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Just posted the flyer to my first speed dating event I'll be hosting in Toronto. I almost postponed it but it's a really good opportunity since there is no real downside risk and if it works it'll be good profit and finally a way for me to get paid to travel to different cities which I've been looking to do for like at least 5 years if not 10 years so I had to do it. I've fallen a bit into complacency lately so starting to take massive action again is bringing up some anxiety but it also feels good as results don't lie. So stay tuned, it'll be August 5th. Nothing better than chilling and smoking weed after hosting an event, I'm on a no weed break rn so gonna do that til then and either smoke the night after or the next day so that's me taking control of my reward cycle and trying to not be a slave to easy dopamine. I'll be having a beer to celebrate the launch of the event tonight, I dislike drinking so it's not very addictive to me. I can't really live fully with vices it's beyond me, kudos to those who can. They are a bit boring though so I don't know that I would change myself, as long as it works out in the end I had to delay the launch of the Calgary creatives website which really saddened me but the sign in system was not operational and when I showed it to my buddy who's a web developper he said because it's hastily coded there are high changes it'll get hacked so he suggested I postponed the launch. It was gonna be my big W of the summer so bummer but the dating event is looking promising so fuck it. I miss being in Toronto I haven't been in almost a couple years now so it'll be good to be back. Still won't be able to really fully enjoy it this year, it takes so much money to have proper fun there but it's a leap in the right direction.

I'm in a pretty unique financial situation right now so I think it'd be valuable to journal and document for others to witness the journey as well. I've been working on my business as a photographer and media marketer for about 9 years by now. Before then I was a semi professional League of Legends player for a bit. It's been ups and downs as my personality type is not very industrious(INTP) and struggles with work ethic and well running a business. I've been watching a lot of Alex Hormozi content lately and he explains roadblocks and bottlenecks in business so well that's its helped me make sense of my whole life and why my business has been mostly unsuccessful so far. I've made somewhere around $75,000 CAD with it over a few years which is enough to sustain me for periods of time and then I end up having to get a random minimum wage job to pay the bills for a while then quit when I think I have a cushion and the business is working and cycle repeats, like 5 times now. I do think that now I have gotten the hang of it and the new people that I'm working with will be a competent team that I can lead and shape towards a multi million dollar business over the next few years. Also I'm in a funny spot where I basically have no money currently literally basically $0 until I receive my next $500 client payment in a few days. Considering the credit card debt I have I'm definitely below $0 net worth so hopefully this is a fun journey to document. I have a Vlog series that I do as well but I'm finding a lot of pleasure in writing lately as it allows me to go deeper in my thoughts as opposed to being a bit stressed and nervous on video so both will be worth watching if you're into this sort of quest. I'm a nerd at heart, this is partly inspired by the road to commander series that happened back in the days where Call Of Duty Youtubers would document their journey from level 0 to level 70(rank commander) in Modern Warfare 2. Feel free to ask questions or comment if you have thoughts. I'm also gonna be doing this as an accountability challenge and aim to get a post up weekly, as part of what I've noticed is holding back my life is consistency! I also find cringe the anti materialism that spiritual circles seem to embrace, I believe it to be spiritually bypassing and an avoidance of learning to be a competent human being that offers tangible value consistently to other human begins so documenting this on a spiritual forum is important to me as well. I tend to be more aggressive in forum posts than I mean to but if I have to read another comment from someone on their high horse about how business and wealth are corrupt and not worth pursuing while the only reason that we are here on this forum is because Leo heavily prioritized business and marketing to free himself financially and ultimately emotionally to have the bandwith to dedicate his life to the pursuit of truth and the ascension of mankind. A pursuit only possible for a human that can sustain themselves financially without having to work for another. I believe that becoming rich is one of the most spiritual things you can do, reach the abundance the formlessless gives us ultimately but in material reality while building out our shared universe and eventually exploring the confines of the galaxy. If we're talking about life purpose I also believe I will own at least 3 planets in the future so here's my proof that it was not luck I planned it from the start boys and girls. First let's do $1M though I hear planets are expensive.

