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Thanks for sharing man. Im sorry and i Hope you find a way to live peacefully with your disease,if you cant end Up healing It. Personally i always had this intuition that listening music from headphones has to be worse than on a speaker. This def confirms It. Ill reduce the amount of music i listen to thanks to your post

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Its even worse. @Leo Gura and me (i Dont know about others in the forum) have publicly declared to fantasize of being the Girl in the actual fucking. Thats a twisted turn for sure ??I wonder if thats worse than being a cuck by your definition. Although by your definition i think cuck IS not the correct Word. Because the Girl in the video is not your gf or wife. I think voyeur is a more correct Word.

They are not man-made chemicals. The human just discover the combinations of molecules to produce such a substance. But it's "already there" before any human discovers it. Don´t see it as human engineering, see it as alchemy.

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Expected. Dude, expecting to quit porn in this era with a normie current development it´s not realistic. I suggest you to work on yourself, in all the areas related with porn, and automatically you will stop using porn.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgNKzf92gNo pd: How to insert youtube videos?

I cant believe this OP ??

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@Loba Thanks. I actually want to apologize because of my last reply to you yesterday @lostingenosmaze Having said that guys , heres the Issue I find with your logic: I've been "instrospecting" for years, It hasnt gotten me anywhere. Thats why i am skeptic of all those words such as "understanding", "healing", "going deeper" "the past", "shadows", "past wounds", "subconscious", etc. I just havent gotten results. Thats why i am skeptic with that approach. Where are the results? I Dont see them. But thanks for your help, Im sure its well intented. Ill try to integrate It in my current world view on how things work.

I mean idk. Its like you would Tell a crack addict to Accept his addiction. The Life of Smoking crack its never going to get confortable or manageable, It Will just suck over and over. The only way out is healing. I Dont have an issue "toleraring" the Pain of the addiction. Just at least Dont Tell me i cant do anything and i have to love being powerless. Give me a break with this progressive liberal BS

I think your advice damages me more than empowers me, But thanks i Guess.

?????Thanks brother Im sure It happened several times in the past, But i can remember one very Deep traumatic experience when i was a kid at school... however remember It havent solved me much.

I appreaciate your guidance But just believing words its just Ideology

Unfortunately due to social anxiety I feel very difficult to tell her this since for me it´s humiliating since she´s a girl. But I think I am having progress in social anxiety, maybe I will be able to do it.

Yes, you are right. In that sense, the addiction is not the problem. Ultimately @Mu_ I think the issue is my inability to feel and understand my emotions. ? No shit,uh? But yeah you are right. I am seeing a therapist each 2 weeks , although I haven´t told her anything about findom. Not sure what she would think about it.

What people call social anxiety I call "the thoughts that tells you that this that just happened means that YOU ARE BAD". When you feel those thoughts, it hurts. So you run away. But, instead of panicking, hate, or trying to get away of it, I have started to open myself to feeling fully, as much as I can. And I discovered something. If this terrible feeling it's the TRUTH, then it shouldn´t be a problem , right? I mean if I am BAD, then thoughts that say "what this person just said or not said PROVES THAT YOU ARE BAD", shouldn't really hurt. Like, I should "like it". If those were truth, of course... On the other hand, if IT´S NOT THE TRUTH, then, fuck, it makes sense that feels bad. If I am NOT BAD, but I am having a thought that says that I am Bad, well, makes kinda sense that one's Consciousness reacts in a "this is not good" kinda of way. Let's just put it this way: The pain you feel is THE DISCORDANCE with who you are, the pain is NOT the truth. I know this sounds exactly like Nahm, but it's literally what I have discovered in my last LSD trip. I think I am really onto something now to completely get out of this freaking hell I´ve living all my life guys.

I would do 1 More than 1 might get too intense for a newbie . IMO half a blotter can get too stimulating and confusing. With Psychedelics not always less is better For example ime a dose such as 25ug is uncomfortable as fuck for me

Who cares about women respecting you? As long as you respect yourself ?‍♂️

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LoL . Pardon me , who you are to value the quality of Nahm´s spiritual advice? Nahm's didn't give any spiritual advice anyways, he was about giving you the "Truth". Which is of course different from the concept of most people have spirituality of. I guess that's why with most people didn't resonate much. People still think the truth will be given you in precise, concrete words. Well yeah, that ain't going to happen.

Nice ? "Therapy", "I need to heal", "victim of the past", etc", Are concepts that feel bad now. (Shit I am starting to talk like Nahm, I hope I don't get kicked out)

What do you feel when that happens?

The issue is, most guys won't think it's possible precisely because the thoughts they experience about themselves