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Why not? If psychotic states happen to a lot of people "sober", why don't you consider the possibility that there are people with similar weird brain chemistry able to access this states? Your attitude seems very dogmatic and closed mindness here. Also *trying to achieve this states sober, doesn't prevent you to keep doing psychedelics ! ? So I don't see the issue in Bashar recomming this. In the same way you can try to run 100miles yet that doesn't prevent you to keep using the car ? The fact that it is rare and most people won't probably be able to do it it's another discussion thought.

Nobody ever love you because only you can love (or hate) yourself. If you hate yourself you Will behave in a that Will make people behave you get the *idea that they hate you. Additionally, you Will also proyect the beliefs about yourself on to others and their behaviour about you. If you love yourself, you Will exactly do the same, but instead of hate Will be love. An radical different approach could be to stop living Life from a "self" perspective. For example this whole post is oriented from the perspective of a self Who hates itself, and Now he wants to love itself. A different approach would be to stop believing yourself to be a self. This would solve this problem.

Interesting, I thought psychedelics were highly effective for all people (of course taken at a context of spiritual development, not in the context of partying). What you say here definitely changes my beliefs. ?

I want truth before anything else but if I become crazy? Yesterday I took a microdose of Lsd because I had to do a night shift and I was very tired. In the middle of the shift I was talking with one of my co-workers and suddenly i had an insight, a very weird feeling, I had the insight that That moment was Me. Luckily I was able to resist the Truth and ground myself again in material reality. But for some seconds it looked like that moment was Me and that's fucking it. The possibility of me actually being God it's getting too real, I have been listening to Leo today (his last video blog) and reading some non duality texts and I am understanding them in a whole new other level. I have a retreat planned out soon and I plan to go very deep. I guess I just want reassurance that continuing this path is safe for my sanity.

@Nahm For sure ??? Thx as always for your thoughtful messages. They go deep? @Forestluv Got it. Good point! @BipolarGrowth Yeah I'll shoot you PM soon I think I can use some of your wisdom

@Forestluv great simple analogy ??

@BipolarGrowth thanks man those are very good questions thx for the tremendous help ?

@OneIntoOne I also think your point about people being clueless about reality yet having a soft ego, is quite good and something I don't see any people talking about yet it's so obvious.

Oh my god, I was waiting for this kind of thread in this forum... Totally agree. Understanding reality is not the same as being egoless

Right, but you are still God ?

Signed, TheSelf Just kidding.bro, loved your message!

Lol Normally at 30 he says...

Sometimes lately when I do microdoses of LSD and it's peaking (then it stabilizes and the feeling passes) I start to get this weird feeling like some strange werid thing is slowly obliterating me and if I would surrender to it , it would literally kill me... It's an amazing fealing of pleasure so intense and it feels it's going to kill me. This thing feels like a trascendental infinite feeling of Love... "Reality is love" but that phrase can't be understood it can only be felt. I have no idea what my life is, gotta be honest with you all ?❤️

Right ? It's in the interest of the ego to call the no self "a state" instead of what is actual. That way the ego keeps itself Alive ?

Yes it's just 12.5ug. LSD has gotten more and more powerful over the years, after a lot of tripping on the side with other substances and especially 5-MeO lately. Nowdays a little bit more than a microdose puts me in a non-dual Enlightment no-self state for hours. So I have to be careful with the doses lol It's not the drug it's how much have you grown. When I first did LSD not even 100mcg would give a mystical experience.

Hahaha yeah right. Both are excellent for healing don't get me wrong. I had tremeous healing (literally Crying pouring out all of the hate I had to myself) in some seconds during 5-MeO peak when realizing I was God and there were no reason to judge myself. In those seconds of crying I literally healed so intensely my ego it's insane. Still work to do though. Need to go there more times ❤️ Both of them will work man. ??

For me LSD is very healing but careful, "healing" needs the thing that we are trying to eliminate, which is the ego. LSD for me is still "within the dream" 5-MeO is more for : there is no trauma and there's no me who had trauma.

You got it! ??

@Harikrishnan If he believes in a world outside of God (outside of himself) then yeah he isn't a Awake.

It's time to surrender to the fact that you are God, there isn't any Gods. Like plural. Only singular.

@Preety_India Psychedelics can heal more than can they produce illness. You are basically spreading misinformation here and the typical bias anti-psychedelics of mainstream culture.

@Nahm ??

Sometimes I engage in a strange addiction...I won't specify the details (unless you are really curious you can DM me) but what makes this addiction so addicting it's because I usually see people that get me veeery jealous. This jealously feeling produces a uncomfortable sensation (anxiety), which then, I try to eliminate by doing something ( this is the addiction itself). What is this sensation? What is it doing here? How to eliminate it, accept it, or trascend it? I have contemplated the fact that maybe the people that I see jealous of they don't consider themselves that privileged, but this is just an idea, maybe they do considered themselves privileged.

Psychedelics can play a part in actually healing schizophrenia. There is research of this done during the 60s.

LOL Don't kid yourself. Yes, all of this post is ego bullshit. Women don't owe you sex or basically anything on return. If you are attractive to girls they will want to fuck you. If you are not the won't . What did you expect? Women are not ONGs. What you are missing it's game/self growth to be attractive to girls. That is done through pick up, self growth ...etc. you clearly haven't done much growth. Doesn't matter what you think you have done. Start contemplating what is actually that you are doing to get better with girls. And maybe improve it or change it.