Javfly33

@meow_meow I have practiced Javascript and Java. I have practiced the most React framework, but basically I have developed several full stack aps in Javascript, an app on aws, I know sql. I have attended about 6 jobs interviews if i remember correcly. I´ve been applying maybe since -9 months ago to jobs

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Well yeah, we knew that already just kiddin tho bro. thanks for the remainder

@Florian Hahaha Kanye west a good leader? Dude Kanye is one of the least stable and more ego maniac persons I've seen on the media. And that is saying a lot.

Let's say you have fomo because you are thinking how much stuff you could be doing/experiencing and you losing your time or whatever doing nothing. But supposedly if Infinity means you will live all and each possibility as God, doesn't that mean that you will eventually life the life of that guy who has a mansion full of models? Or that guy with an exciting and social life? Or a the life of a confident business passionate entrepreneur? You see what Im trying to say? If you live all lives then you could just be resting in awareness if this life is boring, until the next exciting life.. withouth no fear or losing out because there's no death. Just the next imagination. If I'm wrong be sure to point me.out what am I missing

Very well said

Ok, I know what you are trying to say. Let me ask you this question: For you, what is existence? I think that you are asking me that question because for you, existence is that which IS (Isness) + that which you think IT COULD BE (Inevitably future, because if you say "it could be that this thing is existing outside of THIS.", you eventually would have to go to that place and be aware of that thing. By which at that point, that thing would exist of course ) For me, existence is that which IS. For me, that which IS + that which could be (a possibility that i can´t verify) is Existence + Me imagining that something exists outside existence.

It´s not that THIS is real, it´s that THIS is all of existence. So by pure "logic" anything ouside THIS is just the mind imagining that stuff can exist outside THIS

Yes, but by his own decision. God imposed a limitation on itself. Death is supposedly the dissolving of this limitation

My life as Javfly33 is also a concept. What it exists are appeareances and awareness of this appearences. Lately I´ve found I am literally this appeareances because there´s not an "I" so I am whatever exists right now. Right now exists colours and forms which my mind label as = screen, light, table, hands, glasses. That exists. Therefore right now I am the screen, light, table, hands and glasses since there´s no separtion between reality and "I" since "I" does not exist. Obviously a concept such as "There must be another person experiencing another appearence right now with different colours and forms" is a belief and a thought.

I just answer it in the post you just quoted. I'm speculating with the theory that I will live all possible life's of each human possible.

@Member Wanting reality to be a certain way and therefore limiting it to not be other way, it is selfish, yes.

Knowing 100% sure that live is an illusion and death is not real

Most people have. You don´t obviously because you are enlightened most of the time. Cool I will Yes, I think that dynamic works- It sometimes works but other times dont. That´s true. It´s probably another story of the ego fueled by resentment, self judgement, comparison...etc. Far from the fact that my life was love. I must confess it seems enlightment path has been a trip motivated entirely by the ego to make enlightment the answer to all of his delusions (The ego actually wants enlightment to confirm that his delusions are right. When it fact is totally the contrary isnt??? . I can see im still doing it LOL. Thanks for pointing it out. I dont know. That the condition is a thought too?

Nice one I agree, God is really a saint

The fact that a chair can cause itself to be a chair is because the chair is just a part of Infinity (is infinity itself, just an apparent form of it) ? Since Infinity is unlimited it can create itself to be a chair in a nanosecond effortlessly @Leo Gura ?

Then what´s the point on the work? If ego´s desires are not important, and Truth doesn´t care in being awake or not, then I suppose you should be totally fine in living in delusion 100% of the time withouth ever waking up

@Dodo What you even talking about bro?

