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Exercise, reading, travel Maybe give yourself a break of all of those spiritual revolving things to integrate yourself man. A deep trip is great but only if you allow yourself the time to integrate it and sober it up, everybody would go 100% unstable if their acid would never come down no matter how good the trip was!

No, but I have a highly physical demanding job You might have a point when I used to jerk off without porn I remember the crash wasn't so bad. (But I still experienced a crash thought) ?

@Shaul where can I get one of those freshly roasted arábica / Brazilian black coffee?

What is wrong in pursuing Enlightment got happiness and fullfilment apart than Leo says it so?

@Shaul why you say Starbucks is not coffee? Americano Gold Bean coffee of Starbucks is one of my favourite coffee

@The0Self That's cute to say it in theory, but I wonder if you do not feel alone sometimes. If you seek sex, relationships, friendships...etc it's because you know , even as an illusion, that the self exists and you pursue that love/union . Because "I" thought and then "otherness" creates the tremendous suffering of separation. So we try to eliminate it constantly doing this things. But at the end of the day, you really are alone as God hahaha . So what we are even doing.

Infinity means I'm alone for ever for eternity and that's fucked up if you ask me tbh

Now you're being just an attention whore, man. You will get banned soon if you don't stop

I think this is not the right forum to ask this

How you measure that additional 10ug Lol

It's not crazy addictive like other drugs, but I've found it definitely can become an habit to use it "once too much" when I don't have energy or feel tired. Fortunately, the side effects of it makes you rethink to use it again that usually. So I guess that, the same that happens with trips, the effects of LSD itself regulate itself your addiction, at the end you stop using it regularly because it ends up not good.

Smoking also has benefits, it has been proved that smoking cigarettes reduces the risk of getting your femula broken or someshit like that. The studies about the pros of coffee are the same. Freaking ridiculous. Whatever coffee gives you of benefits you can get it with good diet, supplements, vegetables, etc. All bullshit of people wanting to justify his use it's so obvious ?

I've found is kind of a waste of time for me. I just prefer to do a proper trip from once in a while and I found it provides me much better mental health improvements

It all depends on what you understand by my 'Ok'...

@EntheogenTruthSeeker I am not saying that you haven't experienced Jesus. I'm saying Jesus is imaginary. As I said, if all of this story feels allright to you, by all means keep buying into it. But if it doesn't, know also you can let it go.

There's nothing inherently wrong with your posts. You might just have imagining, as God, a mental illness and mental fantasies as a path to awakening. Which we could recommend you, to start letting it go (if it doesn't feel right) and start vibrating higher. (If it does feel good and make you happy, by all means keep going. Remember there is no objetive reality at the end of the day ) The problem with Leo and some of the moderators is as always his lack of empathy towards some group of people that might show or tell about radical claims or experiences or opinions. I agree Leo doesn't want the forum to become a tabloid of everyone's fantasy, BUT you could treat in an empathetic manner showing the person that it's Ok what he's experiencing but since doesn't match your opinion of what spirituality is, you lock the post. Not in a way of "you're broken and I lock your post you might better fix yourself or you won't be entering here again". Thank god "Love" is the highest teaching. Yeah right. Honestly if it was my forum I even wouldn't lock it, but anyways I can put myself in the shoes of Leo and if you have an agenda to maintain a forum is comprensible to might want to be more restrictive and limited in the content. He (and moderators) should just have more empathy and awareness, but of course they haven't experienced real mental illness what you can't expect from them. They are very comfortable in their stable minds.

Hahaha infinite love is you

+1 I share your pain

Holy shit the first replies on this topic.

Wtf in not understanding anything To the OP, yeah the daddy thing is fucked. But like almost everything in sex that occidentals do. It's all perversion, self hate and selfishness. If you want actual love do tantra. Everything else is pretty much humans scrambling love thorough animal sex.

Lol this is totally me last 2 years. I've wasted s shit ton of time and joy. But again the spiritual journey that got me there was needed to be lived . Ironically now you will have to get an awakening of absolute truth/Enlightment to realize it's time to stop seeking

Shunyamurti is all the time talking about reality becoming apocalyptical. Particularly what has surprised me and catched my curiosity, is that sometimes he has said something along the lines as: "We can dream another world from the understanding of love and the Self". So basically what he's saying is that all that is happening in reality ( Covid, global warming, wars) it's an imagination of God and God can actually dream something radically different if humans start to wake up? Right now maybe 0.001% of population is awake. Is shunyamurti saying that if maybe 1% of people become God Realize God will dream a world more loving?

I am feeling like everything lacks meaning. How can you have joy if there is no meaning? Every difference I made in reality has been reveiled to be an total illusion, since everything is love. Everything is fundamentally the same. Also the fact that I am alone forever in my own godhood for eternity. And "everyone else" it's alone too. Forever. Additionally nobody I know friends or family understands me and they don't know I am them.

They can think they can, but in reality is you who cause you emotional suffering and THEN project that she/he hurt you. Of course emotional suffering is of your creation and responsability. Physical suffering is more difficult to trascend. It requires insane mystic levels of controlling the body and mind. I am not advocating for that kind of control as a goal for people.

Thats a very victim mentality of the mind. How could anyone cause you suffering? You are the one projecting that other people can make you suffer, particularly emotional suffering, which is the one we are talking here.