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I don´t mean it in that way, I mean it in the way people will make a purpose out of their jobs because if they are jobless or not making enough money they feel they are not 'enough'. For example, the lawyer that wants to make 100K instead of 80k because he compares itself to other lawyers. He really does not need those 20K more, but his ego gets a certain satisfaction/dopamine, and also buys him certain higuer position in the society which will allow him to do certain stuff which again will give him a bit of fullfillment. And the wheel keeps going...and the more money the more competitive (with the implications that has) he will have to be...all to seek that internal fullfillment. The reality is most of the economic world is as exploitative as it is because humans are using the world as a way to fullfill themselves internally. Using the external world to feel within certain things or satisfaction has serious implications. More entangled transactions ---> more karmic price to pay. You have been warned. I don´t need any relationship. I am not a beggar of Love, if within things are working properly, people naturally come to me. If they don´t come, it doesn´t matter because if within I have all Universe in me you think I will be a beggar of anyone or any relationship? 😂

What the heck is brown pill ideology? @Yimpa Yeah, the issue imo is that the focus to get those things is in material achievements, since within (as an ego) there is lack, the lack is tried to to be filled with outside transactions. They work momentarily and always with an opposite price to pay, so in a way, we could say humanity is in a constant act of getting into "debt" of well being. When you can pay for your own satisfaction, you are free of debt. But when you have to do 'transactions' with an external agent to get that satisfaction, you get into debt. It works exactly as the economic world. "I do this job to feel meaningful" --> I pay the debt of being a slave to this job. "I am with this person to feel complete" --> I pay the debt of being a slave to this person (not literally, but let say you enter a certain 'transaction game') etc. So the key or solution I see is in the acceptance of that only from within can come the final satisfaction. But this probably will come from awareness, and for enough awareness to happen it needs hitting your face against the wall enough times until we realize how things work. @Ishanga For example, shamavhi mahamudra kriya is a way to not get in any kind of 'debt' with the world.

Then why are you pursuing coding? If I were you I´d stay being a group fitness instructor and keep those savings for when the life purpose takes more form. You are right, nowadays self-taught JS is not very valuable these days, you need a bit more to get into a job without a degree, and definetely a lot more to get into cybersecurity. Although that 'a bit more' could be a project that stands out for example. So don´t lose hope if you decide to give a try to that. But I definitely wouldn't do the cybersecurity bootcamp, especially if you have to quit your job to do it.

exactly

100% agree

interesting. So both can exist at the same time, mhhh

How can you 'know' what you are? Whatever you think is limited, therefore It can not be you. Ignorance sounds negative but is where the gold is. What is the true nature? What is what you are? What is it that you known?

Yes, fully drowning in the ignorance, and staying there, thats what you are.

Seems for so many awakenings your ego has bult an AWAKENED IDENTITY. Keep the work going because you havent even started. When you actually Awaken you instantly Connect because you know they are literally you and your ego can not construct more dualities or feelings of specialness vs others. This does not mean that you will match with all people btw, is just that you won't have trouble relating to people because they will no longer be other people.

Because we live in a society we don´t spent a single minute on investigating the core of one´s existence, instead completely focused on survival. By the way, percocets are just oxycodone with acetaminophen 😉

Good. "I do not know" is a incredible possibility. It can open up perception. "I know" is a conclusion and closes perception. For an exploration "I do not know" is neccesary and fundamental 👍

Porn is just a good representation of what KARMA gets into everything you do, including Sex. Almost any sex fantasy is Karma. Because you can only do sex withouth creating Karma (dual impressions on Reality) if you do sex out of Love and nothing else. Which is why religion always told you do not have sex for pleasure. It never worked because tell people to do something and they will do it even more intensely. But the root of why they said that is based on something real. Pleasure comes from selfishness, which inevitably will create Karma in sex relationships. Only UNITY should be the goal when doing Sex. If you are getting pleasure you already creating some Karma. You should do sex like a Yoga asana. Stricly for the purpose of Love/Unity. Anything else is animal and ultimately has Karma consequences. The consequences are on a spectrum, it can be from normal entangled vainilla sex to the most toxic bdsm shit that vibrates -700 on the consciousness scale.

Because humans have themselves that on their mind.

