Javfly33

Yeah i agree. But this post was about Leo being or not being enlightened. Thats why i replied to you. And ime higher doses of Lsd is way more mindfucky and intense than 5-meo. That experience would never happen to you on 5-meo-dmt

Yet you can definetely have a Consciousness awakening on a very small dose of Psychedelic and function just FINE Sure, its not the infinite Consciousness Leo talks about, But It can definetely be categorized as Enlightment. Its like you guys go either all black or all White, when there are plenty of grey "states" in between which you could be in and still function.

@Nahm ??

I agree with your post but He never said he is enlightened.

Yeah... that's what I am saying though, that the maintaining of Awareness on the now is very hard... only happens to me in glimpses (not talking about psychedelics, just sober )

@Nahm Naaa I wrote it wrong. I meant that Awareness has allowed the separate self to exist (by falling asleep) over and over. If Awareness is not awake by now, I wouldn't bet a lot It will be awake in the future no matter how much inspecting or contemplating is done unfortunately. Lol but yeah, Awareness allows Javfly33 to exist as a false self/self centered thoughts. Ey, I don't like it. I would like to be awake. But its what it is. ?

Couldn't have said It better? PD: Im a virgin ?

The resume has been seen here several times, yet there has been always an "allowing" of awareness to keep believing in a separate self. (Who knows why ? )

@Nahm

If you see more ups and downs, go for it I guess. I just think getting sex for a man it's a part of a growth process, so if you "buy it", it's like you are cheating.

@Leo Gura Rly? But you are talking about those clubs like the one you said you Saw Calvin Harris, or just a pub/bar? I'm just shocked because here in my country some night clubs OPEN at 00:00-1AM, and of course close at 6AM or so. And night pubs/bars here open at 21:00-22:00 and close at 4AM. But clubs? Until 6-7AM totally normal to be open. Im shocked that in Vegas they close at 2AM You must be talking about bars.

@Bodhidharma try airpods pro or any similar high end bud with ANC (active noise cancellation). I have tinntitus (Its light But i def hear it when i meditate or at night). I have become accustomed to It, But when i put airpods pro ironically the sound goes away , idk how that happens. Because buds with ANC are supposed to block frecuencies from outside (not inside) and they are not very good at blocking high pitched sounds. But hey, just an idea if you want to give It a try. I reccomend airpods pro not because Im an Apple fanboy btw But because basically they are the ones I have and also i know by research they are one of the most if not the most comfortable out there. I usually can wear them for a couple of hours withouth not feeling any kind of discomfort in my ears (they are very light). The reason of tinntitus is 90% probably because of hearing damage. It happens one of those days where a stupid fucking Moron throws a firecracler too near of you, or those nights where your friends just decide to go to the closes location of where the speakers are in the nightclub.

Lately I´ve been going out to work on my daygame skills. I´m not ready to do direct approaches, I´m currently learning to just learn to stop women clearly and assertively and just ask for time, directions and little else. Today's observations: 1- I let walk pass by at least 6-7 girls which were available to approach (they weren't on their phones, on a hurry, etc). 2- More interesting, I observed that all that these girls had in common is that they were clearly above average attractive than other girls! 3- I also have observed that even asking this kind of simple questions give me small approach anxiety, yet if I would to ask them to a guy or an older woman (no sexual tension) then I don't have a trace of anxiety. 4- Especial attention to the last couple of girls I let walked passed by without approach, they were particularly good dressed and wearing make-up and I literally froze up in my body. Why in the hell am I terrified of hot girls? This is insane. This daygame thing is definitely being interesting in getting closer to the shadows of my ego. Of what am I scared of? What??

@Nahm Yes, i am meditating daily. Will watch the video carefully now, thanks ? But Nahm can you be honest with me do you really i have chances of Enlightment with 1 hour meditation a day? I am doing It because i enjoy the calmness and ability to be still/silence that meditation habit brings, But i have abandoned the hopes of Enlightment with It. Please be honest. Dont reply me now throwing me a punchline such as "Nahm does not exist" or something like that ?? @Someone here (sorry for derrailing. Once Nahm throws me the punchline ill be gone ?Lol)

@LfcCharlie4 ??? Yeap. Its truly a challenge to eat low/dense vibrational foods on higher states of Consciousness than usual

I have started to reduce my coffee and kratom daily intake. Feeling so so much more energized and calm at the same time. However some times I feel a little sleepy or tired and I don't know yet if its that I am reducing a little caffeine each day, so I dose a very little spoon of kratom just to not feel tired (not to get high or anything like that. Just to do stuff I have to do. I take less than 1gr). So basically I am not sure if I should wait to quit completely the caffeine to see clearly what WD is what. Why am I tired , if its because of the kratom, or because of the coffee. Because the bad thing is that at night I do kratom, so some days I wake up groggy AF, usually with coffee this goes away, but then I have to do a very little spoon of kratom to take the edge off the caffeine. So at the end of the day that daily night dose I think its what's really preventing me from cutting everything to ZERO. Although meditation is helping recently and sometimes I realize I don't need anything to "chill" because my mind recently is quite calm, the Kratom "thought" at night is very strong and I end up always dosing.

