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@Gili Trawangan or so does the ego wants to think. Maybe you won't like the truth. Literal words of Leo in his episode of "Exercises to realize that you are God": "Maybe you don't like the idea that you are God...[...]...Maybe you don't like the idea that you are alone. And that there are no others."

@Thought Art oh shit. This is not good. And you are an user Who was supposed to be Enlightened. I am beggining to fear that absolute truth is not posible. That everyone hear is preaching their beliefs as absolute truth But Deep inside they still have doubts. I Hope i am wrong. I still want to believe Leo is a legit Guy. And the other guys Here too. But reading this is not good . Did you do breakthrough dose? My last Hope is that in the breakthrough dose is when the ultimate truth reveals. If you did breakthrough dose and you still have doubts then Im going to get really worried lmao

Right, i am saying the same as you But what you are saying Here is that others exist as appearances. Did i understood you correctly?

Because Reality is Intelligent and is creating a *dream with certain objects that have certain functions and certain shapes. An Ipad remains in its form because wants It to.

What tha fuck am i reading

The mind, obviously. But this mind is not the human brain. Its trascendental. Its Spirit. Its Infinite. Its Nothing. Overall your logic is flawed. Because what you are missing is that you having thoughts about wanting to move a chair with your mind and then being unable to, is You Imagining That! Exactly as a dream when you imagine limits as being unable to fly. Not because you couldnt fly, because you can imagine It if you want, because you choose to limit yourself in that way. Again, is not the YOU thought that controls the imagination, is YOU the Infinite MIND! Your main problem Here is that you haven't even had an awakening potent enough to see that the thought is not a self. Its just a damn thought. Duh.

Its so fucking undebatable that Consciousness is Real and is in "my" experience. You could say "But other people have also Consciousness. You Dont know that". Right. But that doesnt make Consciousness to be in those bodies, actually. Thats the IDEA of Consciousness being in those bodies. Its not the same! Let me repeat It: Consciousness is in those other bodies as an IDEA. But as a Reality, Consciousness is Here! Consciousness = The actual phenomena of being Conscious. Not an idea. * Actually* Consciousness is ONLY Here. This is weeeird man.

You are the one who is saying this is solipsism. ?

@BipolarGrowth it's very niche though ? but thanks ?

It's all about comparison. If you guys complain like girls about being sit in front of a computer, try having a job where your main concern is not hurting your back because of the physical demand it puts on you. I do work less, "only" 7 hours and my commute is just 25minutes, but since it's a night shift much of the rest of the day I spend it sleeping. Value what you have !

@The0Self nice ? interesting

Thanks for the tip man, unfortunately i actually tried this method my first time doing time DMT and didnt worked much (It didnt give much stronger trip than ~15mg of 5-meo)

+1000 I'm still waiting for those "high dividens" that Leo promised

Here's the plot twist: - Chemicals are also Love

Yeah thats It. Theres no running from. I just want to grow. I Dont get what that you are trying to say with that image though

I know man. Just gotta understand that I've been feeling like this for the past ~15 years. I know it's a creation of my mind, due probably to trauma or Weird genetics. I will do all I can to trascend it. Just saying, it's not a on/off button I can push. But I deeply thank your response, feels good to see that being a loser is not the truth By now I think I just want to just fuck. I need a lot of experience to land myself a high quality girlfriend.

Woah. Can I shoot you a DM? Your story seems fascinating. As long as you are not a troll.

@Peter Miklis well that's what I'm saying. I don't feel valuable and so on. I do want to change that thought, don't get me wrong. I know I can. I'm just saying, that feeling a loser is the truth about my psychology now. So DMing a girl and behaving like I am the prize would feel fake Because I don't feel like the prize lol! Sorry can't brainwash myself to feel like I am of amazing value. If I would probably I wouldn't have social anxiety and that kind of thing.

@JonasVE12 i have talked to real life women lol I just had social anxiety and that kind of thing for most of my young life and yeah I know I have to heal and grow. Dating problems are just the side effect. That's why I don't see much point in faking stuff. I am interested in actually healing and then in the result of that healing I will not behave despertaly, will behave high value...etc. Of course I accept maybe much of this healing has to come from infield practice, I'm just saying, I want to do this RIGHT.

I see what you are saying but I gotta say this "fake it till you make it" stuff never worked for me. I don't see a problem if being authentic to the stage you are in. If the stage I'm in is being desperate of his validation, then THAT is the truth! I would feel dumb "playing out" like I'm a gamer Alpha and I have 100 others girls like her. I mean isn't any other way to grow in this that is not lying?

Now we are talking ? Alright allright got the message, I'll just quit trying shit online for ever and wait for real life stuff. I actually never intended to work to get me laid anyway. It was just an infield exploration to see what I could learn of women and dating that way. Seems its a total waste of time though.

But that's not something I want to do lol. Yeah I'm 100% focused to get good game once the streets are without masks lol I just don't quite yet understand how come online chat its so difficult , nobody replies your DMs , yet when picking up girls at the street they will listen to you with a smile in their face lol !! I dont get it! (I mean sometimes, of course, but the little times I've done it it has happened surprisingly a lot)

Well If I have imagined you guys were going to hate me so much, I wouldn´t have even opened the thread. Thank you so much for the "help"

Because there is some Shame attached to it I think

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