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Daamn those lyrics are good ?? Thanks for sharing

How to deal with feelings of inadequacy at work? I also suffer from an inability to push people to work (i started a management Role). Basically 90% of the time Im a nerve wrack because i have always all this thoughts of "priorities" of priority shipment must be on delivery today, etc ( i work in a e commerce delivery Office). I have to lead +20 people that have been working being couriers for years, some of them +10 years, and me I've only been 1 year and 4 months in the company. 1 month only in this role. I Dont like to lead, push people to work, work with deadlines, etc.

That's a good rationalization to justify my bias Lol

@Leo Gura you said that a monk got enlightenment after having sex with a prostitute after doing nofap

This @justfortoday But i Hope you are right brother

@Blackhawk woaaah. Was she more or less attractive? During how much do they offer you this? Where do you live? In my case the police didn't care about the drugs I was carrying, they asked for an ambulance to take me to the hospital and talk with a therapist. And they were super kind. Yeah its funny this society with suicide, uh? We don't care about living in shit in shitty jobs, stressful lives, etc, but nobody suicide!! Lol

Yeah, meditation is powerful but only when you are already stable and spiritually developed enough. Until then imo is kind of a waste of time, but at least if your life is on fire, you have 20 minutes of peace a day. Which is always nice

Lol your narrative IS completely different than mine, huh, funny. Find yourself a Group to go out approaching. That Will make you feel less of a loner and weirdo and more of an empowered man. Anyways being the Guy sober having the balls to approach Girls vs guys Drunk talking to their Group of Friends...i mean me personally makes me feel empowered and more valuable, not less But hey, each of us have definetely a crazy story inside our heads ?

@machinegun of course.

@machinegun look, almost like your username: machinegunkelly & young thug "Ectasy" (Pure codeine, I need extra now Pure codeine, I need extra now, yeah Pure codeine, I need extra now) Pure codeine, I need extra now, ecstasy Pure codeine, I need extra now, ecstasy Pure codeine, I need extra now, ecstasy (Wah, wah) Pure codeine, I need extra now, privacy (Yeah) [Chorus: Young Thug] Molly, Roxies Oxycontin (Yeah) Jubilee, Ostrich (Uh-uh) Ten a key, we need thousands (Okay) I can take the stick and I can lift it up (Yeah) I can take this bitch and I can lift her up (Ayy) I just took a bankroll and I lift it up (Okay) I just drunk a PT, it was double sealed up This is the best music right now. Hip hop is the new rock and roll. And young Thug is right now the top 3 most important musician in the whole world (I'm not joking).

Fair enough, not everybody dislikes his job. Im in a job where nobody likes it here and is kinda of depressed so sometimes I forget there's actually people out there who enjoy what they do LOL.

I CAN´T stand Indie, emotional, immature, heartbreak music. God i hate those weak hipsters.

+1 Now that you say it, I've been contemplating this weekend and I've come to the conclusion that Mark Mansons famous book "Models" might have fucked up my game real bad, with that "honest" shit. Honestly I had so MUCH MORE SUCCESS the little pick up I did some years ago, totally following techniques, escalations strategies, push and pull, accidental kino, etc. Now this last weekends Ive approaches more girls than those years ago, and I had close to zero success, because Im all with this "honest" shit. Yeah I think I am going back to the "real game" of people who actually are PUAS and get you results!

Cute story, tomorrow is monday gotta get up for the "imaginary" work for the "imaginary" survival and deal with "imaginary" people. I hope you don't wake up early tomorrow if you are "so awake" that is a dream.

SDS can hurt the body obviously , for example the back

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@Nahm thanks ? It does feel bad these stories and it def would be nice if there is no self as you say. @Leo Gura "Just shut up" Lol you always so hard with me Leo. But I get your point I need to stop fucking around with my mind. I think the microdose made it worse in this case. I think I'm putting psychs for a long time now and focusing on results and material goals. Approach, socialization, and go out for a whole year each weekend and just shut the fuck up and only contemplate until one year has passed of doing this. Yeap.might be a good idea. @PurpleTree I feel emotionally drained but at least i feel yesterday broke through approach anxiety a lot.@Raptorsin7 And what would I do? I have done a lot of instrospection this last years, some trips here and there, and they haven't really solved the root thing. At the end of the day the root problem it's imaginary, so I will keep going out and try to focus on what I want in life. (Even though my fucking mind tells me each second that there's something wrong with me) @Nahm I don't think my life is that unstable. I've always felt like fucking shit most of my adult life while socializing with most people and of course with girls. Nowdays I'm just honest lmao

I'm afraid taking the microdose might have been a bad decision and might have traumatized myself tonight.

Girls doesn't get attracted to looks that much bro. You might get online dates but when you show up in real life you better not behave like a pussy if you actually want to get laid

@The0Self That's right, I'm not sure I understand you...

Because its death. Reality stops being real. Who would want to accept such a thing? At least the ego doesnt.

I've started meditating again after so much time. Not because of spiritual purposes But for relaxing/letting go. I've already noticed a subtle overall positive effect on my calmness and ability to let go through the day. However I've also noticed something concerning. I wake Up each day with my mind Racing. First thing that i do i find scrolling through social media and emails, But once I've finished, Im left with this overall sensation of "edgyness".

Entertainment for monkey mind

What you mean when you say "everything is imaginary" or "you are imagining everything, including, people, tress, sounds, etc". I can see that as possible, when i am meditating and i become conscious everything is happening in my Consciousness. For example i hear the lift sound because somebody clicked the Button, and i can become aware What IS true IS the Sound + the thought "that sound IS coming from outside my experience where exists a physical lift". So i can become aware of that difference and open my mind to the fact that i might be imagining the lift, (and the Sound) However What about when i walk around budy downtown. My city has a very busy downtown, lots of Cars, peoples, stores. On a saturday night its really nuts . This is when i find VERY DIFFICULT to accept that God COULD BE SO TWISTED to try to deceive me by creating SO MANY TYPE OF SOUNDS, COLOURS, PEOPLE MOVING AROUND, DIRT, CLOTHING, CITY LIGHTS, ETC !!! WTF? That would be such a ridiculously complex imagination. Cmon. This have to be Real. I can accept i am imagining my whole room, the lift, the chair, and my body. Ok. But not the REAL CITY, with REAL PEOPLE.

Not this complex. They are way more simpler.