Alex bliss

@erik8lrl but I'm living under my moms dad's home ..I don't have a job ..sooner or later I might have to earn a living on my own because who knows what life throws you into ...I am just not prepared for it .. also I kinda don't wanna live a stressful life so I really wanna go live in a monastery...

Hmm ...ok ..I hear ramana maharshi talk about concentration on self ..how to do it ???

Is it possible concentration always because I feel like without concentration self enquiry doesn't seems to last long...

If we are consciousness then when we see something through eyes or hear something through ears how does mind store it in itself?? How did mind see through consciousness?? Doesn't it mean consciousness is part of mind too?? Isn't it linked with each other.. without consciousness no mind, without mind no consciousness?? If that's so then doesn't it mean every mind has a separate consciousness??

I am really confused like we feel something is physical when we touch it and feel the sensation but let's say there is no sensation but when we try to go through a closed door we wouldn't be able to even if there is no sensation, doesn't it mean that the door has some physicality in it ???

So What is a way to going back to nothingness ?

But why does the waking state always the same and dreams different

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Lets say I want to break up with somebody because I don't feel the love we used to have before so I decided to break up with her or just wanted to be in a relationship with her for sex but I don't like her romantically??? What will be my karma if she is really hurt??

What exactly is self enquiry?? Isn't it about asking who am I and at last realizing that I am pure empty awareness..

I know none of us have seen buddha personally ? but have heard in any Buddhist sutra about buddha meditating after his enlightenment as he claim??

As emptiness can't have any boundaries how can I get stuck at one body..why can't I fly from this body or that body...I feel like there is no body ..everything is just a dream and there is no separate body and everything else is part of that dream ..and there is nobody except me as emptiness and this dream world where there is nobody except me ...

@Leo Gura see that's why i don't spend time much here because the moment we accept the truth by listening from somewhere else we become deluded thinking we know the truth while in reality that our biggest blocks in doing the actual enquiry, it actually doesn't even let you do the enquiry cuz you will feel you already know it ..so I am still keeping my doubts and curiosity in order to find out what's the actual truth directly on my own ...And it's kinda scary when I give up all the views about truth I heard from different spiritual master but that's what will take me to the actual truth ...thankyou leo some of your videos have helped me alot ...I was the kind of guy who used to believe whatever I hear without digging dipper into it..✌

Thank you ?

Or is it just a myth...I have heard sadhguru talk about consciousness leaving the body bla bla bla while it increases and the body can't hold it ..what's your personal opinion about it..

@Leo Gura leo I know that's what I'm saying ..dont get me wrong when I say I don't experienced it ..I did experienced it before while doing self enquiry, when it happens words can't Express the experience but the ego usually comes back ..that's what I need am working it trying to be in that state permanent but it's not easy ..it will take many years ...

Isn't realization something that will completely make me fearless..that what I expect all the time ...

@Leo Gura leo I know ì am not don't experienced it directly but there is nothing wrong with using the I word while having a conversation...Even most spiritual master use the word sometimes but what really matters is you know that it isn't real... it's just a sound don't be serious don't put a meaning on it ...

Yes but now I'm aware of that fact...

Spiritual journey is both exciting and lonely and painfull yet very mysterious journey...far better than my old boring life ...

I mean I love the struggle of finding truth ? I am born curious...

@Inliytened1 I'm fully ready cuz im ready to die I have had enough or no other choices left...

Now the real question is can I ever be the entire awareness!!!!!

Is Astrology true??

Lets say, If I enquiry into who am I...and start asking from body ,mind ,sensation...how do I know that it's time to move on from one enquiry to other...If I let's say, am clear that I am not the feelings will there be distance from me and feelings, does feelings become disidentified once it's done clearly, does it create space from me and the feelings or any other object?? Or it's just an intellectual understanding??