Javfly33

I have to disagree in that one. Even though I can fantasize about being the girl during the whole video, always when it comes the time of ejaculating, I feel an intense unstoppable drive to switch to being the man ,while I ejaculate I need to feel I'm pounding . It's impossible to me otherwise in that moment.

Of course it´s all relative. When I say "what is important" make no mistake I know that important here is totally relative. My intention of abiding as the Self is purely selfish from an EGO POV, I value bliss and peace over suffering and struggle. That is a preference and is relative and I accept that. As ego´s we are limited by that preference and I think it´s OK. And of course when I say "share the love and wisdom" with humanity, is more of the same. I know humanity care about good-feeling and peace over suffering or other explorations that might not be totally peaceful. This is not to say that explorations are bad, is just that most people don´t care about explorations. Having said that, there is people who prefer and show more interest in going deeper, in explorations kind of way as you said. I actually had a similar conversation some time ago regarding this, in this forum with a known user here. I was saying something like If Had been happy and at peace 24/7 I would have never started any spiritual search. He would say more or less what you are saying, that he entered into other realms just because of pure adventure and curiosity even though knowing it might be scary or terryfing. Which I value but I have never been able to empathise on a deep level since I have always valued peace and bliss before anything else.

That is interesting. That could explain how come some people experience some physical sensations as "excitement" and others as "anxiety". What you seem to imply that there is no body actually. Since if what you are saying its true, being "tired" is just more raw sensation and then the mind labeling the sensation as "tired". Which makes kind of sense, since the mind needs a survival mechanism and withouth the label "tired" we would be always energized and never "tired". But again, there is no body, so in theory, we "could". But maybe the infinite intelligence limit itself. Maybe the survival mechanism is just a tool to keep the imaginary game keep being played in a congruent manner. Idk, let me know if I am divagating too much! @Nahm

Omg that is actually an hilarious yet on point analogy

I don't predict a successful future with that amount of ego stubbornness. It's deeply counter intuitive, but Let go and surrender is part of game. Some times those cards are the best ones to play to advance

It's kind of pointless to approach with covid. Just wait until it passes and focus on other stuff. Is what I am doing

That seems very interesting and exciting, and I wouldn't want to down-value your experiences, but honestly I think one or two trips of deep mind-fuckery is more than enough. More than that and I start to feel I "owe" reality something. I prefer to abide in Truth, rest as the Self, create the best possible life in this human form, share the best love and wisdom I can, and ultimately, simplify things a little bit. Although those deep travels to crazy worlds can be tremendously valuable in certain points of our paths/life's, they can ultimately become a distraction from what is important for us imo

Very interesting , I had already heard of that therapy but I didn't know the details of it. Seems very promising, thanks for sharing!

There is the label of "an individual". The is the label of "other". There is the label of "body". Yet when we think about existence, we definetely have a sense or intuition that for something to *really exist, It must hold more substance to It than just a mere label.

Almost everytime i do psychedelics last year lmao

Good that you are honest Love your new signature btw ?

If you mean "I fantasize in the video about being the girl and being fucked", just say It lol. I do It a lot of times and I'm straight too. Its not that weird right? ?

Well, sometime It will come the time you have to Accept exactly what you did ?

Its not late to start building a business. Why you want waste time and energy in dumb soul crushing Jobs anyways

Having said that, I admit I did spirituality because of personal development. Maybe 2% was because of Truth´s sake. But still. I made the mistake of doing spirituality intensely the last years, trying to "trascend" survival. I was just such an naive fool. Had some awakenings, some great realizations. Some important healings of the psyche of my ego. Hell I even realized I am not the body or the mind. Yet 2 months ago I started a job ( I was living with my parents until then) and everything that I "learned" of spirituality went through the window. Not only that, but also my baseline level of consciousness suffered a deep regression. Right now 99% of my day consist of getting stressed out to do my job and the rest of the day trying to get a new job. So now basically I literally spend 100% of my cognitive energy of my day on survival stuff! Before I had no job so I could spent maybe 30% in studying so the 70% left I could contemplate, meditate...etc. Not even psychedelics work it seems. Did some DMT last friday. Had the most amazing afterglow of my life, yet when monday comes, my job kills my back. And no consciousness can help with that. Ego will help me to try to find a better thing and more conscious job. My advice is, make sure you got basic things sorted out, before you try to do stuff of high level ego development as Leo talks about in his last video .

What if this is just another story of the ego to keep itself Alive?

Of course that does make perfect sense. Nirvana only seems very attractive from the point of view of separation and fear, but I imagine once I am in that nondual love for some Infinity years It makes perfect sense to imagine a reality again with its pleasures and suferings

Stop existing. Being the moment. Realizing you were never born. You were never a person. He, quite a surrender you got to do to reach nirvana. But hey, it´s a decision. Nobody is putting a gun to your head to constantly create a self Yet you keep doing it.

@Leo Gura Yeah but you have to "close" afterwards. The real interaction afterwards is a whole other game. Getting the foot in the door doesn´t guarantee the sale as you said haha. Which is why the whole incel movement is so fucking ridiculous. pd: Of course im not saying im not fortunate to have that advantage tho, just saying.

Very, very little. Ive been probably a 8.5/10 on looks most of my Life. Yet since my personality has been totally beta male i have gotten NOTHING. Although its true that Girls do look at me and i can see im being looked in an attraction manner . But once they got to know me im fucked Lol ahahha

Oh that´s funny. I actually find very "amusing" to watch some JRE episodes because Joe clearly is still so attached to the materialist paradigm that it´s interesting to see how all experiences they talk about are filtered down behind that paradigm. Having said that precisely because of dmt experiences Joe sometimes have an "intuition" that the materialism might not be as accurate as society thinks. Will give it a watch to day to have a laugh haha

I mean when the imaginary body stop being imagined. What will happen then. Of course I know this are questions of the ego and God don´t really care. I assume the dream of being in the body of @Javfly33 will end. I think it´s a pretty good assumption I don´t assume death as non-existence since I can´t even imagine non-existence.

I used to do it, I didnt grow a lot of muscle but it was pretty fun. Let me know if you ever are able to do a front-lever and I´ll send you a medal Lol.

You/Infinity Why reality would need a "where"? Why reality would need a "how"?