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Apart from the fact that death is non-exitent, what does this more entail in comparison to a classical materialism paradigm of reality being a dumb object ?

I might hire smeone to refine my CV and cover letter presentation...etc. Thanks for encouragement! @JasonBrenner Thanks

@Leo Gura But how do you measure Lsd in powder form? Since a normal dose (100ug) is 10 times lower than 1mg. Seems crazy difficult to measure such doses. I have experienced notable uneven dosing in lsd blotters too. It would nice if there could be a guide to do what you say, but idk

Yes, grass-fed meat is one of the most better digestive for the human body. Having said that, I wouldn´t do an 100% meat diet. The body sometimes asks me for fruits, some whole grains, ...etc. They are not as essential and as complete as meat, but they do have an important role in my energy and alivene-ss if I am eating lots of meat. The problem is how expensive good meat is nowdays. You can´t have a good diet on minimum wage unfortunately.

So who knows that 1+1 = 2? The wall?

If I had so much awakenings, why my ego still tries to maintain a personal character? If I had so much spiritual realizations, why my ego still usually falls into the same patters of the fake character? If I had realized so much times that I am not the thoughts, why 99% of the time I keep believing certain thoughts that resonate with certain character/Idea of myself? How come If I have realized I am not the ficitonal character, still there´s an enormous amount of energy still concentrated to keep this character alive (I am not meaning the body, but the concept of ME) Brain chemistry maybe? But truth is truth. How come the ego doesn´t let go still? Any advice?

I do appreciate your message thought. Thanks ??

Most people from /Buddhism ain´t awoke. Don´t believe much from those mainstream sources.

Yes I have! Each and all of my neurosis, lies, manipulations, self-hates, criticizisms...etc are love and are perfect. Yet...from the ego perspective, these are not seen as love, since inside the relative ego world, there´s a duality between good and bad for survival to happen. So my ego is love. But that´s just from absolute and truth perspective. And im not i that perspecive most of the time.

But Love also includes Me getting what I want (or ... not. ) @Mu_ From the ego perspective, it´s difficult to accept a character that you see its not living to its full potential... From God´s perspective it´s totally perfect. And the irony is that I am God. Yet I am not in that state most of the time. So as an ego (the irony) I dont want to accept my ego. ANd that´s Ok...since God loves and sees as perfect too that @VeganAwake Thanks buddy

What God means ? That being which created everything out of nothing.. ultimately God didn't create anything because everything is nothing. So God basically did the only thing it had to do. Be Itself. Infinity. Inevitable.

@kuldeept thanks for the info. I might be lo Lucky genetically in this regard because all my life have had anxiety and I haven't developed any illness. Although I am still young. Maybe it's because of that and if I keep feeling like this I will. So yeah I have to watch out and get out of this sitty train before I die working a stupid work Some, but feels some of them too is just because the work is a mess.

I work as delivery courier and my job apart from delivering packages some days is different from the previous one. Like I will get some unexpected errands ,and this errands start getting accumulated in top of my packages to deliver and I become so stressed I am hurrying up for the whole day constantly. The good news about the job is that time goes by pretty fast though lol. But I hate being constantly on the run and stressed out. Any advice of people working in this industry would be appreciated. I started working ~3 months ago and I'm not sure how much I can "relax" withouth being unprofessional or achieving the business's goals. But I don't think it's not normal either to be anxious for the whole ~7-8 hours each day. Do people who work on this industry are stressed? I want to know if it's normal or it's more a self-actualization thing I need to sort out about myself

True ? yeah? I m amazed people would ask this ??

It just feels it goes SO slow. @Leo Gura I understand that the basics of those structures should be maintained: I remember my name so I can still live the story of the Character and not suddenly feel I am a dog. Or barack obama. Yet, if internal knowing that I am Not the character has clearly arised, why a lot of old conditionings and reactions that only serve the character (not just mere survival of the body ) keep being maintained?

Because God is known as the being who created Reality/Life

@Inliytened1 Yeah. Of course. I am aware there are people who have had awakenings via just normal methods. But there's a lot of people too that do what I said haha for those it's true

Yeap. I need to bookmark this in case the next smart-ass goes around telling how he breakthrough only with meditation, yet after of course having several realizations before hand on psychedelics first.

@Leo Nordin See you are asking me if you "should" surrender. It´s obvious you are not ready to surrender.

Yes love I do understand what you're trying to convey ??, The one playing the game of many ?

Yes, you could do it. But notice that you could surrender your life while you . See I've seen this attitude a lot of times and it just more ego. You don't need to go homeless or live at the mountains for the "total surrender", because you can surrender totally right now wherever you are in your life. And the question is, if you can't surrender your life right now, why do you think you will be able to do it when you are homeless? Can't you see it doesn't make sense? Stop projecting out to the system, culture...etc the only reason why you are not in "joyfully bliss" is because you cant surrender your life right now. Too much devilry. And the devil loves to project and self decept that when he goes homeless it would be able to surrender..lol. why not now?

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Yes, there's no you because there's only God/The Universe/Reality. So... If there's no you, and yet there is STILL something (colours, forms, a weird sensation of "reality"...etc), then you must be Realitic itself! Because there's Nothing else Non duality = Not two ?

@Mikael89 Ok, bro, now, seriously, isn't your direct Experience made of the following? : Sensations, thoughts, sight, sounds. Where exactly right now lives the truth of you "being a pathetic unloved body" apart as as a thought??? Because as far as I know "being a pathetic unloved body" is not a sight, is not a sound, ..etc is a thought. I mean I hope we can agree on that. (be free to let me know if you think otherwise) When you are having the thought of "I need to put prepare me some coffee" where the hell the thought of above exists? So if being a pathetic human being exists as a thought, and sometimes that thought doesn't arise in your direct Experience, could be we say that that thought is not you ? If "I need to prepare myself some coffee" is a thought, and sometimes that thought does not appear, could we say that you are NOT the thought "I need to prepare myself some coffee?" Then my question is, why you believe you are the thought "I am a pathetic vulnerable human being"? Truly curious. Really.

No, those are just thoughts. They are far from direct Experience.