I used to find the movies a bit silly but now that I'm working on my own IP I see it as a unique and genius multimedia adaption of so many storylines that leaves me in awe. What are your guys thought on it? I'm going back and rewatching all the MCU movies and taking extensive notes on it to understand how they tied it together both from a storytelling perspective and from a business product. My next move is watching all the guardian of the galaxy movies as I've never watched them and then rewatching all the avengers to prepare for Doomsday in December. Also now that the world has wars popping up the theme of uniting all our best people against evil seems more topical than ever so it's less ridiculous than watching them 5 years ago. Who is your guy's favorite character? I don't really have one yet I'll get back to that in a few weeks of consuming the content.

Yeah the first one is great and I love the Alien vs predator one too. What do you mean about the one take praise, there is a cut at 1:15

It's a cool thing to think about, thanks for sharing. I think there is some good nuance to this. There are some leaders that took humanity forward but it is a lot of right place at the right time. Plenty of nurses work 12 hours a day and beyond a day to save life and are pretty irrelevant in history and have no status. Status is also an engineerable thing so it's not like it's an objective way of assessing a human's worth. I watched Rome HBO recently and it showcases the story of Augustus the first roman emperor called the greatest politician of all time. The man was a monster who ruined the lives of his own daughter and sister to solidify his political power.

I think you're right at first glance but overall there are some pretty solid themes. Overcoming your limitations, working through impostor syndrome that a lot of heroes get, working together as a group for greater purposes, getting over petty squables for the grand schemes of things like in avengers, problem solving, incentives and what different groups of people want, power and its manifestation depending on personal goals, you can argue spiral dynamics with using power to create a big group or using it to tare minorities down ala Thanos, the meaning of humanity and what it represents compared to other humanoid life forms, the difference between an average person and a high achiever like Tony Starks and one of the most important ones on racism = blue women are hot.

The biggest case against slavery is the concept of win-win and positive sum games if use game theory. You don't have to make somoene lose to make yourself win. It's much easier to take your boys and raid a village when harvest season comes and take all their shit rather than toiling all year as a farmer though. Violence can be very economical but it's not moral.

Cool, now that you know it is relative, you can focus on what you truly want. What do you want in your life? It being meaningless from an absolute sense is a silly way of getting discouraged by life. That's like saying you can't have sex because there are so many other planets, so why are you just focused on your own life on this tiny planet here? Because here you are, my friend. Nihilism is a bit interesting to study but it's ultimately a terrible ideology that will ruin your life. Actualizing your potential and living your best life is the answer. The life purpose course is good for thinking about your highest goals and what you value in reality. For me personally, I'm working on using AI to make a new kind of game that will hopefully end up being way better than most of the stuff we see today using eventually web 3 and VR. You can check it out here : “Before enlightenment; chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment; chop wood, carry water.” — Zen Kōan

Perhaps but regardless the important part is the game skill and structure. Osho built a massive social circle and media strategy where he had the top status of course he slept with a lot women.

No Olaf you don't get it his orbitals we're 2 degrees off from what is optimal if you're looking to channel Jupiter's energy and be aligned with precisely and only its 3rd moon so if he didn't fix it probably his income potential would be lowered by at least 45.2% so this is clearly a great move here. Lol yeah no idk bro I assume his actual chat validates him? The whole internet clowns him so idk where he gets the courage to keep going with this, it's definitely a bit concerning. Strange because he values ROI and he clearly is not gaining much ROI out of it but I guess the internet treats him like a public guinea pig and gives him free marketing the more he does so we've created a monster good job chat.

Sure probably but I think we can also enjoy a lot of it in our life now and I mean also VR is coming soon some wild things will be experienced in there for sure.

