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Because most of us we are not Conscious that we are God 99% of the time. So the ego runs the show. The solution is simple: Awake yourself as God more and more times and time so you Reclaim your power back.

Son of a bitch!!

I love my iron pan but it's not black. It's just normal iron. First all food will stick to the surface but once you have cooked enough times on it it will be fine. Afterwards you clean it with a paper and that's it

I´ve heard Leo and others saying re-incarnation aint real. However honestly is the only thing that makes sense. 4 days ago my "father" died, and since then, I started to ask myself questions about where his consciousness went. Is the life of my father a "movie" that I as God lived in the past already, and God currently is incarnated in my form? (and now I am seeing how the movie of my father ended knowing about him "dying"?) I know that I am consciousness and this is my dream. But I still have some questions...

I think being aware of the breathing is a way "I" can get out of the way of God. Recently I have become conscious I am corrupting God's life with my selfishness. Yeah I don't exist. With "God" of course I mean this current experience it's happening ?

@Inliytened1 do you think I can awaken permanently if I as awareness become constantly aware of the breathing? I am considering a real solution lately, since even though psychedelics are great my ego always comes back. Looking for a "permanent" solution to live life free of ego ??

Because Enlightment is the realization of Truth Enlightment = Truth Until Enlightment all you know is relative knowledge and relative truth. So you project Enlightment to also being a relative truth. But the point of enlightenment is to be an absolute truth

Well how the hell you can plan a complex intellectual problem without thoughts?? And for a complex thing a separate self arises in forms of thoughts.. Yeah I know there is no self, just thoughts. But...you know what I mean

@Nahm If you don't mind the random question... Do you "think as a doing" sometimes or do you just have thoughts arise and you choose and let them go however you like always? For example if you have to plan a mathematical equation you must experience a separate self thinking the mathematical problem. How do you stop that separate self from "expanding" to the rest of the day? ? Sorry brotha can't unquote

How come? Isn't difference how you experience life from the ego POV than from other different ways of experience life? The rest of ways to experience life that are not the usual ego POV, could be called awakening. But since there are many different, that's why I don't think it's singular.

I understand awakening as a state in 'you' being in a certain way. Since you can be in a lot of certain ways, awakening is not a singular thing.

@Preety_India So for you authentic "nice guys" would be just men who are more selfless than the average?

Yeah nice guys don't even exist. They are still bad guys but playing the nice guy lol

I think you might very right. My most intense experience so far of Oneness was on Ketamine, and I think it was because it came a point where I couldn't basically think at all. Interesting that no lsd, shoorms, DMT or 5-meo-dmt have put me nowhere close where Ketamine put me. And it wasn't a big dose at all , which make it even more special. This also might explain why they say never it's a good idea to combine weed with dissociatives because of the ashtonishing intensity of experience it produces.

Thanks for reminding me I am not yet Enlightened lol... Thanks for sharing, loved reading your history, happy this community/Leo content served you!

Damn weed is definitely stronger than back in the days lol

Have you ever experienced "deep sleep"? Or is it deep sleep a concept you have about what have happened when you were sleeping? What if the truth is precisely the true actuality of your direct experience? Which is, there is a present moment in which there appears a bed, a body that jumps on it and close the eyes, and a body that opens them up again and a THOUGHT saying "I have slept 8 hours and now it's morning". Notice how all of this phenomena appears in the present moment. Notice what happened in direct experience and what not. A thought of deep sleep appeared, yet it didn't appeared a direct experience of deep sleep. Which is precisely why you are asking what happens on it or what is it. You have no direct experience of it.

