Javfly33

@Dodo Of course Lol. Since I am Truth and Truth is all there is. Dogs are Truth too. What you are missing is that you are not only the body or the mind. You are calling Dodo the conceptual character that takes ownership of the body and mind that you experience. The problem is that you are not this character, but rather the whole POV that appears in your reality. You are the body, but you are also the car you are seeing, the sky, the dog that is walking by...etc. If you want to call Dodo the whole reality that you have always experienced that´s fine. But if you do that realize that since I am also reality, then I must also be Dodo too. So God = Dodo

Depends on your grade of wokeness. If you are woke enough you will be consciouss enough to see there is no "other that has died" since there is only One and you are that with everything. "A love one" is just a distinction made my the mind in the infinite formless energy field that is You. So nobody really can´t ever die.

If it´s not from the same vendor it probably will mean nothing (since what really matters is the selection and drying process, so your vendor will have a different one for sure) but it was Red Borneo.

Take Kratom 1-2 hours before bed. You will have the craziest/intense lucid dreams ever. I actually had an Awakening inside a dream after taking Kratom one night

He's on point. There is an illusory individual who "knows" things. It's not that he doesn't know things, but since the things he/she knows are within the dream, his knowledge is limited and can't never fully grasp what is real/true. To grasp reality you as God must wake up, trascending the limits of the individual POV and it's limited language.

I found this beef plug that sells ecological beef. This animals live happily (I assume, I haven´t ask them) and free in the catalans mountains (pyrenees). The farmer told me: 1- They are freely to walk around within a huge extension of land, (they go down to the river to drink, they walk a lot etc) 2- they are not forced to reproduce but they voluntarely choose when to 3- they eat 100% natural grass from the mountain land, meaning, it´s not land that has been modified or touched to be more fertile or whatever...etc. As you can imagine, They obviously have more life expectancy too. Now, notice that all of the studies against red meat have probably been done NOT ON this kind of quality farms. They have done on intensive farms. The differences are HUGE. It´s like you put some humans in some violent stressful prison and then analyze their bodies, so you extrapole that human mean is bad. But you forget that humans can also live in luxurious houses with big gardens. Maybe their meat wouldn´t be so bad then. And the result it seems is worth it because the meat is absolutely fantastical. Not only is good in the sense that is delicious, I mean that when I finished eating I feel soo relaxed and basically I feel good in my body for no apparent reason so it has to be the meat. That is such a contrast in comparison when i finish eating almost any other meal, specially like pasta, rice, oatmeal, where even if i feel full and somewhat satisfied I feel a kind of low mood for half an hour and sometimes even anxiety. Its really nuts that people say red meat is bad! This is basically one of the best foods I have put in my body ever and I am going to definetely increase my red meat intake from this provider and keep you guys updated.

Don´t you think he is just angry wih life?

How did you verify that observation? Was it direct? I had similar observations as yours. I remember when I first took 5-meo-dmt, after some time in the trip I became consciouss of the possibility of infinite infinities (infinite perspectives with a different POV in each)" outside " my direct experience of the present moment. But fast enough I realized that was just a thought and probably it was just because i was high. So...I don´t know. I probably shouldn´t trust my mind by this point right?

Unfortunately as Someone Here said only you can answer that question.

It is not consistent. Look how many forms change shape and colour constantly. But there is a thing that is constant. Try to see what that is.

After yesterday´s deep insight I just realized what is the present moment. The present moment is me. Since all forms have changed, but the present moment has always remained, I must be the present moment. Now the next question is, what is really the present moment? It´s me, but that doesn´t answer all my questions.

The crazy thing about this thing is that nobody can confirm your Awakening or the Truth because that would be just a belief..so it doesn't matter really if I ask nahm or Leo or allislovr moderators about of this like this or like that. Because I can only wake up since I am. So when I awake to the truth I will be alone.

I take advantage of this topic to confess that I am not really sure of almost anything after several awakenigns, years studiying spirituality and listening to leo, and several psychedelic trips prepared solely for contemplation and spiritual processes.

It seems that Being is neccesarary for reality to exist.

I don´t mean metaphorically. I mean literally I just had a weird realization, a realization that says something like " I might haven´t moved a bit". Let me explain, I just had a sudden raise in consciousness about 10 minutes ago. I don´t know why, but I remembered an experience I lived months ago, yet it totally felt like that experience just happened a few seconds ago. Not in the sense that I just re-lived that experience, but in the sense that no time has passed from x months ago to NOW. It´s sooo hard to explain. But it feels like "I haven´t moved a bit" from past to NOW. I have the feeling I am living all my life in the Now. Please can someone tell me what the hell just happened lol

@Frenk Yeah, it was something like that.

@Breakingthewall What are the other bondages?

Interesting. Something to contemplate @Nahm I am intensely contemplating at the moment. It seems the common denominator between all experiences is that in all experiences Being was there.

I see thanks for the clarification. After your explanation I definetely will abstain from more trials with vaporization and just plug it.

@Michal__ Nicotine a nootropic. Sure, an stimulating high that lasts 3 minutes, and that it literally produces anxiety for +10minutes afterwards if you don´t have tolerance to it. Nicotine is one of the shittiest things i´ve tried. Basically almost any drug is superior to nicotine.

Yeah, I used to have this realization when I was kid. i would try to imagine death, and it would feel like an impossible thing. Because awareness must be there to exist.

Wow. Well I´m telling you this stuff is a winner! Omg still feeling great

@snowyowl Of course no difference at all. But shunyamurti speaks truth and most people speak delusion.

Just happened a weird thing watching the last Shunyamurti video he just uploaded on youtube He was talking about not being trapped by the thoughts which maintain the ilusion, the matrix of desire. At one point, something clicked . I was there listening to him and I had a deep recognition of something very clear. Shunyamurti says I am not the body, i am not the ego. But I am supposed to control something, because Shunyamurti says "I need to get out of the matrix". So... I must be something which is intelligent. Yet is not a thought or a mechanical process like a body. So... who is really Shunyamurti speaking to? And then it hit me. He is speaking to the Consciousness which has been the whole time here! I became Consciouss I am Conscioussness listening to him. The words of Shunyamurti are not being listened by a hand. They are not being listened by a leg. They are not being listened by a thought. A thought can't listen. Lol! They are being listened by Consciousness! Shunyamurti is speaking to ("my") Consciousness! The whole secret thing has been hidden in plain sight the whole time! Omg! ? And funny thing is I don't have to do anything to be Consciousness. I am always conscioussness. I can forget myself and believe I am a thought. But that's just an dumb Illusion.

Haha thanks I guess!