I see so you're scared of hedonism. That's a valid concern. I think having a solid life purpose takes care of a lot of that and also polyamory is a great hack you can have a relationship with multiple women at the same time or with one woman that enjoys fucking other women with you. I think you are right that boundaries can be pushed endlessly but you can do that responsibly and for the benefit of everyone involved.

Do you agree that a lot of people on this forum seem to have half baked insights when it comes to enlightenment and say things that are either psychotic or they throw around nonchalantantly and don't mean but if they did mean it or someone else read it and believed them would be dangerous? Psychosis is not being able to discern the difference between reality and delusions/hallucinations so it is worth demonizing or at the very least taking quite seriously. Losing touch with reality is not a recipe for success.

Thank you for understanding me. I think this style of communication works to some extend but it has some flaws for sure. I talked to Gemini about it and it said that a lot of times people especially in spiritual community are so used to communication in vague platitudes that you have to shake them to get actual concrete points out of them like what happened with Hojo here. @Hojo In what ways do you think that sex corrupts the mind?

You forget violent competition and winner takes all. Cavemen and men throughout history have killed weaker men to ensure they have a monopoly on women and rare resources. I've never gotten clubbed in the head for a woman in my life, at worse I had girls reject me brutally which just then lead to hotter girls fucking me so it's really the softest era in history to have the best dating life imaginable.

You think it's intentional? That's hilarious and it clearly worked lol, so many times clav gets owned by some dude thats really particularly attractive for some reason lmao. Yeah I think Clavicular is refreshing to the mainstream for how much he calls out stuff that other people are afraid to talk about but a lot of his takes are horrible and he's genuinely a pretty dickish and cruel person. This one is so strange to watch, he breaks up with her seemingly and she pleads and cries while the whole thing is streamed. Apparently they were cuddling and are not broken up now so it was a case of codependency exaggerated for content I guess? I don't know if I feel bad for the girl, she gets abused for content but she does choose this intentionally and he pays her bills so I guess its a she don't wanna be saved don't save her situation.

That's a good point, I think AI writing will make worldbuilding much more nuanced and in depth over the next few decades. I must bow down to the writers of the past it was impressive but most of the tropes are washed up by now like lazers and idk aren't there a few versions of basically Superman now? What I liked about Thanos is he ended up having real damage and killing a bunch of heroes which is not usually done in story telling. That's why I really liked Game of thrones and Attack on Titan, it feels more real and raw than most shows. It's also a bit silly that the hero always wins, shouldn't the villain win in a lot of stories and the world is reshaped in their image and sometimes its actually better or at least you get to see what happened? That's cool, excited to see the context for it. Yeah I had my most profound awakening in a nice place overlooking the whole city and saw things that seemed too good to be true. It seems to be happening so that's fun, big fan.

That's cool, I appreciate you sharing your journey. For me I'm still in the process of building my dream life and am not satisfied with where I'm at. I'm an INTP and think in systems and throughout my 20s I partied and a lot and tried a lot of business models and had a lot of cool experiences but didn't find the success I wanted. I've been watching Leo's content for 10 years and that's helped me a lot towards making sense of reality. I'm much looking forward to expanding on what I can do in my 30s and 40s and so hold myself to a high standard but I realize that other people have different goals and I should look to understand them more instead of projecting my ideas and desires unto them all the time. Sorry for being rude to you. I still don't get why most guys don't want to go deeper into this stuff, it's basically endless the fun and adventures you can have. Polyamory is so cool to me and it's really only in our modern day that it's possible at a wide scale. I was just reading about Coco Chanel, the founder of Chanel, who grew up in a convent with nuns on France and had such a boring life and then she worked at a theater and met a dude with a castle who just hosted parties with a bunch of women but that was too hedonistic so she started dating this dude Arthur Capel who was an english aristocrat and who dated her had a wife and was seeing multiple women and was a successful businessman who helped the UK and France massively during WW1. That's my life purpose and what I work towards each day.