@Stephen thanks It has also conditioned my reaction that it's a night shift and I haven't still gotten used to it sleeping on the mornings

So... One week ago I moved to a big city. I was in a little town in a more or less comfortable job which I sacrificed for the opportunity to move to a big city to focus on two aspects the next years: - Dating and socializing - Build a business which I am passionate about (in a little town it would be impossible) The problem is ,3 days ago I started my new job here and I basically don't know how I am going to put to 8 hours each day. Its more grueling and tough than anything I could imagine. Now I understand what they say about the textile industry (not that I work in textile, but I have a very mechanical monkey job in a factory) If I do 8 hours and they don't "whip us" to produce more and still find this very very fucking tough , I can only imagine doing 12 hours a day of this lol. How they actually don't kill themselves. What?? So I find myself asking if it's worth it. Maybe it's not. After all I am trading part of my physical body and my mind for material things . You could argue this material things are nice but the question is how nice. Are they really worth the price ? Because we just assume that survival is always worth it. But then so much people are bitter depressed or anxious. And this people will die one day. But they just keep doing the same. Working their ass off to enjoy those fancy shopping malls on Fridays ,that delicious delicate Starbucks cappuccinos and so on lol. And the punchline is, nobody guarantees that I will be able to create a successful business or even master my social and dating problems.

Go meditate in a cave blissed out like Sadghuru says. ? Seems a pretty nice choice for me. @Leo Nordin Are u still in the forest meditating? (If you don't reply I'll just assume you have run out of battery lol) No, I mean the survival game. It's not only about work, I live in an expensive city and my work cant even afford a flat..I have to share. So fucked up...you put 8 hours of mindless Job daily and then you can't even have a shag in your privacy in your own home... Da fack!

@Nahm However why does it feel I never listen to my heart though? The few times I have listened it has felt so good. Even though the decisions might have been seen by other people as not the "wisest decision". Basically I am avoiding feeling bad and trying to feel good . Inspecting (as you like to say) my job might be draining but 90% of the suffering comes from the mental chatter during it , rejecting it, etc... (Ego). However this is the thing I am trying to eliminate. I have a belief that my ego is very strong (genetics) and maybe just meditating and trying to have a good attitude is not enough. Or in other words, I am unmotivated to put up the work lately because I feel I don't make any progress (my ego is still running the show). So please understand me, when you do or try to do a lot of inspecting, introspection, spiritual work and so on, and yeah you might have some growth here and there, but at the end of the day my ego is what runs the show, well, I get really frustrated and I wonder what really can do to change the situation. I think not everybody has the same ego and can be changed by the same measures and techniques. What I am taking about (letting go of survival for some time) seems like a different measure to try to kill my ego. In nowdays society you can die of hunger anyway. Somebody would put a bowl of rice at the end of the day if they seem me I am not moving and meditating 24/7. My plan would be to let go of all of my fears and from there, create and live freely. I know it might sound too radical but you gotta understand I am dealing with a whole live of Ego-live based life and i am really getting to get fraeaking tired of it. I know that I am not the ego so in a sense I am conscious that this is not the best way to live. If not I would keep living like always. But since I have a contrast with the Self, then I can't avoid but trying to move towards a better feeling and empowered life. Sorry for the book Lol wasn't my intention to write so much

@Nahm ?

I'm 25 years old. I have been struggling with suffering from almost I can remember. Well, that's not true; I have memories of living life in a cool and light hearted way until 12-13 at least. But from that point on I just have not been OK. I can't pin point or localise any particular trauma which could explain why I live life the way I do. But regardless I keep doing it. I live life avoiding much of the times what I want to do, or say, completely, because I have some sort of belief that what I do or say might not be enough or good or appropriate. I have also this tendency to think that everything I do or say might be judged harshly by the other person. I want to change but I don't know how. Any ideas? I love life but it's difficult to live it like this sometimes. Please help.

That mindset is precisely what picking up girls is oriented into dissolving Lol. Yeah...listen to Leo, with your strategy each freaking day you will have to start from ground zero almost. Most PUA people do sets of approaching.

If I'm free how is it so that I can't escape life? I changed my job to a one which it kills me. I can't sleep well and it hurts my back. The work is mindless too. I'm slowly losing my mind. So I thought in quitting everything, to avoid the suffering that this situation is producing. But then when I thought about quitting, i doubt I can't because I can't surrender the attachment to material goals I want to achieve, and attachment to my family not suffering my loss ( I wasnt planning to suicide, but just let go of everything. For once be free...) So I'm damn if I do and I'm damn if I don't . What do you think about my situation?