Javfly33

Well I've Trying to eliminate it for years now and it just can't put myself to do it . First when I was 18-19 years old I miss a lot of opportunities of going out. Then from 20-23 I was like deeply depressed or some shit like that. From 23 to 25 I just have been tremendously anxious to go out in my city (lost nearly all friends from 18) And now from 25 to 26 my plan was to do pick up but with covid and masks I had to call it off. Honestly I've been Trying to successfully do pick up in my city for some time already and I can't put myself to do it. It's that what I particularly have FOMO with. Just for one fucking time feeling Part of the city, for one time having a drink with a girl of my city, not feel like a weirdo. It's so fucking simple yet I keep procrastinating. Seems like a curse

You'll be allright brother ?

No, that's the story right now you are maintaining, because you know deep down non duality is literal. It's You, only You. You are literally God. You are right now imaging there is a Leo out there, and a forum...etc. This is happening in your own infinite mind and you are trying to talk yourself out of truth, to keep playing the game. Totally understandable, of course. But know the truth. Be sure that you slowly start to accept it more and more. The soon you accept you are alone hallucinating that things or humans exist outside your mind, the better.

@OneHandClap but I don't understand if we are One how is it that we are separated? If it's One Consciousness shouldn't this One Consciousness live EVERYTHING?

I can abandon it, yeah. I'm not sure what you mean with "pure Consciousness". Is that what you experience on 5-meo-dmt? I think I was there one time and I didn't understand shit. I definetely can't draw any conclusions from my trips on 5-meo. I'm as confused as always. Let's not talk about the last time. I experienced this intense feeling of love and I think I black out later because I can't remember much. But my theory is that 5-meo love realization is not legit because I don't feel more "close" to the people of my city. And in the 5-meo trip it felt like this love was One. I don't know I'm just so tired of tripping and thinking I've reached some place and then people tell me I'm just intellectualising and not going anywhere.

@OneHandClap if I am real and not a NPC, are you conscious you are me? Who am I for you?

Dont worry I won't run myself into trouble ? I want to enjoy and have fun in this dream , not make a drama out of it ? @OneHandClap but thanks for the concern. Don't worry I am pondering all possible perspectives. When you say " . There is experience, and you have clearly latched onto and identified with the content of your experience". Of course how could I not?

@OneHandClap Couldn't be like @nuwu said? My theory would be correct and you would still exist

Hehehe very good. Case closed. People can't BS more. You said it right fucking there. BUUUM.

@nuwu Do you think it's a "shared" dream? ??

I wish. I'm doing nofap and detox from social media to try to raise naturally dopamine Lol

Because "other perceptual bubbles" are not actuality, but just an idea. And guess what, an idea is not reality. Reality = Actuality = Existence. People here adoctrinating me in how deluded i am haven't actually deconstructed the material paradgim, they still believe there are things or beings existing "outside" their current experience ??‍♂️ In other words , they are not Conscious they are absolutely, literally, only God. And of course, totally alone in its own creation. Yeah, it's a hard pill to swallow. No doubt people keep attaching themselves to theories of POVs, "film frames" or who knows what else.... @Someone here Ok bro, I'll stop it ?

@OneHandClap @OneHandClap @dflores321 I'm just having a great fucking laugh seeing how I am imagining your replies to keep myself entertained and fantasize for one second that you are real people and all of that. Woah ?? Really funny, I have such a good imagination. But yeah you can stop and all of that. You ain't real already accepted it ?

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Oh, right. Country of cheaper prices definetely. Do you still live there?

Of course, my perceptual bubble is all that exists that means I'm One with the objects and everything there is . That is non duality. If what exists would be my bubble AND other bubbles, then I would be fucked. I would be not in non duality and I would always be separated from other points in reality. This is utter sadness and I hope is not true Don't think you are so intelligent and above me dude, I've seen your posts and you ain't awake at all Lol.

Where did you live that cost you 150 a small apartment? Lol I can rent a little more than a garage for that price where I live in Europe. Prices have gone absolutely insane

@OneHandClap @Consilience Guys, I don't mean to be stubborn, but... I thought non duality meant "not two". My perceptual bubble is all there is = Not two (no separation with other perceptual bubble) = The NPC theory accords perfectly with non duality ? My perceptual bubble exist AND others do also = Two (and three, and four, and five...) Separated with other perceptual bubbles = Duality! I'll never understand the stubbornness in trying to convince people that separation is real. Look, I never have experienced another perceptual bubble, and I'll never will. Because whatever exists right now, is what exists. Mine exist = Mine is true. Yours is just an idea in my mind. Saying you are an NPC is even too much. You are absolutely imaginary and this forum does not exist. I'm conscious I'm God. STOP trying to trick me..I've already realized who I am and I accept it. No purpose in trying to consolate me with a fantasy that other people exist "out there". Please, you are getting ridiculous. Let me rest in my own loneliness. It completely cures my FOMO.

Nice, ill try the last one, I've already tried Huel, i like It But i take some months off sometimes because its quite expensive and also i end Up replacing It too much for real food

The numbers don't look very real for me. I've only did like 8-10 approaches some years ago and it gave me 3 dates. And I was a total noob/virgin with 0 theory of attraction. Doesn't seem realistic that with approaching +1000 girls in a year you will only fuck 30. Wtf? I mean Leo must had done a tremendous work in pick up, and I am a noob so it's not like he doesn't know what he's talking about. But 30 seems very low.

Ok fair enough, what are your advice.to build.mass to avoid eating non healthy food on a daily basis?

He didn't reply to my post, it seems it's just cool to say how superior 5-meo is but then nobody actually get real benefits of it, just weird states that go anywhere and you can't never integrate.

The thing is, everybody has to be so fucking perfect in this forum. You just can't have fucking chocolate or pizza anymore ? I'm more healthy probably than 90% of people around me. I've been running since 16 years old, heredited a top level genetics from my father which always surprised doctors for being "so healthy" even though he smoked dope from 21 years old to +40 years old, he was the only one alive from his friends which all die from the drug life, I didn't drink alcohol in my teens, lived in a non poluted city, I was fed with high quality foods from child, ate very little candy, etc. So yeah, I think I can have a fucking pizza if I want. People think they know everything. Guess what you don't know my life or what I've done. I've tried Keto diets, no diary diets, vegetarian, organic diets, etc, so I'm not a fucking dumb guy that thinks that all food is the same. But precisely because of that I know the nuances also of taking things too seriously in nutrition and doing a balance between healthy food and maintanable diet. At this point after what I know I'm highly skeptical of "experts" and people who think they discovered what healthy food is. I'm more interested in an holistic view of the whole thing. Some people might think eating vegetables might be essential of a healthy diet yet maybe for some that won't work well for his lifestyle and his stomach and he maybe should eat a "worse diet"

Dude, if you are so fucking intelligent, go write in some men's health gym magazine, but give me a fucking break

Well that seems a terrible ratio. It must depends also in how you get that number. There's some girls that just will you their number so you finish the interaction Lol.