Javfly33

Yeah, uh. Its really like that. I have done it very few times but I remember one amazing time that just everything else has been worth it for it. I was just going around this area in the street where people are in small groups, and suddenly I hear 2 girls arguing, and suddenly I enter up and say in a cocky tone "Uuuu no need to take it that serious!" and instantly one of the girls just takes me by my hips putting all of his body against mine smiling. Lol. I felt like such a fucking alpha Lol. ( Of course to get that cocky in the moment improvisation vibe, I had before to do 5-6 lame approaches until I built up to that state) obviously that can't happen almost never in Daygame. So I guess the bads are equilibrated by the highs. Yeah, I am beginning to see this is going to be a brutal journey. Like what Lol

You are an inspiration, thanks for the post man!

Yeah right, If I open my eyes, the "perceptions" come back. Dude, there's no void. You are imagining the void. Perceptions are Truth. Stop running away from them.

Fair enough. What if i Dont believe the thoughts? Will i be Able to even get to work tomorrow morning?

Not-knowing ?

@Nahm What is reality?

??? You mean the physical difference is just a thought/imaginary?

The physical difference? They are obviously different. That cant be right. @Leo Gura

"Because you think torture is going to mean something bad for your Life therefore you have created a bias against It, however with ice cream you have a bias towards It because culture has created a positive meaning (sugary-fatty) therefore you literally create pleasure when eating It because you have a meaning of intense positive bias towards It. The prove that everything is imaginary is that if we woud Tell you that that ice cream you are going to have is made of excrements of a diseased alien with AIDS, suddenly eating that ice cream would be torture for you. Yet notice is the same ice cream, the same taste, it only went from pleasure to torture once you attached a meaning of negative bias towards It." Its all in the (imaginary) meaning you put into each object ( or person). Have i got It right? @Leo Gura

We all know or can find Love very easily in the unity singularity non dual peaceful Light and call it Love... But what about the separate self/illusion/personal story. What if the punchline is that That was also Love? What if suffering was also love? What if being poor and not rich was also love? What if all of the "dramas" and "this shouldn't be like this but like that" of the ego, were actually perfect (and the ego actually is in love with its Dramas) and Love? Sometimes I find myself listening to music and remembering hard or difficult parts of my life and actually like...enjoying them, like bathing myself in that nostalgic suffering memories and seeing them as a perfect part of the movie, as a necessary part of the movie, its like I see they are perfect on its own. Basically what if all was Love, not just what the ego likes, but the whole spectrum. What if the personal story , illusion, Maya, etc, was perfect and Love too? (But the ego can't see this yet) ? hope I make sense. If not, you can discard this thread...

@WaveInTheOcean "The mind speaks but knows nothing, the heart can't speak but knows everything". I think it was that what he said.

The brain is particularly plastic ("under construction" as you said) until 25 according to current science studies ??‍♂️ By that logic we shouldn't take psychs until 25, or maybe taking psychs before 25 is actually better than when your brain is not so plastic. Who knows. imo I give more importance to set and setting than age

@Someone here What is "deconstructed"?

Yes, I mean I know the relative. But what if the relative is a lie? I agree. I mean you can not ever know the Now. What if there is this Nothing Not Knowing xDouble Sandwich Nothing with extra Nothing for Ever? ??

Yes, I was going to add up that they are both concepts so they are not it. But... You must suspect what I meant when I asked you the question...

@Nahm not knowing it's the same as nothingness?

Im just talking to myself. Time to accept the Nothingness brother. Its actually love ☀️

Fair enough, thabk you all for your messages, i was not that aware of the sexual assault percentage on women. As a man i have a biased view of What women have to endure in regards to creepiness, rapists, etc

Spain I had some similar reactions (less violent definetely) the previous weekend which i also did nightgame. Honestly the few daygame i did 4-5 years ago, i NEVER had this kind of reactions. Not even close. Seems nightgame results in much harsher rejections.

@charlie cho sure! Shoot me a dm. I can do it for you. I like this type of challenges Lol

I Dont know if that is possible due to survival agenda of the ego. Im not sure in What aspect you mean that message. ?

Mmm i Dont know. Just because its prescribed doesnt mean its not nocive for the Brain. Benzos are prescribed and are awful for the Brain (long term). Ime there are some people that can get easily addicted. There other people which are extra sensitive to stimulants so even the "great ones" and clean ones are not really their drug of choice so they wouldnt get addicted. Having said that, i havent tried meth, maybe its better than What i imagine. (Not going to try It anyway. This forum also is against promoting use of hard drugs and i share that)

Thats just a perspective. Youn can choose other perspectives.

Definetely, Next time ill dose a little bit less.

I'm broken after nightgame session. It was the night I approached by far more women, and I was on a microdose of lsd (I don't know if this was a mistake or not). I was pushed by (finally/thankfully) a experienced wingman. Took a lot of rejections, felt the creepiest of the creepiest, and felt the worst guy ever. I think I just hate myself Yeah, it's that, I'm having constant thoughts of self hate. How the fuck I am going to be attractive to a nice girl if meanwhile I'm saying things to her I'm thinking whatever I'm saying is shit and bad? Can just please somebody tell me ITS POSSIBLE TO GET OUT OF THIS NIGHTMARE, I think my anxiety/social anxiety and my problems with dating stuff sex, women so on , it's all intertwined into one big mess of hate inside my body. How the fuck I beat this monster. Please tell me it's possible. I don't mind the pain, I mind not knowing if I'll ever be free of this shit