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Just had my second rectal administration attempt.. 25 mg, I noticed that I didn't pay attention to what Leo said about keeping the syringe up the butt for an extra minute or two after pushing up the substance, this was a huge difference.. No breakthrough this time, felt very very sleepy, which is pretty weird compared to the incredible energy I had when I snorted it on my first breakthrough.. Anyways this method feels extremely smoother than snorting definitely, I think I'm ready for 30 mg..

@legendary cool! Thanks for sharing Already 7 years of Lucid dreaming, it got even better after psychedelics!

get well soon man! guess we'll have to wait on the nuggets of wisdom

@EvilAngel yes indeed, but conscious experience of being pure nothingness will answer your question!

pure nothingness, pure awareness or pure being is what you are, the rest is just an idea..

I'm still not sure if I have free will or not though

Nice one! Love your posts man keep it up @ivankiss

@tedensI see, you still need a bit of theory to fly! don't you think?

@tedens well that's what self-inquiry did to me so you can also call it an "effect"

To reach a state of not knowing, and from there to discover what's true!

the internet is amazing indeed! it's speeding up our evolution of consciousness in an incredible way

@cetus56 Right! Not only does it exists but it's also intelligent down to every particle.

@Mikael89 I think I see your point, but I still don't understand, I'm talking from a human perspective, yes consciousness is always aware, but a robot doesn't have self-awareness like we do right? Anyhow, I'm still trying to grasp the idea that everything is consciousness though!

Just had my first attempt with rectal administration this week, I measured about 25 mg using a scale, on an empty bowels, unfortunately the trip felt like 15 mg for some reason, must be the scale or something, I'm trying again soon after I get one of those measuring spoons..

@luckieluuke same! We could've evolved to be like robots, not aware of our own existence, it's one of the questions I've been asking for a very long time... Coming from a religious background, I've been taught that the soul is the consciousness in the body, but that still didn't answer the question for me of who is aware of the soul too? Its like an infinite loop. I'm still trying to get insights of who is aware of being aware, but I always get stuck in a loop like a mirror reflected to a mirror, but I did have a few glimpses of the real self and its infinite nature, and it's mind blowing...

@ajasatya that is exactly what I mean!

@Rilles that is so true! Pure is-ness!

@tedens the answer is still miraculous

i liked this one

@SoonHei well said

Thanks for the amazing insights guys! Eventually one might become intensely aware yet totally relaxed at the same time..

What I mean is being highly conscious all the time, Isn't this an important step towards all enlightenment? Does the body biologically take more energy of being in a high state of awareness?

@Jack River true, but in a sense the biological body can be "more aware" in different times? Like needing to focus when you do self inquire?

gotta be the Book of not Knowing by Peter Ralston, i keep getting back to it from time to time

@Leo Gura I was about to ask you that question, pretty paradoxal if you think about it haha.