Fair enough man, finding peace is important. Do you want to have sex with/date attractive women? To me working towards that gives me a lot of peace as when I focus on airy fairy stuff reality throws reminders of my lack of success every once in a while and I have to bear the consequences of my lack of mastery over reality. Oftentimes I smoke weed to feel better but I'm trying to quit it fully to focus on actualizing my highest goals in real life.

idk bro maybe who knows. How have these thoughts helped your dating life?

@Natasha Tori Maru How would you answer this? My first instinct is to say okay bro cool story If I was to entertain the thought I would say okay @Hojo but you do understand that if you close your eyes for a long time and you feel like things desolve they aren't actually desolving? And if they are desolving what does that mean to you? Sometimes when I close my eyes for a long time I start to see vivid scenes, I don't know what they are yet I've not tried to explore it in depth but perhaps I can close my eyes for a long time and remote view or enter a parallel reality? Is that what you're talking about? Perhaps bro fuck it who knows. I don't think people literally desolve into nothing though unless you can link me some articles where people are randomly disappearing and previously they were closing their eyes for only 12 hours and their friends and family were finding that odd and now they've achieved full disolution and finally got to the 24-30 hour mark and actually vanished. When I pasted this into Gemini here is what it said : There's a key distinction between sensory deprivation and physical ontology. If you close your eyes in a dark room for 30 hours, your brain's internal spatial rendering decays because it lacks fresh optical input—you might feel like you're floating or dissolving. But that is a neurochemical state inside your brain, not a change in the physical floor beneath you. Conflating internal perceptual decay with external physical disappearance is where people get tripped up. Realistically I think this is copium designed to deal with the anxiety and frustration of lack of success in real life. This is why I bring it back to successful figures like Elon Musk because to find success in reality you have to take abstract ideas and solve all the friction of reality to bring concepts to life. It's hard and not many people can do it so it's easier to take the pseudointellectual route. I get it but I think it's important to rise above that otherwise frustration and depression is the only place we dissolve into.

@Ash55 This man is a sex god. Every pornstar raves that she loved fucking him more than any other. I'll watch this, thanks for sharing. I don't know how much diet has to do with it but he has figured out the game big tme.

How would you improve the scientific method? @Davino Yes we need to lower the competition of society as a whole. You shouldn't have to sacrifice everything to succeed at a high level. It's too life or death at the moment. The capitalistic crows is so used to that if you tell them we should provide for poor people a bit more they think we will end up living in a big field and soviet communism will comeback next week.

Yes that's what I said, many enlightenment teachers just say a bunch of nonsense and what they teach doesn't translate to real world results which is what matters otherwise why are you learning a bunch of nonsense that won't help your life? I gave you the definition I believe is the most useful to understanding the topic and how it impacts you as an individual. Most of what I've heard about spirituality is way too convoculated and confusing so I boil it down to the important parts and try to communicate it in an understandable way.

There is reddit which has a non-duality subreddit https://www.reddit.com/r/nonduality/ I dislike it personally because it's so big that conversations are anonymous and I find myself arguing the same points with silly people over and over again. Also I got banned accross all my accounts for accidental ban evasion after a subreddit mod banned me on one accounts for disagreeing with them while I've been a user of their site for 16 years since I was 15 years old so they can get fucked it is one of my personal life missions to create a superior competitor product and bankrupt them. What's great about Reddit though is the breath of the topics it covers. You can get laid on Reddit and you see some of the hottest girls in the world posting themselves naked so I have to give them a lot of credit. It also has the highest ressource on red pill content in the internet, it was where it came from and the posts on it are actual high quality. The red pill youtubers just complain about women and blame feminism for all their personal life problems, it's a massive bastardization of the content. Purple pill is a great concept and subreddit to browse through. I had a discussion about it with one of the godfathers of the Red Pill Rollo Tomassi 6 years ago but I think even then I was more advanced than him in his understanding and he was a bit of boomer who didn't believe in what I was talking about