Javfly33

Everybody here considers himself so awake but I can't think of anything more practical and basic that not believing yourself to be a thought. How many of you have achieved this on a permanent basis? I had several awakenings of becoming Conscious enough to see that thoughts appear and dissappear, meanwhile Awareness, I Amness still exists, BUT I keep falling into the illusion. This states of clearly seeing i am.not a thought but awareness have happened with Psychedelics but also sober too and with meditation too.. are we condemned to have only temporary states of recognizing who we are and then back fall into the illusion over and over? To taste the sweet fruit of liberation and freedom and completeness to then become fragmented and the damn prison over and over again? When this damn joke ends lmao???

I let them pass Lol But what if they are right?

Sorry, can't unquote. @Nahm What to do if you skip meditation one day because you have to do things and the mind start creating thoughts of guilt and anxiety about "heeeey!!! You have skipped meditation! What are doing? You are going to lose all of this amazing awareness!! You are going to lose the joy!!!" And "see? You can't put yourself disciplined. This demostrates you don't deserve liberation. Enjoy your prison, here comes another thought, motherfucker". This two arised today and I didn't know what to do with them. ??

I think it´s definetely true that diary can cause acne. I used to have acne but my face has cleared a lot the last years , especially last year I have 0 acne. However, trying to increase my calorie intake, I have started to include diary in my diet (only yogurts high in fat from a local farm thought...no massive farming) And I have noticed that the week after eating some packs of yogurs there is some acne rising up in the front of my head... kind of sucks because I thought this farm was really caring to the animals but it seems they are not. Or maybe diary is just fucking shit regardless if the animals live Ok or not. Maybe this can be fixed with a supplement? It kind of fuck me to quit diary because I had found a great food easy to eat , fast to prepare, and high in calories.

The Self!!! The void or nothingness is intelligent and can choose to identify with thoughts, or not. That´s my view at least @Someone here

@James123 Got it! I´m beggining to "understand" what you mean with that. Nice I´ve done so far a retreat or 6 days. And I wasn´t even meditating for 3 days. Next one I will be able to do a 7 days with way more intensity. I am serious, but at the same time you also say that you must work through the survival basic things before going full throttle with enlightement. So my focus is not 100% on enlightment right now. But that is a strategic move, not because of lazyness. I am suspecting now in a real way that I might not be the human body so this is beggining to become really serious and exciting. The big "I", the Self, the Universe, thats who I am and that is the one who keeps falling to the illusion You are right that the "I" is the illusion (the "small I"), it seems you have "got it" permanently by your messages. Happy for you man. By some weird reason though it seems "I" keep believing myself to be this illusion You say that a lot and i think it´s brilliant but it seems a quite impossible thing to do sober. I can only opening up to feeling when I am on psychedelics because they literally force me to it. But in my normal state (oh men, I am doing it again ) seems a very far away possibility to do.

they can cure neurosis and the shadow of the ego which eventually is what causes homicide. But of course there is never a guarantee. And some psychopaths probably are genetic. So no psychedelic can help you sometimes i guess

Exactly!!

Only 1 rejection? And what is that BS of "asking her out"? We are not in high school.

This is with no doubt the more acid-esque trip report I've read in my life. Congratulations for having survived that. I enjoyed reading your adventure very much.

It means Consciousness, the Universe, or God awakes to who they are and stop dreaming they are a separate being or a human.

Woh, you have trip/awakening report of that? how did it happened? @The0Self

"meat is just meat". Lol yeah sure.

@Brivido how my godness. I´m speechless of this trip report. Please share the dose that you used.

Everything is God. Ego too!

@Preety_India Cheers for all that info!

@Amaal There are certain shapes, forms and colours that form something that you call "your sister". In that sense your "sister" is real. That label describes a particular form, shape and colour.

oh my GOD THERES NOBODY BEHIND THE EYES!!!!

Not true. I can be in good shape, even exercise regularly, but if I eat shitty food, I will be just miserable, I´m not even talking about long term, just the digestion process, the +3-4 hours after eating the junky food, it makes me feeling always like shit. I can permit myself to feel like that once in a while,but there would be no way I could do that daily and maintain a productive and active life.

If you take a look right now, at this moment, you reading this lines, all that is really real is that this moment is BEING. You'll say... "Oh yeah, I knew that. Right. Being". But what it really cracks my mind is that If you remember a memory of 5 years ago, you will see that you are still in the same place right now!!! Take a look at what is the "essential material" of that memory. Pick any memory. If you try to remember right now what happened 5 years ago, you'll see that you experienced that experience "in the HERE" Whatever you experienced, the "Being* material was neccesarary. It Happened HERE, HERE, HERE. What it really is more radical, it happened NOW! You are in the same place right now! No time has passed., you only think that 5 years has passed because right now there are different thoughts, shapes, and colours. There are thoughts of "We are in 2020". "I have a different life right now" "my body has changed". And of course maybe the NOW is rendering now different colours and shapes than the ones it *was (Is) rendering in the memory.

the fuck? Then what´s the whole point about Truth??

That´s good to know. My diet right now is probably 95% food i prepare on my own and I only use virgin olive oil and coconut oil, but who knowns, maybe the bag of highly processed cookies or the menu from mcdonalds i buy once every two weeks or so, could be enough to caused me acne. What is interesting is that this foods most of them include milk as an ingredient, although low quality oils also too. It´s so difficult to point out what is really the cause sometimes. If you can eat diary now then I guess for you it was the oils or additives then.

Rape is nice if not because the method of administration is really nasty and painful. But I would totally take it if it could be vapeable

Yeah, yeah, It´s an illusion. But an illusion can feel very real. @Someone here See, pain is also an illusion, because if you investigate what pain really is, is just a physical sensation + a thought about that sensation. So fuck it! Who cares about pain? Let´s go into that dentist withouth anesthesia! I´m so fucking enlightened! Precisely because knowing it´s an illusion on an intellectual level is not the same as being conscious in that moment. If you would to be conscious in all moments, then that would be no problem. But that is not the case. Not for most people.

I´ve tried 4-AcO plugged and it was on-par of potency with oral ime. Maybe it could have been that my technique was wrong? I did experience way less body load (practically non-existent), so it definetely feels the way to go next time I want to do it.