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When I had that trip I didn´t know anything about spirituality, so I wasn´t able to contextualize it as a spiritual awakening, but I think that´s what happened. Only thing that I know is that the next morning all of my problems were put into perspective, because I saw that my problems were only "relative" problems of the person, and the trip showed my that there was things beyond the person. I was literally that beyond. So the person was just a perspective. So I stopped giving importance to the person and the problems of the person. Honestly if psychs don´t work for you, my guess is that your ego is not prepared yet to surrender to them. If that is the case, you should do all kind of sober practices and then when you are ready trip again and it should be more profound. You should strive for ego death since all kind of emotions are still part of the story of the character you believe to be, so at first it feels like healing but imo is just re-inforcing the illusion. True healing will come from realizing you were never a person.

I have a theory, and that is, that psychedelics help and raise baseline level of awareness and ego development, yeah, but you must be in a minimal point of these two for the psychedelic to start helping you. What I think happens for a lot of people that take psychedelics and dont go anywhere is because they still are not open to the experience really, to be really changed by the trip/shown things, and have a change in their awareness or development. It might be because the user doesn´t have a genuine curiosity or achieve to develop himself, or might be because the user is fine with his life and doesn´t want to go to deeper places. The only solution is, to keep doing trips, and doing all kind of integration and sober healing work, meditation introspection, contemplation, therapy, you nanme it, eventally it must happen to you come to a place of development where the trips will start to be very profound. A single acid trip, which was my first, completely changed me from being suicidal and deeply neurotic to the point of doing crazy things, to the next morning being as a someone who has done a meditaation 90 day retreat, instant new "neurochemistry" you could say, there wasn´t any change after the trip, I literally was another person. The suicidal and neurotic persona had died in those 6-7 hours of trip Lol. Of course that neurochemistry WILL COME BACK if you stop doing work, or really changing yourself. Psychedelics are a great aid but you can´t expect to trip and get your problems solved. No, they are a great help but its not a lazy route.

But you are not in the body even in the "state of consciousness of being in the body " (story of the ego) ?

Oh, no, you are not in the body. Thats the illusion of the ego. I had several 'awakenings', after wards the ego starts with stories of states, physical, illusion, funcional. But that's actually not true. Is how the ego keeps himself alive. You have never been in a body. You just imagine so

Neat ??

Exercise, it will clear your mind of BS.

Lol

@Danioover9000 Woah, i don't think this is a victim thread. I am totally aware that I create my own suffering and I haven't blamed women at all. In fact this topic has been quite helpful with the motivation replies of several people here. Understand that each person is at his own level of development. Having said that, thanks for your 2 cents still.

Can you do a summary?

Lol no is not cold at all. Except a 2-3 months a year, the rest of is as climate friendly as Andalucia and Canary Islands. It is expensive, yeah. But as Leo said, any big city it's going to be expensive. Barcelona is not as expensive as London, Paris, New York, ...etc thought. In regards to comparison, honestly Andalucía is probably a bit better for pickup since people there are more social and open (in Canary Islands even more, the girls are way more open than any other place in Spain). The problem is, you are not going to do pick up for a long time in cities that don't even reach 1 million of population. Biggest city in Andalucía is Seville and I think it's 700.000 people (Let's not even say Canary Islands. Lol). Barcelona metropolitan area is +5 million. Madrid +6 million. Population is a big factor. However, if your intention is not solely pick up and you just want a good place to live, get more social and just fuck around a bit, it's probably better Andalucía as you said; Málaga, Sevilla, Cádiz, etc. You will be able to make friends there much much better than Barcelona. Don't expect a lot of job opportunities there though.

@Forestluv LSD is as potent as 5meo for me. In 5meo inhaled forms dissapear, sure. But in LSD even though the forms might be there, "I" can be long gone and be as trascendent as 5meo. Honestly I might be doing something wrong with 5meo since it seems its so "so much meta" than any other psychs and I cant seem to get there.

Lol

@ConsciousOwl10 but Stage orange is what fits pick up HAHA Honestly the little pick up i did in my life was in London and it was GREAT. I actually think that seems it's a city where socially people are more closed than let's say Vegas o New York, girls are Actually more surprised and impressed that you approach them, and they are probably even more open to it. Apart from that, i think your analysis of "energy" of london is deeply biased on your tastes or your beliefs. Sure, it is cloudy much of the time and it's cold for several months, but honestly the "energy" for me was great, if it's one of the best cities of the world, is not because of coincidence and certainly not because of bad energy LOL. But sure the energy in London is dramatically different than the one in Rio de Janeiro or Budapest. Maybe you don't resonate with it. But i Definetely did. It's a "warm" city if you resonate with it.

Come to Barcelona, is not as expensive as London and is great for pick up too

Jesus christ how much pick up have you done to get to that level of confidence ??

You don´t think. Thoughts arise

Lol what that has to do with understanding reality? ? If there has been a catalyzer for my Awakening it's been suffering. Although of course I'm not saying a lot of people have suffered a hell more than I had. Suffering is not a bug in the design of reality

Unfortunately what you call the world of forms is already death The way to avoid suffering is to wake up in the world of forms. Death will never happen as you think it is

No

You can get it either from prescription or from the black market

I wouldn't say there's little difference, but yeah it depends a lot on the individual more than the dosage.

It´s amazing. Wait till you take enough Lsd and see that you are talking to yourself, you are the soy milk, you are the toilet...etc. And there´s no explanation for this things nor "no background" but Your own imagination. Hahah...what a joke I´ve created haha. Sneaky God! Lol. Na, but yeah, that´s great that you are using psychs to expand your consciousness and appreciate each detail of creation Good job!

It can't be "got it" with the mind. Stop suffering with thoughts and ideas, and...do more practices.

What?

You are awareness, being aware of all those thoughts and ideas appearing in the mind.