@Vercingetorix I considered that but it has certain risks

You don´t see this problematic? I am 'that'. Whatever 'that' is, isn´t a 'that' limited? Since 'that' means also 'everything else that is not 'that'. How can 'you' perceive 'yourself? That already are two things. Like @Water by the River would say: who is the one who perceives itself without bottom? Im not denying that I do not exist, but I exist as nothing, the moment I exist as 'something' (like existence), i become limited (to that 'thing'). You see where I'm going?

There is a dimension, state, or destination where you dissappear. In that You are not even the existence. Think about it, if you are the 'existence' you still are bound by being something. In this case, is being the existence. Yes, I agree. So why you say you are the existence? By you identifying with anything (even with 'Reality') notice you are closing the door. When you are open you are open because you are not identifying yourself with anything, not even with an existence or a reality. This is precisely what makes you 'open'.

What you guys miss is that existence is the ego, feeling of 'I' or being in an 'experience' or 'existing' is the whole illusion that spirituality has the goal of annihilating.

There doesn´t seem to be an 'existence' outthere outside of ourselves planning things or oculting things to us. We are intertwined with reality, we are reality.

I don´t see what does have to do with resolving misteries. Logic is finite and dual. Reality is Infinite and non-dual so as you can see logic is not the proper tool in this case.

You only think is a problem because of your logic

reality is not logical

To understand reincarnation easily you just have to forget the concept of a soul incarnating into bodies and substitute it for a reality incarnating into bodies. Isn´t it what is happening when a new child is born? Reality is reappering and creating itself from its own 'memory soup', with the ingredients mixed in an unique way which make every person be 'unique', although it is not on the bigger scale. (same ingredients, different way of mixing them).

@hyruga No, all the work they gave me I always did it and tried to be proactive always. In fact I always tried to be studying or working on some other things when I didn´t got no work so they can see i was trying to be productive. What 'went wrong' basically was that the first project I was assigned to and the reason why I was hired, had no important technologies, so in that whole year that it lasted I couldn´t get any actual valuable work experience that would make me attractive for the following future possible projects. I got lucky and I went into another project 1 year after that one but I for some reason after 2-3 months on it I got moved into the mobile department of it (instead of web), and since the mobile department had quite a steep learning curve I had to be put into tutorial/learning time, which made that the Staffing department decided that since I was not actually contributing to work there I should take another project that came up (but only lasted 2 months and it was also of a dead-end technology). So when this last project ended 2 years 3 months into the company I had virtually no valuable software dev experience, so it seems no more projects could came up for me The move of the stupid Staffing department guy of getting me out of the mobile project was dumb as fuck, I knew it was a bad option when he did it, but i couldn´t say no. But anyways, I accept the responsability is mine because I could have just found another job in all this time, I prioritized the comfortability of the job so now I pay the price of that comfort/risk I took.

I know you think like that. That´s how a devil thinks. Yes, they work a lot. That´s why there are guys living in mansions with 3 Lamborguinis and 2 Ferraris depressed, empty and doing cocaine 5 times a week to have a bit of stimulation in their life. Because what you say "works". My lofty spiritual ideas are just Life goals outside of the sad ones of yours which are aspiring to be a bit better than someone else or having more money or more success than someone else. LOL. How you can know how much action have I taken? I bet much more than you. You haven´t seen anything more than survival in life so everything that is outside of that you call it 'romantization'. Notice how low you have set your bar. I probably dress better than you. Typing this on a Giuseppe Zanottis of 500$. But I did not buy those to feel happy or satisfied it was a representation of beauty, of my internal being. Either way...even If i would be typing this in an 30$ converse it does not matter... when the light of moment of Death comes, we will be stripped naked and everything false will be taken from us. Are you ready for that? Im just warning you...you can not take your money or 'lays' when Life reclaims your life. So careful betting on that for well being, although if you had actually made money or had enough sex with beatiful women you would had already realized that won´t fullfill you.

there is no reality just you... it depends on you if you want to keep the game going or not. Self-annihilation is a step most beings prolong for too many lifetimes seems you want to keep it going so enjoy your 'prison' I guess 👍 Is like you built a house you locked yourself at home and you forgot you have the keys of the door in your pants. What you are is an emptiness which has no existence, only by Identification with his imagination it can create itself as a being. God or the Absolute is still mind/illusion. Love is part of the illusion (not saying that is bad), but is not your essence. You are not bound by your own essence because precisely your essence is boundlessness. Other qualities are liberation, freedom, or non-existence.