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@Breakingthewall Well this makes me pissed! Are psychedelics useless at the end of the day? Because they have definetely impacted this type of thinking. And I thought they were the recipe for avoiding the ego ??‍♂️?

And how do you remove suffering ?

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Oh yeah no problem, I live in much bigger city now. Im just in my natal city because I'm on vacation. But I would love to "demonstrate myself" that here people are like anywhere else and all of that

Now that its been a couple of weeks on holidays and i have a much free mind, I have realized that i experience FOMO much of the time. It materializes in the body as a Sort of anxiety that just Tells you "you are missing out! They are having such fun!". This anxiety greatly greatly intensifies on weekends, when i know people are really going out there partying, socializing, and ...some even fucking ? What to do with this FOMO? I have found that i get anxious to eliminate It, and that makes me itself more anxious and neurotic, which prevents me in the first time to do stuff that would make the FOMO go away (like socializing or going out clubbing)

Of course not, it was a date. But if you apply my ratio and down it by maybe 20%, which obviously was coincidentally high (luck of the begginer?), And apply that 1 in 5, that would make more lay count when approaching +1000 on a year than 30 like Leo said. Well that's disappointing, I seriously belief I can make it higher

Well I've Trying to eliminate it for years now and it just can't put myself to do it . First when I was 18-19 years old I miss a lot of opportunities of going out. Then from 20-23 I was like deeply depressed or some shit like that. From 23 to 25 I just have been tremendously anxious to go out in my city (lost nearly all friends from 18) And now from 25 to 26 my plan was to do pick up but with covid and masks I had to call it off. Honestly I've been Trying to successfully do pick up in my city for some time already and I can't put myself to do it. It's that what I particularly have FOMO with. Just for one fucking time feeling Part of the city, for one time having a drink with a girl of my city, not feel like a weirdo. It's so fucking simple yet I keep procrastinating. Seems like a curse

You'll be allright brother ?

No, that's the story right now you are maintaining, because you know deep down non duality is literal. It's You, only You. You are literally God. You are right now imaging there is a Leo out there, and a forum...etc. This is happening in your own infinite mind and you are trying to talk yourself out of truth, to keep playing the game. Totally understandable, of course. But know the truth. Be sure that you slowly start to accept it more and more. The soon you accept you are alone hallucinating that things or humans exist outside your mind, the better.

@OneHandClap but I don't understand if we are One how is it that we are separated? If it's One Consciousness shouldn't this One Consciousness live EVERYTHING?

I can abandon it, yeah. I'm not sure what you mean with "pure Consciousness". Is that what you experience on 5-meo-dmt? I think I was there one time and I didn't understand shit. I definetely can't draw any conclusions from my trips on 5-meo. I'm as confused as always. Let's not talk about the last time. I experienced this intense feeling of love and I think I black out later because I can't remember much. But my theory is that 5-meo love realization is not legit because I don't feel more "close" to the people of my city. And in the 5-meo trip it felt like this love was One. I don't know I'm just so tired of tripping and thinking I've reached some place and then people tell me I'm just intellectualising and not going anywhere.

@OneHandClap if I am real and not a NPC, are you conscious you are me? Who am I for you?

Dont worry I won't run myself into trouble ? I want to enjoy and have fun in this dream , not make a drama out of it ? @OneHandClap but thanks for the concern. Don't worry I am pondering all possible perspectives. When you say " . There is experience, and you have clearly latched onto and identified with the content of your experience". Of course how could I not?

@OneHandClap Couldn't be like @nuwu said? My theory would be correct and you would still exist

Hehehe very good. Case closed. People can't BS more. You said it right fucking there. BUUUM.

@nuwu Do you think it's a "shared" dream? ??

I wish. I'm doing nofap and detox from social media to try to raise naturally dopamine Lol

Because "other perceptual bubbles" are not actuality, but just an idea. And guess what, an idea is not reality. Reality = Actuality = Existence. People here adoctrinating me in how deluded i am haven't actually deconstructed the material paradgim, they still believe there are things or beings existing "outside" their current experience ??‍♂️ In other words , they are not Conscious they are absolutely, literally, only God. And of course, totally alone in its own creation. Yeah, it's a hard pill to swallow. No doubt people keep attaching themselves to theories of POVs, "film frames" or who knows what else.... @Someone here Ok bro, I'll stop it ?

@OneHandClap @OneHandClap @dflores321 I'm just having a great fucking laugh seeing how I am imagining your replies to keep myself entertained and fantasize for one second that you are real people and all of that. Woah ?? Really funny, I have such a good imagination. But yeah you can stop and all of that. You ain't real already accepted it ?

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Oh, right. Country of cheaper prices definetely. Do you still live there?

Of course, my perceptual bubble is all that exists that means I'm One with the objects and everything there is . That is non duality. If what exists would be my bubble AND other bubbles, then I would be fucked. I would be not in non duality and I would always be separated from other points in reality. This is utter sadness and I hope is not true Don't think you are so intelligent and above me dude, I've seen your posts and you ain't awake at all Lol.

Where did you live that cost you 150 a small apartment? Lol I can rent a little more than a garage for that price where I live in Europe. Prices have gone absolutely insane

@OneHandClap @Consilience Guys, I don't mean to be stubborn, but... I thought non duality meant "not two". My perceptual bubble is all there is = Not two (no separation with other perceptual bubble) = The NPC theory accords perfectly with non duality ? My perceptual bubble exist AND others do also = Two (and three, and four, and five...) Separated with other perceptual bubbles = Duality! I'll never understand the stubbornness in trying to convince people that separation is real. Look, I never have experienced another perceptual bubble, and I'll never will. Because whatever exists right now, is what exists. Mine exist = Mine is true. Yours is just an idea in my mind. Saying you are an NPC is even too much. You are absolutely imaginary and this forum does not exist. I'm conscious I'm God. STOP trying to trick me..I've already realized who I am and I accept it. No purpose in trying to consolate me with a fantasy that other people exist "out there". Please, you are getting ridiculous. Let me rest in my own loneliness. It completely cures my FOMO.

Nice, ill try the last one, I've already tried Huel, i like It But i take some months off sometimes because its quite expensive and also i end Up replacing It too much for real food