can´t do anything and I end up watching porn of so stimulated I get (and anxious). Basically my focus and mental energy is shit and I dont what to do if go back to 4 coffees a day to see if my tolerance go up and i dont get so anxious and jitter but at least I can work.

I have smoked 5-meo and I don't know what the fuck you are talking about. I guess I have to increase the dose ?

Interesting, didn´t know dark chocolate would have that much caffeine. I will have to try it thanks I have heard of it too much, need to try it definetely soon!

Why you call it "horrible"?

@Opo @Keyhole @Rolo @Globalcollective Thanks guys for the advices I didn´t expect this support and I have found of them quite interesting/helpful. Will update how thiss turns out. Anyway If I find a better flat on my own I´ll defientely move

Should I just try to find another place? It kind of sucks because the room i found is really really good . I could communicate it with the owner of the flat but he probably will do nothing as long as he gets paid monthy. So far he uses a language and attutude that it´s aggresive towards me, he slams doors constantly...etc. Im afraid some day he will go crazy and really violent.

So I just look at other people and think "Is there consciousness there being conscious of their bodies looking through their eyes?" And I come to the conclusion that I don´t know.And even if they do it doesn´t make any sense why consciousness right now is looking through this eyes bodies and not those ones.

@Johnny5 Still the problem with solipsism seems a hard one to breakthrough. I hope one day i fucking trascend it

Even more? What you mean? @Johnny5

To rest. Deep sleep is a concept and it´s impossible that such thing exists. The same as death. Death = non existence. Deep sleep = non existence. Contemplate if non existence can exist. (Oh, the irony )

↑↑↑ No.

Just live near a village that has farms of animals. Just the fucking disgusting odor will make you realize you would never put those poor animals in your body.

Not me, last 3 years been doing a lot of spiritual breakthroughs and I still listen to trap music

Yeah not nofap since it's too manic for me but I'm starting 1fap a week from today because I definitely notice the drain of energy from regular masturbation

No, you are consciouss of a body laying there doing nothing. Be honest if that is the same as being consciouss of deep sleep.

Jesus christ here we go again. There´s no such a thing as deep sleep! Have you ever become directly conscious of such a thing as deep sleep? No, right?

Exactly, I think the same. But I guess I´ll have to plug it to verify it lol. Having had no breakthrough yet, I can say that indeed the nature of vaping being so instant makes it a little difficult to let go and accomodate to the experience that if the drug slowly creeps up on you like acid or mushrooms are... but I´ll have to verify it plugging 5-meo to be sure its just like that.

Thanks yeah I'll probably have to research some supplements while the caffeine high dynamic gets completely out of my life

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