Javfly33

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  1. @acidgoofy Some people do have a natural tolerance to certain psychedelics. I wouldn´t swear so easy haha
  2. @outlandish I am the only one who thinks that after trying 5-MeO all of the "insights" from Lsd or mushrooms just seem like a refined-level of delusion and more story-making of the ego? Honestly nowdays when I do the classic psychedelics, I try to go straight to the chase (ego-death/surrender..etc) and avoid all of the "aha moments" or even the "brilliant instrospection" insights. I am not talking about direct insights from high state of consciousness of course, but this one are direct, not "language-like" so there is no trap for delusion here.
  3. super mega repeated question.. Just do the work and see it for yourself
  4. Yeah It has taught me that surrender (conscious surrender) is a kind of superpower in life.
  5. The best advice regarding parents is, absolutely let go of the attachment of validation to your parents. You think the problem is your parents, but the problem actually is you. Is your neediness and attachment to your parents. You don´t easily change a person´s behaviour. I´m sure you have encountered plenty of people that would give you advice and you would think their advice is useless yet you didnt become triggered emotionally inside. So the actual solution is to let go of the belief that your parents opinion are important. At this point I basically treat their advice or words as any other person. They have not more truth in their words that anybody else and you don´t owe them a-ny-thing
  6. I agree, friends are great, but the reality is also is that if you start self-actualizing a lot, it´s not easy to find friends that are going to be in the same "boat as you". For example, all of my friends usually use alcohol as a socializator or an excuse to hang out. I think alcohol is against my development. So I either abtain and be like weird or just not hang out.
  7. @meow_meow I have practiced Javascript and Java. I have practiced the most React framework, but basically I have developed several full stack aps in Javascript, an app on aws, I know sql. I have attended about 6 jobs interviews if i remember correcly. I´ve been applying maybe since -9 months ago to jobs
  8. This is the best solution I think you can use: https://www.r-pur.com/en I haven´t tried them yet but from my research they seem to be quite more safe than the typical pollution mask
  9. Well yeah, we knew that already just kiddin tho bro. thanks for the remainder
  10. @Florian Hahaha Kanye west a good leader? Dude Kanye is one of the least stable and more ego maniac persons I've seen on the media. And that is saying a lot.
  11. Let's say you have fomo because you are thinking how much stuff you could be doing/experiencing and you losing your time or whatever doing nothing. But supposedly if Infinity means you will live all and each possibility as God, doesn't that mean that you will eventually life the life of that guy who has a mansion full of models? Or that guy with an exciting and social life? Or a the life of a confident business passionate entrepreneur? You see what Im trying to say? If you live all lives then you could just be resting in awareness if this life is boring, until the next exciting life.. withouth no fear or losing out because there's no death. Just the next imagination. If I'm wrong be sure to point me.out what am I missing
  12. Ok, I know what you are trying to say. Let me ask you this question: For you, what is existence? I think that you are asking me that question because for you, existence is that which IS (Isness) + that which you think IT COULD BE (Inevitably future, because if you say "it could be that this thing is existing outside of THIS.", you eventually would have to go to that place and be aware of that thing. By which at that point, that thing would exist of course ) For me, existence is that which IS. For me, that which IS + that which could be (a possibility that i can´t verify) is Existence + Me imagining that something exists outside existence.
  13. It´s not that THIS is real, it´s that THIS is all of existence. So by pure "logic" anything ouside THIS is just the mind imagining that stuff can exist outside THIS
  14. Yes, but by his own decision. God imposed a limitation on itself. Death is supposedly the dissolving of this limitation
  15. My life as Javfly33 is also a concept. What it exists are appeareances and awareness of this appearences. Lately I´ve found I am literally this appeareances because there´s not an "I" so I am whatever exists right now. Right now exists colours and forms which my mind label as = screen, light, table, hands, glasses. That exists. Therefore right now I am the screen, light, table, hands and glasses since there´s no separtion between reality and "I" since "I" does not exist. Obviously a concept such as "There must be another person experiencing another appearence right now with different colours and forms" is a belief and a thought.
  16. I just answer it in the post you just quoted. I'm speculating with the theory that I will live all possible life's of each human possible.
  17. @Member Wanting reality to be a certain way and therefore limiting it to not be other way, it is selfish, yes.
  18. Knowing 100% sure that live is an illusion and death is not real
  19. Most people have. You don´t obviously because you are enlightened most of the time. Cool I will Yes, I think that dynamic works- It sometimes works but other times dont. That´s true. It´s probably another story of the ego fueled by resentment, self judgement, comparison...etc. Far from the fact that my life was love. I must confess it seems enlightment path has been a trip motivated entirely by the ego to make enlightment the answer to all of his delusions (The ego actually wants enlightment to confirm that his delusions are right. When it fact is totally the contrary isnt??? . I can see im still doing it LOL. Thanks for pointing it out. I dont know. That the condition is a thought too?
  20. The fact that a chair can cause itself to be a chair is because the chair is just a part of Infinity (is infinity itself, just an apparent form of it) ? Since Infinity is unlimited it can create itself to be a chair in a nanosecond effortlessly @Leo Gura ?
  21. Then what´s the point on the work? If ego´s desires are not important, and Truth doesn´t care in being awake or not, then I suppose you should be totally fine in living in delusion 100% of the time withouth ever waking up
  22. Again, I do not want to avoid it per se. The problem is not been attached to an impurity like needing to have a social life or sex life. The problem is on top of that you got an ego that hates itself so have to do shadow and healing work for years to even beging to start satisfaying that need. See the problem? I as the awareness trapped in the illusion dont really care if this body have sex or not. That is not the problem. The problem is the ego first saying "i want sex" and then saying "but now let me create a false belief about myself to actually prevent myself from having sex". Is that double-suffering which makes it particularly outrigheous