Javfly33

Cosmos is something that appears in your mother's, father's, or your dogs POV. But there is nothing outside of this POV, this POV is all that exists. So cosmos is an appearance, but it doesn't exist as a material thing.

There is no cosmos Only you

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Nice ?

wouldn´that be neat lol

Son of a bitch!

Yeah it's even too harsh coming off from you ?

Nice , really nice ?

You can try this exercise: 1. Get yourself a pencil. 2. Put it somewhere, and look at it for half a minute. 3. Now close your eyes, and move to the left or the right some meters. And then look again. 4. Inquire and contemplate how do you know that the pencil you are looking now is the same than before you closing your eyes and moving. After all, there is no evidence of it being the same. Appearances are different. 5. Become conscious that is you that is assuming and projecting that is the same pencil. You are imagining physical reality.

@SamC ??

I struggle with being assertive at work. My work is not that bad but the management is a complete MESS so I feel I get played around a lot (Finishing work later than what I should, working on "optional" days that end up being non optional, etc...) Lately I feel that whenever a situation arises where I think "I should step up" and I don't, I judge myself harshly, reminding me that the problem is never about other people but rather is mine. In a sense it's true, blaming others and things robs you of responsability to change your life.. At the other hand, I feel that this self proclaimed extreme "ownership" of problems puts me in a constant pressure to "prove" myself. If anything happens at work that I feel is unfair and I don't step up, I immediately judge myself harshly and a feeling depressive "you are still not self actualizing/growing at all. Look how they play you around ! arises. Sometimes I would just like to complain and hate the management and how they fucking abuse the slave bee worker. But yeah, I know that if I would be assertive and confidence enough they couldn't (because the law goes in my favour). But sometimes I would just like to accept where I am at and stop judging myself for not being perfect.

@SamC Yeah, I know you wish the best and I actually agree emeshment trauma seems pretty solid. But understand me, at the end of the day I'm highly skeptical of any methods or theories that tells you "you have to do this or that to fix yourself" because I've been doing self actualization for maybe more than 5 years. I've read, I've tripped, I've contemplated. At the end it seems my ego would just resurrect with another story of "not enough yet. Now I have to fix this thing or that thing". Seems like an endless game . So in a way techniques and theories are useful, but sometimes I just grow tired and realize I'm bullshitting myself and I know I could be myself NOW. My real me which don't have any traumas, childhood, conditionings, or bullshit. Which at the end of the day aren't we all what we are striving for. Don't you think this kind of "healings" reinforce the ego?

When you are 'there' and see the 'moon', it wouldn't be the same 'moon'. Anyways Moon is conceptual im both scenarios. What will change will be appearances.

Ultimately teal swan is not awake. Childhood memories and trauma is something that is imaginary. Actually it never happened.

This is because you are not connected right now with your masculine energy. It might sound new-agey but it´s true. You must discover aspects of you, like self-expression, confidence, energy, assertiveness-proyection, etc. Once you tap into it you will get to enjoy it. Dont you feel pain when you see a very hot girl you would like to meet and you don´t? Well developing that masculine approaching/hunter energy will provide you of great experiences such as that. I honestly feel like a shit when I want to but I don´t. So that energy is actually a blessing we can tap into

@SamC Growth is not a black/white thing though.

Interesting. how to do that? Since your last post got me thinking. I have started contemplating how crazy is that when I go to talk to a girl I find attractive, I caugth myself havng thoughts or attitudes of "let´s go play this character to seem cool to her". Because I cant see how being "normal" could be attractive. Nice, I used to feel that A LOT when I was socializing with people. Fortunately that has gone for good and I feel totally "myself" which honestly I´ts amazing thinking about it the massive work i´ve done to get there. However it´s true that there are still some feelings of that when particular situations that require more assertiveness arise. nice!

@Someone here @Someone here you sure?

@Someone here What about it. Than what is it for you. For most people 'being' is what they call "physical reality"

@SamC yeah I know it's probably related to childhood and beliefs but still that doesn't solve me anything..not exactly sure what is your message. That I should have a break ?

Not sure exactly what you are trying to say.

My "who knows" depends completely on my current spiritual progression. I don't discard the possibility of actually knowing. In fact I very much hope to ? The fact that there is "no one" to know doesn't prevent knowledge or intelligence. Of course it won't be intellectual knowledge. It will be intuition and consciousness. For example, the difference between experiencing your life as a perception (ego) or as a something else, it's a kind of knowing. It is not intellectual, it is not done my the mind or by that which "doesn't exists". But it's definitely there. Why? Because obviously consciousness exists. And Consciousness have inteligence to "know". Why you discard Consciousness knowing how the entire universe and reality works?

Yeah, it's weird. It makes you think what is really life. If the thing that you were so sure the most, that thing that was real and alive turns out never existed. Then what is real anymore. Who knows.

@Someone here What is exactly 'being' for you?

Block and run