That's a hard one to let go of. But I get what you mean. But when you lose yourself into thoughts there is a created a sort of "identity illusion" where a character appears which really seems real and I think that's why most people don't get enlightened. Of course if you inspect there is nobody, but if I am not that what am I? Can't allow myself to be nothing

@Someone here Actually yeah Im going to ask @Nahm why we have to be slaves of the ego for his desires and goals if we got the Love/Peace/Contedness in our hands already? ?? @Someone here suffering is of the ego. Its because you are a slave to the ego

Nah. A lot of times i just get overwhelmed with the work i have to do (from career to dating etc) and i just get kinda depressed (not depressed in the serious way But cinicism) because i know its all for the ego, at the end the Love, pleasure, Bliss its of Consciousness, and the ego just wants to bs us humans with bullshit.

Am I the only one I am truly unable to cook just about anything that is animal-product when I'm on the comedown of a Trip ? LOL It just seems disgusting, I see the pain, the lower energy, and suffering in the pan. In the oil. In the dangerous heat. Fruit seems like "I am glad and happy for you to eat me" Haha. Really, like... Why only Fruit seems "Glorious and Valid" after a trip ? That tells you what foods are high in the energy/consciousness/spiral and which of ones doesn't. Unfortunately not everyone of us lives like Sadghuru Lol so meat has its place for certain people. (Myself included since Im exploring and integrating masculine energy and stage orange).

@Someone here I don´t think is bad. But I had some months ago a really lucid vision one day of my mother crying my death because I had killed myself. I know it's biased because its my mother but I felt that pain so deep that from that moment I swear I would never kill myself just to not make that moment happen. If I ever want to suicide, I will wait for my mother to die first.

No because too much suffering could lead you to suicide and that would cause even more suffering to other people. Although of course you could always say "accept that other people are going to suffer". But... yeah, I don´t know about your theory. I think it´s better to work your ass off to not suffer.

The thing is that 99% of humans , (therefore 99% of girls) are nowhere near any type of high consciousness. I don´t live in Africa, I live in Europe and +99% of humans are just animals. I include myself. I actually forgot everything about non duality, psych trips and that BS last year and I plan to the next year in order to get laid ? Its that sad how we humans are. ¿Consciousnes drive? No...just no. Sex is pure game baby. As Young Thug says: "Don´t hate me, hate the game babyyyyyy".

You can't use like 2-3 times a week to "relax" and let it go the rest of the days right?

I´m not sure if I understand you correctly here. Imo, most hired-sex is for the above reasons I said. Primal sex craving can easily "be cured" with masturbation. I´m a virgin and unless I do nofap, I could go on for 50 years more without sex. Because if I fap regularly, I feel fine. My brain doesn't seem to know that the sex it's getting (masturbation) is fake . It's the craving to be desired by opposite sex, intimacy and ego validation that basically drives the guy like a madman. Particularly when he is very deprived of love (yes, love through sex validation is fake and non-spiritual but... it just runs deep. It can't be deconsctrued easily. You are better suited if you just surrender to it and get it once and for all). That's why I find hard to believe that there are people that just have " a whole lotta fun " with escorts. Its just... physical pleasure without the psychological high in males is not much of a big deal. Although there is definitely an audience like that, I still think the majority of users is not that they don't want the burden of a girlfriend, is that they can't have a girlfriend to have sex with. This reminds me of the multiple conversations Ive had with Financial Online Dominatrix (not professionals, but these teens that they just want their Amazon cart bought or latest shoes paid) I've talked to when I have asked about how they feel about their clients to, they think Financial Submissives are this high end guys that just have so money to spend and have lots of stress and do bdsm to let go and step out of their leadership role in real life. ...When the reality is that they do that because they have the self-esteem of point of suicide, absolutely no sex, and most of them are in no way rich. It's such a naive and hunky-dory narrative that it's even cute.