Again, I do not want to avoid it per se. The problem is not been attached to an impurity like needing to have a social life or sex life. The problem is on top of that you got an ego that hates itself so have to do shadow and healing work for years to even beging to start satisfaying that need. See the problem? I as the awareness trapped in the illusion dont really care if this body have sex or not. That is not the problem. The problem is the ego first saying "i want sex" and then saying "but now let me create a false belief about myself to actually prevent myself from having sex". Is that double-suffering which makes it particularly outrigheous

Oh no, don´t worry it doesn´t have to do with guilt. It just more of a dissapointment with Spirituality. Or a rage towards the ego. Or a deeply hate of survival and illusion. The hate of seeing the truth and then suffering deeply with the same survival shit when your state changes. When i see an attractive hot girl I basically see how everything and every hour I have spent doing Yoga, meditation, and all psychedelic trips, all difficult moments, all good moments, all realizations, all the boredom, all the confusion, all the work, and all the introspection, all the awakenings, all the states, FOR NOTHING. Because when i see a hot girl all that matters is how much i want her and how i am suffering if i dont approach her. And knowing that is an illusion and at the same time suffering is even more fucked up. So its more of a dissapointment. It just tells you an idea how deeply important the illusion is. How little one is awake. I actually doing spirituality because of the fun of it but to be honest I am at point I am pretty clear there´s no way I am going to be awake unless I go to a retreat the rest of my life. Like, there´s no point. I think psychedelics are useful for self development but meaningless for having conscious life. Meditation and yoga the same though unless you do 4 hours daily of it which nobody has the time to Yeah, I´m in the process.

Wtf you even talking about. I cant understand that english no offense

@Dodo You are not getting it. If rape and murder would be prohibited Love would not be possible. After God would hear you and remove rape and murder to happen, you would probably ask for more and would say "But please kill Wasps and Snakes too. Wasps and snakes create tremendous suffering because sometimes they kill humans who have families and even babies. How that helps Love?" So God goes ahead and removes Wasps and Snakes from the possibilty of existing. What is the next thing now, @Dodo , for reality to be truly "Love" ? Will you ask now that all ugly girls are not permitted to exist and only hot woman will exist? Would that make reality "Love". Are you getting it? Your version of Love is BIASED. Is purely survival. What you call Love is the world being totally fit to your desires and survival agenda. See, if you would be God and you would not have ANY agenda, would make sense that you precisely design life only to serve humans? Can you see that God literally could be RAPIST because it does not have a form. If you one day will be a RAPIST, how the fuck could you prevent yourself to exist? Of course not! You would allow yourself to exist! In the same way God has ALLOWED EVERYTHING and ACCEPTS everything. It permits everything with open arms. That is Love. The problem is you think the Love leo talks about is the same biased, survival-based Love humans usually know.

@Hello from Russia In truth we know that everything is the same and looking at a wall its actually the "same" as having driving a ferrari or eating the best meal of your life. But my problem is, I see a pair of tits (excuse my languge) and all of non-duality knowledge goes through the roof. (I guess this is way enlightment is a state of consciousness. Just thinking about truth won´t be enough) So I have basically turned again to the achiever stage and to burn some "lower karma" like Leo says, such as sex, money and so on. But having said that If would be totally sure I would live the life of a highly attractive men, I wouldn´t move my finger a bit to try to do anything in this life. Since one day I will have everything what I desire just effortlessly

Yeah I actually think FOMO is kind of dumb label. Everybody has "Fomo" because everybody usually wants to have a good time. @Nahm Precisely what I wanted to point out is that it is this wanting (of wanting to have a good time or make good use of your time) which does NOT feel good. So based on your teachings, then I must be an unlimited free being who does not need anything that is desired by the ego. And that must be because I am infinite. Another example of your teaching: Sometimes I think about stuff or type of lives that people have experienced and I haven´t. Why that thought does not feel good? It must be because I am an unlimited being, so having the belief that I am limited to this life feels instantly bad. The thought "I will experience all lives" feels good. In other words, The thought "I will experience all lives" feels good because it matches my infinite nature. The thought "I am limited to this life and I should make good use of my time" feels bad because it doesn´t match my infinte nature. I feel what I experienced has been infinity. But its true also that a lot of teaching has been built upon that. So I am not sure if I am confusing map and territory and both at the same time. Ultimately I think I am the only thing that exists and right now I am imagining everything including you. But that thought does not feel totally good. The infinity theory that i put in the OP feels good. I´m just not totally sure its true. Check to the first three but I dont understand the last one.

I just said I don´t have all the answers. @Tim R Didn´t want to share negative energy. Your help is appreciated. I must confess when you said "is ridiculous" I took it as an attack or mock. Im sure you didnt meant it in a bad way I guess Nice