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@The0Self That's cute to say it in theory, but I wonder if you do not feel alone sometimes. If you seek sex, relationships, friendships...etc it's because you know , even as an illusion, that the self exists and you pursue that love/union . Because "I" thought and then "otherness" creates the tremendous suffering of separation. So we try to eliminate it constantly doing this things. But at the end of the day, you really are alone as God hahaha . So what we are even doing.

Infinity means I'm alone for ever for eternity and that's fucked up if you ask me tbh

Now you're being just an attention whore, man. You will get banned soon if you don't stop

I think this is not the right forum to ask this

How you measure that additional 10ug Lol

It's not crazy addictive like other drugs, but I've found it definitely can become an habit to use it "once too much" when I don't have energy or feel tired. Fortunately, the side effects of it makes you rethink to use it again that usually. So I guess that, the same that happens with trips, the effects of LSD itself regulate itself your addiction, at the end you stop using it regularly because it ends up not good.

Smoking also has benefits, it has been proved that smoking cigarettes reduces the risk of getting your femula broken or someshit like that. The studies about the pros of coffee are the same. Freaking ridiculous. Whatever coffee gives you of benefits you can get it with good diet, supplements, vegetables, etc. All bullshit of people wanting to justify his use it's so obvious ?

I've found is kind of a waste of time for me. I just prefer to do a proper trip from once in a while and I found it provides me much better mental health improvements

It all depends on what you understand by my 'Ok'...

@EntheogenTruthSeeker I am not saying that you haven't experienced Jesus. I'm saying Jesus is imaginary. As I said, if all of this story feels allright to you, by all means keep buying into it. But if it doesn't, know also you can let it go.

There's nothing inherently wrong with your posts. You might just have imagining, as God, a mental illness and mental fantasies as a path to awakening. Which we could recommend you, to start letting it go (if it doesn't feel right) and start vibrating higher. (If it does feel good and make you happy, by all means keep going. Remember there is no objetive reality at the end of the day ) The problem with Leo and some of the moderators is as always his lack of empathy towards some group of people that might show or tell about radical claims or experiences or opinions. I agree Leo doesn't want the forum to become a tabloid of everyone's fantasy, BUT you could treat in an empathetic manner showing the person that it's Ok what he's experiencing but since doesn't match your opinion of what spirituality is, you lock the post. Not in a way of "you're broken and I lock your post you might better fix yourself or you won't be entering here again". Thank god "Love" is the highest teaching. Yeah right. Honestly if it was my forum I even wouldn't lock it, but anyways I can put myself in the shoes of Leo and if you have an agenda to maintain a forum is comprensible to might want to be more restrictive and limited in the content. He (and moderators) should just have more empathy and awareness, but of course they haven't experienced real mental illness what you can't expect from them. They are very comfortable in their stable minds.

Hahaha infinite love is you

+1 I share your pain

Holy shit the first replies on this topic.

Lol this is totally me last 2 years. I've wasted s shit ton of time and joy. But again the spiritual journey that got me there was needed to be lived . Ironically now you will have to get an awakening of absolute truth/Enlightment to realize it's time to stop seeking

Shunyamurti is all the time talking about reality becoming apocalyptical. Particularly what has surprised me and catched my curiosity, is that sometimes he has said something along the lines as: "We can dream another world from the understanding of love and the Self". So basically what he's saying is that all that is happening in reality ( Covid, global warming, wars) it's an imagination of God and God can actually dream something radically different if humans start to wake up? Right now maybe 0.001% of population is awake. Is shunyamurti saying that if maybe 1% of people become God Realize God will dream a world more loving?

I am feeling like everything lacks meaning. How can you have joy if there is no meaning? Every difference I made in reality has been reveiled to be an total illusion, since everything is love. Everything is fundamentally the same. Also the fact that I am alone forever in my own godhood for eternity. And "everyone else" it's alone too. Forever. Additionally nobody I know friends or family understands me and they don't know I am them.

They can think they can, but in reality is you who cause you emotional suffering and THEN project that she/he hurt you. Of course emotional suffering is of your creation and responsability. Physical suffering is more difficult to trascend. It requires insane mystic levels of controlling the body and mind. I am not advocating for that kind of control as a goal for people.

Thats a very victim mentality of the mind. How could anyone cause you suffering? You are the one projecting that other people can make you suffer, particularly emotional suffering, which is the one we are talking here.

Yes, of course.

No, the essential ingredients are surrender and expansion. My best trips has been in difficult moments in my life, but willing to surrender and learn.

Right. They should have lived my life to experience first hand how that idelogy is so not accurate with reality ?

You guys are making a fuss out of something is not such a big deal. Most Guys who don't get laid, with the exception of maybe guys which are unfortunately very very ugly or weird, it's simply a lack of confidence/self love which stems from childhood trauma/conditioning or self hate karmic herency from parents. This guys don't have the masculine side developed correctly so they are not attractive and they don't behave in an attractive manner to the opposite sex chronically. The solution is simply mental health awareness . Dating advice and so on is a good thing for development but we should know what the basic root problem is. From that point Dating courses and social hacks and bootcamps are the "excuse" the guy will do and accomplish to finally realize there was nothing wrong with him. And of course long before that point the "incel" will stop being such since he will stop projecting any type of fault to women . Of course women are selective and like attractive guys, just as guys. It's such a duh. Unfortunately the sneaky projection of the mind makes the incel movement possible

Well the same idea that gives you that if you put a large knife on to your throat you are going to have a problem. The whole thing is an idea, and imagination and a concept, yet you act like it's useful for your life and somewhat accurate in reality and you do not do such a thing. But yeah I get your point, let go, flow with life, accept the new understanding, etc. I will do that thanks ?

I used to get veery stupid and horny when seeing girls attractive feet, even hough culturally it's a more or less widely accepted fetish, sometimes I thought that shit couldn't be normal. However today I went out to party scene where girls wear heels and all sort of that and I couldn't get excited at all. I haven't done nofap or anything like that. I do have way less interest in porn (close to none) but I still do it due to habit. Something has rewired in my brain and is not because of nofap or noporn, which just makes it even more curious. It seems there was a psychological trauma factor in relationship with foot fetish. Kind of fucked up since it seems its a pretty popular fetish. But anyway, at least I know it now and I healed a lot.