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How much do to meditate regularly? If you have a 1hour a day practice and try to do 8 hours of meditation a day, there's a big change you will burned out by the second day.

Isnt that conceptualizing?

No, but unless you have some weird brain chemistry it´s just not gonna work. Your view of enlightment is too naive and hunky dory. Since I started enlightment I would say I am even more miserable than when I didnt LMAO And ive been on this path for a few years already. fucks sakes...who sold me this enlightment was playing a good joke on me haha..

But what is THIS? @VeganAwake

Ketamine is a hell of an interesting Psychedelic. Unfortunately it's not bening to the body as most classic Psychedelics. It can take a toll on the kidneys and bladder I've heard. A shame though since I had my first taste of Oneness on that one. ?

I am not sure thoughts appear as they do in the normal waking state. For example in my normal state right now I can have the thought of "I must prepare me dinner right now", and I can follow that thought and go to the kitchen, or maybe I can let it go if I dont think it´s so important. In the state I was describing, that thought would arise too but it wouldn´t really materialize into words. It would just arise as a sort of intuition/intelligence. I would go to the kitchen, knowing why I am going to the kitchen, yet If you ask me if the thought "I must prepare me dinner right now" had arisen as in the first example, I would definetely say No. It´s weird. But you can totally function in this state. Although don´t expect to build the next Fortune 500 company on this state thought. I think it´s a state for poor planning and very simple life. Can´t remember if this state was triggered by psychedelics or not. I do remember it was an "after day" of an awakening it had happened the previous day. But couldn´t tell you if this awakening was because of psychedelic or sober.

I think is possible, I had states of awareness where there is no thinking, but there is still intelligence to plan, talk, move, etc withouth no problem. I haven´t been able to maintain this ones for more than a few hours though. I would say that I would choose thoughts, but there would be no thinking. Thoughts wouldn´t be chosen by me, but rather "be chosen" automatically. I would be in the back seat as nothing as you said. However I doubt Ralston is in this state 24/7. But maybe ïm wrong. Who knows! If its true, he´s a lucky motherfucker

Yeah, man, thanks for sharing. The magical thing is that surrender is already the case. Thoughts arise, and we believe we are those thoughts, "rejecting or fighting reality". Such a silly ilusion, but very hard to break nonetheless.

Ha A rock is You

Don´t ask a human. Ask him.

Yes, and it seems you are this "Infinity" huh?

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oh man Didn't you say you were "no one"? ?

Consciousness. Yeah, I know I am not a human. I am Consciousness. So? The fact that I am consciousness doesn´t prevent that I can forget myself and become human in an hallucination/illusion type of way. See, the fact that you awaken in a dream doesn´t prevent you that you might fall asleep again. And I can guarantee you that being Awake is not the same as the ego claming a deep knowledge or a conclusion about awakening. You can certainly have a narrative around enlightment and that you are always Enlightened, and that there is no one, and how you have "sort it all out" but make no mistake, that is not the same as being awake.

Cute, but you ain't awake.

Last night I imagined that i was a videogame, especifically a racing game. Imagine when you are playing a videogame. There's the screen, and then there's you back there behind the eyes being the player of a videogame. Well in this dream all it was was the screen. What was even more funny is that the characters of the videogame were kind of "alive" (since only videogame dream existed at that time, they felt real), and the videogame was basically a question of live or death. Basically all it was in the dream is like a I was God looking at a screen, going thorough a videogame to the next one, but with zero awareness of "Me" as the dreamer. Just the videogame after videogame. If reality is anyway like this, man this galaxy or headspace hologram we are in is a twisted motherfucker one ??

If you can enjoy it and it doesn´t affect your life, why not? For example I find myself attracted to dominant females that can humiliate me and so on, but it does feel bad. It does affect my life and sexual energy and I have verified is a sick contioning my mind has created. If you genuinely feel good doing it (or fantasizing about it), if it feels congruent, why not. I always thought BDSM is not a healthy thing, and in 99% of cases it has to do with self-esteem/trauma issues, but hey where in the era where all sexual fetishes must be accepted and considered healthy because if not you are not progressive. This is not to be compared with some role play here and there in the bedroom of course. Usually men have the dominating role and women the submissive, but in my opinion BDSM goes to the extreme in this and completely degenerates it and makes it pathological.

I agree. Usually I´m very happy with the moderator quality around here but this kind of posts deserve more to be locked than others.

Where is it? Or you doing it online?

Loved that hardcore zen attitude.

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Oh, that´s so cool! I have a friend who´s intro tantra and he have recommended me several times that I try a session... I think your experience tells me I should really bite the bullet and try one of those soon. Thanks

seems you had a potent awakening. What caused it? I am still lacking that "I am everyone" realization despite some years in the spiritual path already...

it took me about 2 months to completely feel like i could live withouth smoking "just fine". Hold on. Once you pass a certain amount of time, youll hit that realization of "I dont need this anymore!". It´s just like an eureka moment Lol.

Yeah, but not everybody knows that